Me Myself And Mylife

Kartun

2012-01-30T01:26:00.012+08:00

Macam biasa la...oleh sbb besok ari isnin, wa yg terlajak excited nak ge keje ni, leh lak tak leh nak terlelap. Wa tak tahu lak zaman kecik2 lu orang macam mana, tapi zaman kecik2 wa sentiasa dipenuhi dengan cerita2 kartun yg merapu nak mampus. Mungkin lu orang semua bnyk kali khatam quran, tapi wa lebih sepuluh kali khatam komic Dragon Ball, Yuyuhakusho, Arale, Harimau laut, Pedang setiawan, Juara Bola keranjang, dan sewaktu dengan nya.

Wa rasa kalo kumpul balik duit yg wa guna utk beli buku2 komek ngn majalah. Mungkin wa dah boleh beli ferrari merah. Tapi tak kesah lah....sbb keta ferrari yg skang ni pun terhegeh2 nak bayar insurans n roadtax, ini kan pulak kalo ada ferrari yg real.

Time wa buat blogwalk, wa terjumpa blog ni Ayam dan Babi, terus mcm orang giler wa tergelak2 tahap tergolek2. Macam siot jer...!! Lu orang leh la baca sendiri sbb wa dah kasi link. Ker memang lu orang dah tahu blog ni.... sbb wa tahu, wa ni memang selalu ketinggalan zaman skit..!! Nevermind.

Penah tak terpikir, apa kesan jangka masa panjang kalo kita dibesarkan dgn melihat cerita2 kartun yg tak menguji minda ni...?? Contohnya mcm melihat si loser Nobita yg malas buat keje skulah. Tgk giant yg suka membuli. Tgk Doraemon yg sentiasa ada jln mudah nak selesaikan masalah, tp lam masa sama create new probs... Tgk sunyo wa tak kesah sgt, memang bnyk sgt orang mcm dia yg suka nak berlagak tak tentu hala. Tgk roadrunners yg berlakon baik tapi sebenarnya jahat. Ok wa takder point nak kutuk the rugret ngn futurama, sbb tu cerita kartun fav wa...ever...!! Hmmm.... kan wa dah cakap....dua tiga hari ni, wa asyik pikir yg bukan2 jer......

PS:- wa rasa nak terbalik kan TV jer sbb cerita BOBOBOI tadi bersambung besok. Cerita kartun pun ada sambungan.....demn..!!

Hi

2012-01-30T00:39:00.001+08:00

Hi,

Wa tak ada cerita menarik yang wa boleh belagakkan dgn lu orang... Mcm biasa bg memenuhi impian kawan2 maka wa dengan senang hatinya menjadi guide ke bukit BROGA yang entah keberapa kali nya. Wa ada bnyk alasan tanak naik seperti malas bangun awal, keje shift balik kul 2pg, kasut trak entah hilang mana, stokin tak tahu letak kat mana, malas nak bayar rm2 time parking bawah pokok kelapa sawit, guling2 atas katil time cuti adalah benda yg paling mengasyikkan tambah2 dibuat pada waktu pagi.

BFF-wa trekking pakai slipar jamban jer.....bagus kan.??

Namun wa ikut kan jugak, bg memenuhi impian kawan2 tersayang. Dua tiga menjak ni, wa selalu terpikir... apa akan jadi ngn hidup wa pas member2 LEP 5 ni kawen. Sbb hidup wa ni sentiasa dikelilingi oleh kawan2. Tiap2 minggu ada jer program....sbb tu la, org lain kemas bilik makan masa sehari dua.....wa kemas bilik makan masa sebulan.Entah la tak tahu kenapa..?? Tapi wa memang asyik terpikir benda yg bukan2 dua tiga menjak ni.

Lihat..!! Anjing pun malas nak naik tau....

Sambut birthday GAMX, kek ni jer yang berjaya jumpa pepagi buta ni...

Macam biasa la.... kalo buat xtvt yg mengurangkan lemak ngn wa, wa akan meracau tahap tak hengatnya sbb kelaparan. Kalo wa joging, selalunya bertahan satu round jer, sbb pastu wah dah takleh concentrate, kepala otak dok terpikir nak makan apa. Sbb tu jugak wa tak join naik gunung ngn orang yg wa tak kenal, nnt wa takut wa bertukar jadi hulkhogen, sbb timing makan wa dah on-time. Kalo member2 lama, memang dorank dah masak sgt ngn perangai wa ni. Maka wa invite kawan2 wa lepak umah wa buat parti steambot.... Sekian saja entri yg membosankan ini...!!

Parti steambot..!!

Busy u'olls

2012-01-24T14:51:00.000+08:00

Yuhol's...macam biasa la, wa nak buat ayat diva...wa busy kebelakangan ini. Ya, mcm biasa jugak wa tak tahu wa busy apa, takder la sampai tahap buat promosi album, sbb wa bukan penyanyi, tahap makcik-makcik sibuk lepak mengumpat sblum masak tengahari pun tidak, sbb wa masih remaja lagi. Sibuk menukar lampin anak dan seterika baju suami juga tidak ya, sbb wa belum kawen. Mungkin wa sibuk kemas bilik....ya betul. Wa sibuk kemas bilik, tapi takkan la sampai seminggu kemas tak siap2.?? Taraf istana sangat ker wa punya bilik ni. Ok... wa takder alasan. Sebetulnya wa malas and takder idea.

Yang pasti, duit yang sepatutnya wa simpan utk pegi melancong dan berjoli katak dinegara orang, telah wa hamburkan dengan kaedah menata hias wa punya bilik ni menjadikan ianya sangat menarik sampai tahap wa asyik terperap lam bilik jer. Sampaikan osmet2 wa nak tgk muka wa, dorank kena ketuk pintu bilik wa. Punya la wa happy duduk dlm bilik sampai tak keluar2. Lam masa sama wa sibuk buat art work yang ntah haper2.... kadar kesiapan nya bergantung kepala level kerajinan yg memang tak berapa nak rajin ni.

Baru2 ni umah wardina kena masuk perompak, wa punya la takut sampai wa rasa wa jadi sangat paranoid, nak2 lak kawasan umah wa ni pun boleh tahan jugak kadar pencuri masuk umah. Serius wa takut, kalo setakat dia nak amek harta benda yg tak seberapa ni, memang wa takder hal punya, tapi kalo wa diapa2 kan, mcm mana..?? Wa punya tahap paranoid sampai tahap wa nak simpan pisau bawah bantal, in case pencuri masuk at least wa ada sumthing nak pertahankan diri wa. Wa siap sedia kan plan, in case anything happen, memang wa akan keluar melalui tingkat and panjat ge umah sebelah. Paranoid wa ngn Yanti(osmet) semakin menjadi2 bila dua tiga hari lepas, entah haper benda ntah dok berlari atas bumbung umah ktrg...rasanya kucing. So yanti suh wa tido kunci pintu. Wa yg paranoid tahap suam2 kuku ni sampai tahap takleh tido, walaupun tak tutup lampu sampai kul 4am. Bangang tak...!! Mungkin pasni wa kena bersiap sedia, contohnya tido sambil pakai seluar track, ngn tshirt.....menukar fitrah yg sokmo pakai baju tak cukup kain ni. Dlm masa sama pegang pisau multipurpose yg wa selalu guna nak ge camping yg dah berkarat skit tu....!! Kalau wa tikam penyamun tu, wa harap dia kena kancing gigi. Dan mungkin wa boleh start angkat tangan dan berdoa mintak perlindungan dari Allah......ya... wa pilih step yg last tu je lah..!!

Tapi wa cukup terharu gila bila baca wardina cakap, time penyamun tu nak mintak emas, dia cakap dia tak ada....dia ada buku2 jer, sbb buku2 tu jer la harta dia... terus wa touching habis dowh....sbb wa pun memang takder emas permata, lagikan harta berkoyan-koyan, keta pun beli yang paling murah, yang kompom wa bleh bayar bulan2....sbb duit wa bnyk habis kat buku2 and pg travel (peerrggghhh mcm dah keliling satu dunia jer ayat).... dan mungkin jugak habis duit kat makanan, pakaian and kasut2....wakakakakkakaa....!!!

Harta wa kat dunia ni......

Artwork yang belum siap, spoil betul bubuk sbb dah berjaya buat lobang kat biji kacang tu.

Kerja oh kerja

2012-01-15T23:35:00.001+08:00

Aku busy dua tiga hari ni. Tak tahu busy apa...?? Ok senang cakap...malas laa...!! Malas adalah bahasa yang paling tepat. Tapi aku rajin kan jugak minggu ni buat dua perkara lam hidup aku...kemas bilik n ge jumpa bestfriend aku sbb aku rindu giler2 ngn anak dia, si Haziq. Nak harap kan anak sendiri, nak kena berhempas pulas cari bapak dia dlu.... makanya merindui anak orang lain adalah satu alternatif yg boleh diterima pakai buat masa ni.

Aku dah berjaya kemas bilik aku and beli almari nak simpan t-shirt2 aku yg sekontena bnyk nya. Pastu ptg tadi sempat gak aku ge nilai 3 membeli karpet baru. Penyakit laju membeli aku ni, aku rasa akan menyebabkan aku akan shopping cadar baru minggu depan. Aku dapat rasa kan Chi kearah itew sbb karpet purple bulu2 ni, haram tak masuk langsung ngn cadar hijau buluh aku ni. Sakit mata lak tengok...patut la aku tak berjaya time apply interior designer masa nak masuk uni dlu...agak pelik gak citarasa aku....wakakakakka....!!

Minggu lepas...... ada la ura-ura..... URA-URA ja...belum tentu betul. Dan aku takder la excited sgt pun. Sbb takder benda yg nak diexcited kan pun. Ada mulut2 mengatakan yg aku akan dpt satu jawatan. Aku actually biasa-biasa ja. Tapi aku agak terkesima (hmm..bukan ayat yg sesuai)..termenung seketika...yup..correct words bila sorank kawan aku cakap....**intonasion a bit synical i guess**... "Pandai mengampu bos, memang la senang naik..!!" Aku..... tak marah actually, tapi aku terpikir panjang...aku ada buat macam tu ker.??

Manusia ni kadang-kadang cakap memang mcm tak beradat dan beradap langsung. Kalo dia satu team ngn aku and know how we work..... then aku leh terima kalo dia nak evaluate or judge me. Tapi dia team lain, and never know how we work...hmm..!! Aku pun tension jugak ngn keje aku, aku pun bnyk masalah ngn user yg ntah haper2, laporan tiap2 bulan kena buat. Tapi aku amek benda tu sebagai cabaran, sbb semua tu akan dibayar pada nilai gaji aku. Yang akan aku guna utk kesenangan aku, makan, minum dan pakai aku. Kalo asyik dok merungut pasal keje, dowh...ko dapat gaji, kau beli makanan n jadi darah daging ko guna duit yg ko tiap2 hari dok maki dok tak puas hati, dok menyampah, menyumpah.... wa tak tahu mana pergi berkat tu dowh..!! LU PIKIR la sendiri. Masing-masing dah besar kot.

PS:- walaupun wa cuba nak menafikan, tapi wa rasa, wa terasa ngn apa yg member opis wa tu cakap. Tak kesah la....sejak wa dah bertukar pakai tudung betul2 ni, wa dah tak kesah apa orang nak cakap. Wa tahu niat wa.... wa tahu mana pendirian wa....wa hanya mampu berusaha dan buat yg terbaik...rezeki tu nak dtg atau tidak, tu kerja Allah..... Adios people...!!

Cerita Serius: MIMPI

2012-01-13T00:50:00.000+08:00

Korank semua percaya mimpi tak.....?? Misti tak kan...?? Ok aku ni lak, berpendirian ala-ala lalang skit biler dtg bab2 mimpi ni. Sebab nak kata aku percaya tak la jugak, nak kata tak percaya ...pun tak jugak... Sbb bnyk kali gak aku bermimpi benda2 pelik then aku amek benda tu sambil lewa, last2 benda tu jadi in my real life. Time tu baru aku gabra dog skit... Contohnya mcm aku penah mimpi adik aku terjun gaung.... aku buat derrkkk jer...!! Last2 seminggu pastu dia excident. Waarrgghhh i risau tahap kesatria baja hitam yuholls.

Bnyk kali gak aku mimpi pasal ular, orang cakap...(orang cakap laa!!) kalo mimpi ular tu makna nya nak dapat jodoh. Namun alkisahnya, kebanyakkan aku mimpi bab2 ular ni, memang aku lari dari ular2 itew. Paling kelakar, aku penah mimpi kena patuk ular lidi, ular tu melekat kat belakang aku. Aku yang sangat bijak lagi excelent ni, suh kakak aku amek gunting, maka aku gunting dua ular tu. Sbab kaloo nak cabut, nnt sakit. HAH..!! Korank mampu buat cam aku. Kompem tak kan..... sbb tu la aku tak kawen2 lg sampai skang..!! Wakakakaka....... ahahha percaya laa sgt benda2 tahyul camtu.Masa raya haji baru2 ni pun aku mimpi ular gak. Dia masuk lam baju aku..(wah lucah sangat!!).. aku risau kena patuk sbb sakit kowt.... aku cuba raba dlm baju nak tangkap kepala ular tu. Tapi tak dapat. Maka bermastautin tetap lah ular tersebut dlm baju aku.

Sebelum aku keja kat opis aku skang ni, aku penah gak mimpi, ada bnyk labah2 nak harm aku, dan ada satu labah2 besar warna hitam gigit/patuk/bite aku. Nak dijadikan cerita...wa steady jer dowh walaupun sakit sikit..ala2 hiro industan, kena pukul, tapi still mentain macho. Maka itew lah yg berlaku kt aku skang ni, walaupun bnyk orang yg nak mengguna kan aku, atau nak buli aku.... aku just bersikap..."Kau ni kenapa?? Nak buli seorang pembuli. Memang salah kowt....dowh.!!" Wahahahaha...diva tak i..?? Kadang2 kalo aku buat tak tahu sesetengah mimpi, dia akan dtg dua atau tiga kali. Maybe nak bagi hint-hint kowt.....!! Oleh itew dibawah ini adalah konklusinya.....(ok baca kt bawah).

Aku penah baca, tapi tak ingat kat mana... bila kita tido usually badan kita akan berehat, somehow otak kita akan cuba memproses sesetengah maklumat lam kepala kita either nak delete that memory or just keep it. Thats why... kita sedar atau tidak, benda ni akan reflect dlm kepala kita and form as mimpi. But.. yes it is, memang ada sesetengah mimpi yg dtg as petunjuk. But kita tak tahu ianya dtg dari syaitan yg nak mengganggu atau dtg dari Allah. The best way is, jgn terlalu taksub sgt ngn mimpi ni, kalo mimpi tu sesuatu yg baik. Better jgn hebah kan kecuali pada orang2 yg betul2 kita trust.

Tapi kalo mimpi benda yang tak baik..... aku amalkan utk menceritakan mimpi tu kt semua orang...hek..motip!!. Sbb nnt aku gabra or takut2...so bila aku cerita kt orang, aku share gabra aku ni ngn orang lain.... dan yg pastinya, dlm sekelip mata jugak kawan2 aku yg rock n roll, yg giler2, yg dlu2 kul 2 3 pagi tak balik2 umah lg, yg time karaoke lompat2 atas sofa n meja sampai kena sound ngn pekerja tempat karox.... akan terus bertukar menjadi Ustazah Pilihan n tazkirah aku kow2... makanya aku tersedar. So dah jadi tak takut sgt..!! Kan effective kalo buat camtu. Baik korank amalkan jugak...!!

Conclution nya....hhmmm...entah la..!! Just kalo mimpi tu pelik2 sgt, just berhati2 jer lah dlm setiap perbuatan kita. More then that...hmmm weh aku dah tak leh nak pikir. Nak lari ge toilet jap.Chow..!!

Kelas

2012-01-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

Wa terbaca lam Rotikaya......

"Bekas isteri Tiger Woods, Elin Nordegren (gambar) mengambil keputusan untuk merobohkan mahligai bernilai US$12 juta beliau untuk bina sebuah mahligai baru dengan rekaan yang sama. Heh?" – IB Times

Motif....??? Adoi.... orang kalo dah sakit hati memang mcm2 dia sanggup buat. Tapi bagi wa, ko lantakkan jer kakak.... kalo ko buat mcm tu, nampak sangat la yg dia tu penting sangat dlm hidup ko kakak oi. Daripada ko buat replicate umah sama baik ko buat umah (umah ker...??) cam uncle ambani tu ..... barrruuu KKeeelllAAAsss.....

Bagi wa la, wa selalu bagi masa and peluang. Tapi kalo wa dok bersabar, si dia buat DIVA seksangat...... memang jawab nya..... Wa pkai kasut ala2 jimmy choo beli kat jusco, wa blah jer (walk away!!) .....!! Malas nak layan drama telenovela seksangat. Jalan depan kita tarik muka bagai, tapi bila duduk jauh2, sikit2 mandang kt kita. Pening kita tau....kanak-kanak sangat..!! Kita dah malas sedih2, kalo tanak kawan ngn kita, kita ge kawan ngn orang lain... huh..!!! Malas layan!! Eh..eh...ni cerita pasal Tiger Woods ker ni..??

AUKU ... aku...

2012-01-10T11:44:00.001+08:00

Dua tiga hari lepas, wa punya osmet buat satu statement yang mana menyebabkan otak wa berfikir panjang, either nak mengiyakan atau menidakkan.

" Ala, ktrg dulu belajar dgn AUKU, takder masalah pun...!!"

Ya betul, memang betul statement osmet wa tu. Namun otak wa yg tak berapa nak laju sgt ram ni, kembali memikir kan logik kata2 osmet wa itew pas tgk video kt bawah ni.

Yup, its true, wa memang graduan yang lahir dengan pelbagai test2 dari kerajaan dlm sistem pendidikan negara termasuklah sistem pendidikan terbuka, penambahan subjek reka cipta dlm SPM, sistem kuota dan yg pastinya adalah AUKU. Mula2 tu wa rasa, pegi lantak lah, ko nak suh aku sain aper pun, janji aku leh belajar and dapat scroll. Pastu keje and cari duit ngn kadar berkoyan2, sambil pakai keta besar dan ada bnyk barang berjenama termasuklah kasut Jimmy Choo. Wakakakkak...wa dah melalut...!!

Ok back to the story, akhirnya wa sedar yang wa ada satu kelemahan yang sgt ketara. Wa nampak sesuatu yang salah, namun mulut wa terkunci utk bercakap, wa nampak bnyk yg tak betul, tapi wa terpaksa pendam perasaan wa, wa nak bercakap tapi wa tak tahu kenapa wa takder suara. Wa nak berdebat, tapi ayat tak pernah tersusun dengan rapi, dan point2 pun tak tentu arah halanya. Lama2 benda ni menjadi satu kebiasaan kepada diri wa, dimana kalo wa nampak benda salah atau benda yg tak baik, contohnya seperti ketidakadilan pemilihan kolej, ketidaksama rataan pemberian markah oleh pensyarah dimana yg pandai mengampu boleh dapat lebih, dengan kadar tiba2 kena membayar yuran basikal, dowh..wa basikal pun takder dowh, pehal kena bayar dowh, kena bayar yuran meal card, kena bayar yuran bas dan bermacam2 lagi benda yg tak best tak best nih..... dimana tindakan wa hanya sekadar berdebat dan maki didalam hati sambil tarik muka seposen tanda protest. Terutama kalo jumpa pakguide misai seluar ketat UPM. Yg suka tegur org pakai jeans tuh...dlm hati wa memaki, "pakcik, tolong la cari saiz seluar yg besar skit, berbulu mata sy menengoknya..!!"

Dan kini umur wa yg dah melebihi suku abad ni wa baru sedar (wa rasa bukan wa sorank jer kowt.. so i'm not a loser kalo ramai yg sama spesies mcm wa...lalalalallala) yg wa ni masih tak pandai nak berfikir secara matang, bertindak dengan bijak, merancang dengan penuh strategy dan terancang, berfikir secara lebih meluas dan mendalam, dan paling tak berapa nak pandai public speaking. Kenapa..?? 1) kerana kami diajar utk mengingat apa yg ada dlm kertas, while in real life, there's no rules or any code hamurabi ker aper ker for you to follow. 2) Mengikut segala peraturan yg telah ditetapkan, walhal in real life, things change dramatically and sumtime u have to think smart in order to follow this life flow. 3) Bnyk melihat ketidakadilan, namun mulut terkunci utk bersuara, as we has never been train to speak for our own right....

Maka kini dan selamanya, menjadilah kita negara yang berhempas pulas melawan anasir komunis sampai menumpahkan darah perjuang2 bangsa.... at the end of the stories, ramai orang yg berselindung disebalik negara demokrasi tetapi mengamalkan hukum2.... berlandaskan COMMUNISM.

2012 hallloooooo...

2012-01-03T15:01:00.000+08:00

Hello PEEPS...

Its ady 2012, duhhhh....i'm gonna be 29 this year. I realise one day, i stood in front of the mirror and try to think am i represent my age....... duhhhh ..... surely am not. Wakakakakakkaa.......time's really flow soo fast, and i can't even ready to grab myself and follow the flow.....!! Harap anda semua tidak menjadi seperti saya. hehe.....

Alhamdulillah, i don't knew from where the guts is coming, it just happen and i knew it came from Allah and i feel totally at peace and calm. I ady fully covert and wear a hijab, no more on and of. Its happen 2 week ago and i felt so happy bout my new change. Every time, my friend see my new change, they just praise "alhamdullilah"..... i just smile. Because, i knew i do it because of myself as a responsibility as a moslem. And i even more strong now then before. I had a problem in life, but i see life in a very difference perspective for the past few week. All i can said....WOW.... hmmm when you are honest with Allah...he will show the way...Insyaallah. Baik lah...sampai disini sahaja slot ustazah pilihan kita utk kali ini. OK...

I still sad actually for what happen between me and one of my colleague, just i guess. Maybe this is how we gonna end up our relationship, eventhough i fell like sooo legend and kindergarten. But if this is what it should be, then just let it be. Somehow, to be honest, i was soo puzzling to see his face when he pass me by as my place is the most kakak-frontdesk place. He just acting like something un-done, un-finish or un-settle, what ever the words is. Simple words..... its like an Otromen saw the monster.....all he (i mean the otromen) want to do is ... set up his hand and fired on those poor animals aka monster. Yup, that is how his face is look like. Makin buat aku gelabah kura...dan rasa bersalah. Wahahhahhaa...at last mengaku gak aku bersalah. Ok masa utk cerita benda lain pulak..... wow i am really good at running from a problem.!! Haip.... my previous moto...if you cannot handle that problem, just runaway from that. I should change that oneday, but for now...lets stick with this moto peeps...!! Ahahahahhaha....gelak besar/jahat..!!

Hmmm..... my friend want to match making me with someone.... and i don't knew from where this idea come out. I just flip and said...

"Kenapa aku yang kena mulakan mencari lelaki dalam hidup aku, bukan aku yang hilang barang..... yang hilang tulang rusuk tu lelaki, biar la dia yang mencari barang yang dia hilang. Sbb dia jer yang tahu mana satu barang dia."

Its good and its true is it...?? If you man enought, then speak for your own right. Hands-up if you agree with me.... Till then, have a bless new Gregorian year. May Allah bless and always love all of us..... peace y'all.

Ketawa dlm tangis

2011-12-27T17:54:00.000+08:00

Disaat-saat aku tengah dlm keadaan huru-hara dan gabra..... aku beranikan diri gak mintak maaf kat dia.... namun, aku rasa sebak seksgt....sbb aku tahu hubungan kami tak akan mcm dlu lagi. Sbb mulut orang, hubungan yg baik terus jadi cam orang asing. Aku tak tahu nak cakap apa, yg pasti mata aku dah nak berair and aku rasa sebak.....walaupun org lalu lalang depan aku, nampak cam aku senyum...tapi aku tgh tahan sebak. Arrgggghhhhh.......streesssss.....streessss.....!!

Pada sapa2 yg baca blog aku.....aku just nak sharing, next time jgn la suka bergosip2 yg sampai tahap leh merenggang kan hubungan seseorang. Tak baik kowt buat mcm tu. Dan pada aku pulak.....kenapa la aku bodoh sangat dengar kata orang...... tak pasal2 hilang kawan.!!! Warrrggghhhh nanges..!!

Kisah Tok Kadi

2011-12-24T19:32:00.000+08:00

Semakin sukar nak berkawan dengan lelaki pada masa dan saat umur dan persekitaran yang semakin penuh menekankan. Orang sekeliling sangat berusaha utk membantu aku mencari jodoh dan aku sangat berterima kasih utk itu. Sampai kadang-kadang aku rasa cam nak pakai purdah jer pegi keje dan pastinya pasni jangan harap aku nak lunch or dinner office hour with my office mate / berdua / lelaki. Ya...si dia adalah lelaki dan menyebabkan orang sekeliling bertindak seolah-olah seperti tok kadi dan saksi, supaya leh mengahwinkan kami secepat yang mungkin. Dan pastinya aku yg ntahaper2 ni akan freak out n panic attack as a normal human being and thinking what the hell you guys are doing...HELLO..!!

Maka, jadi lah hubungan seorang lelaki dan perempuan yg dulunya leh makan bersama, leh bercerita apa saja, leh mengutuk mana2 yg terkutuk, menceritakan rahsia dengan penuh selesa tanpa perlu bimbang dan risau dimana2.... menjadi seolah-olah seperti tiang kayu bertemu tiang konkrit. Seolah-olah seperti ada tembok besar berlin dihadapan kami mahupun ada tembok besar china yang diagung-agungkan sehingga kini. Yang pastinya kamu misti tergolong dlm golongan orang bangsawan yg memakai sutera paling mahal dengan hamba abdi dan dayang2 selaut ramainya.... Aku... ya aku terima diriku sebagai si barbarian genghis khan yg buruk huduh pakai baju compang camping, dan makan daging dengan kadar yg paling tak senonoh dan selekeh.

Baiklah...sampai disini sahaja pesanan penaja dari aku. Mungkin aku perlu meminta maaf, walaupun aku sendiri tak tahu apa salah aku.... Sayang rasanya persahabatan yg baik, tapi sering disalah ertikan. Aku mengaku, aku sangat selesa berkawan dengan dia..... hanya itu. HANYA KAWAN.

Jom buat keje....jgn mengular...!!

2011-12-19T10:03:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm.... malam semalam aku dikidnap oleh warga LEP 5. Sehari suntuk duduk bertapa kat MINES shoppping mall, walhal niat asal nak ngajak dorank lunch jer, pastu nak balik umah nak amek baju kt dobi yg diantar minggu lepas for dry clean, pastu nak vacum n tukar susun atur lam bilik..... Dorank ada gak bagi hint dorank nak beli phone, aku budget paling bertapa sgt pun, kul 5 misti dah ada kat umah. Hmmm harapan belaka. Korank paham2 la kalo pegi shopping dgn lelaki2 yg baru dapat bonus ni memang hazab jawabnya. Aleh2 kul 12.30am baru sampai umah pas balik dari makan kat cawangan MURNI kat bukit jalil.

Apa lagi tido memang gaya PITAM habis. Tak sedar diri, sampai la mimpi kena kejar ngan penjahat 3 orang, semua bangsa cina. Mula2 dorank kurung aku ngn adik aku dlm satu umah, pastu besok pepagi buta, aku terbangun awal, penjahat2 yg lain semua tak bangun lagi. Terus aku kejutkan adik aku, ktrg bukak pintu umah tu, terus lari bagai orang meroyan nak melepaskan diri, adik aku lari paling slow, sampai bakal nak kena tangkap, dlm dok lari2 ni aku sempat lagi toleh belakang, dlm hati dok marah adik aku, apsal la ko lari lembap sgt disaat-saat genting mcm ni. Last2 terbangun tido kul 5.30am, jantung berdegup mcm haper jer..?? Penat berlari dowh plus emo-emo ngn adik sendiri..!!

Tersedar jer dari mimpi tu, terus aku berniat NAK BERUBAH, berubah pakai tudung dgn lebih ikhlas, tanpa on and off lagi. Giler tak..?? Ada kaitan tak kejadian mimpi tu dengan hasil selepas mimpi tu. Giler kan...?? Tapi memang tu jer yg terkeluar lam kepala otak aku pas aku tersedar dari mimpi. Aku tanak coment lebih, sbb aku sampai skang pun masih tercari-cari faktor2 utk berubah kearah itu. Sesetengah orang niat nak berubah pas dorank nak sgt sesuatu dan tuhan makbulkan, mcm jodoh for example or maybe dpt keje yg dorank idam2 kan or dapat naik gaji ker..?? Tapi aku taknak berubah sbb nak kan sesuatu. Biar la aku berubah ikhlas dari dlm diri aku sendiri kerana Allah and i know which level i stayed and my capability. Moga pilihan ni terbaik utk aku kerana diri aku dan tanggungjawab aku tanpa perlu menghiraukan tanggapan orang lain terhadap aku. Amin.

Pas lama terpikir baru aku sedar, semalam time nak beli Galaxy note utk Peah (seorang lelaki w/pun nama kaedah pompuan hokey..!!), ada 3 lelaki cina, memang dia nak pow peah kow2. Aku yg mempunya rekod pembeli phone paling kerap ni tahu le selok belok kaedah nak beli phone ni. Pegi la servey kedai sebelah menyebelah. Sbb cina tu nak jual cassing kt peah dengan harga rm250, walhal kedai sebelah jual rm180 jer. Pastu dia nak amek memory card 8gig then dia bagi memory 16gig tapi kena tambah bayar rm150.....tak ker giler..?? Walhal memory card tu harga dia rm180. Aku lah tukang menyocok peah cakap kedai cna murah, kedai ctu murah, kedai cinun murah. Yang pasti muka lelaki cina tu memang tahap nak lempang aku kuat2... Maka disitu lah dtg lelaki-lelaki cina dlm mimpi aku itew. SEKIAN.

PS:- Dah lama tak buat skill Shalin Zulkifli time main bowling memang sakit tulang pinggul aku sampai skang.

N.U.M.B

2011-12-18T11:50:00.000+08:00

At a lunch meeting..!!

Friend: Did you know one of the richest man in the world??

Me: Who else..??

Friend: Robert Kiyosaki....

Me: Impressing...!! How could a person invent a computer anti-virus and make a lot of money..

Friend: **speechless**

At Home. I dig all my book rack and found this book, and have a bless of the rest of the night reading this book and counting my idiotism.

Kisah Lelaki itu dan Perempuan ini

2011-12-12T10:39:00.001+08:00

Walaupun aku cuba berlagak cool, tapi hakikatnya memang jiwa aku berada dlm keadaan sangat porak peranda dan agak jiwa kacau dengan aper yg telah seseorang lakukan pada hati aku. Dan menjadikan ianya bagai remuk, berkecai dan apa-apa lah ayat yg menggambarkan frust-frust ni. Kat mana nak mulakan aku pun tak tahu, tapi aku tetap nak buat entry ni jugak supaya, pasni aku akan move-on dengan hidup aku dan tanam hidup2 perasaan aku kt dia. Dengan nekad tak nak gali lagi perasaan tu dan pegi lantak ko laaa....

Bahasa memang agak mcm kurang diajar, tapi memang aku dah tak boleh berpura-pura nak buat mcm benda ni takder aper2 yang pasti hakikatnya memang menyakitkan hati. Aku juga semakin rimas, bila kawan2 start buat muka, mata bulat seolah-olah nak korek rahsia, ataupun start pasang telinga luas2 mengharap kan aku membuka mulut utk menceritakan tentang status aku ngn dia, arakian pula, bila aku cuba keluar ngn lelaki lain, maka ramai yg hanya memandang sinis sambil mulut mereka mengatakan..."Tu skandal dia jer tu." Sejak bila aku jadi artis sampai nak pasang skandal2 ni pun aku pun tak tahu la.

The truth is, aku cuba berkawan ngn seseorng for about a year, and it didn't work out as it should be since the last aidulfitr, and i've been left alone like there's nothing ever happen between us. Mungkin lelaki akan rasa happy kalo leh mempermain-main kan perasaan perempuan. I hope you happy for what you did. Yeah...really wish..(Gaya mcm muka GI-Jane tengah pegang machine gun yg ada bnyk magezine, senang nak tembak merata-rata..!! Tak pandai pakai machine gun pun still leh mencedera kan mangsa sbb chance nak kena peluru sesat tu memang tinggi).... reeeeaaallllyyy wish you happy ok...!! SANGAT..sambil buat muka kemut!! Ikhlas ni...sambil ketap gigi.. ngn mengasah penumbuk.

Aku rasa, sebagai manusia yg boleh dikategori kan sebagai matang, selayaknya menjadi seorang yg jujur ngn perasaan sendiri, aku tak pernah paksa orang suka aku, dari awal hubungan lagi aku dah berterus terang n siap cakap kalo you ada pompuan lain, atau suka kat orang lain just bagi tahu, aku tak kesah, i will step aside. Thats it..!! Aku bukan jenis ... ko tak nak kat aku, settle ko..!! Aku terjun jambatan, aku siap tulis nama ko atas jambatan, ko orang last aku call, pastu aku conteng gambo ko bnyk2 aku sepah merata2.... supaya kes ni boleh disiasat polis sebagai kes prima faccis..... wakakakaka kelas plan i..!! Tapi tak mungkin aku akan buat mcm tu. Sebab aku ni bnyk maruah, dan bnyk ego jugak.!!

PS:- Mungkin pasni aku kena start mandi 7 jenis bunga lagi sekali, tapi this time aku nak cuba pakai bunga raflesia pulak. Tgk aper effect dia. SEKIAN. Saper2 berani tanya lagi kes aku ngn dia, aku silambam org tuh...PAHAM..!!

^O_oo_O^

2011-12-11T01:57:00.000+08:00

Hi All,

Tak sangka lak, usia yg semakin remaja ni menyebabkan hujung minggu bagaikan hari yg dipenuhkan dengan menyapu sampah, melipat baju, basuh baju, jemur cadar n bantal, membeli barang2 dapur dan memasak. Kaedah dah mcm kerje pembantu umah. Abeh camno, kawan2 den semuo dah kawen, ada kursus laaa, sambung belajar luar negera la, kerja jauh laa dan etc. etc..... den sorank jo yg tak sodar diri, tak kawen2 lagi. Ok kita lupa kan edisi hemo2..... lets check aper yg aku dah berjaya lakukan minggu ni utk mengisi masa lapang aku.

Taaaarrrraaaa...... sepatutnya ge giant ge beli tudung baru sbb nak ge kenduri kawen besok, tapi ntah haper2 lg yg aku beli, mcm biasa la...selalunya kalo bawak list senarai barang yg nak dibeli, hanya satu dua jer...... tapi yg dibeli kompom bnyk yg takder lam senarai.

Taaarrrrraaaa..... yg real.......

Yeah.....origami.....

Ni antara baju2 yg telah berjaya i design OK. Yg kaler orange tu rama-rama edisi I, sooo sila jgn pertikaikan kalo tak serupa mcm mnatang tu.

Last but not less....... heartless.... :-)

PS:- Pasti kan anda seorang yg penyabar kalo nak mencuba apa yg saya buat diatas ini. Bukan aper.. takut tercekik makan bnyk sgt kertas. TATA...

Hikayat Cendawan Putih, Besar-Besar

2011-12-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Zaman sekolah amat memberi kesan yg sgt mendalam dlm diri kita. Kepandaian dan keterroran seorang kanak-kanak itew boleh dikesan semenjak kanak-kanak itu berada disekolah rendah dan menengah..... Namun utk aku pula, ada satu bakat yg sangat terserlah dlm diri aku, dimana aku sendiri berusaha keras, namun still tak pandai2..... iaitu bakat...tak pandai dlm bahasa. Ianya merangkumi bahasa melayu, bahasa inggeris, bahasa arad, .... bahasa uganda, bahasa eskimo, bahasa nepal...dan seangkatan dengan nya. Oleh sebab kt Mlesia...silibus dia tak mengajar bahasa uganda eskimo nepal and the rest, maka aku akan kecik kan skop aku kepada bahasa malaysia sahaja.

Aku tidak cakap aku benci bahasa ibunda, waima bahasa inggeris aku sendiri pun tak berapa nak bagus nahunya. Cuma aku tak pandai bahasa..... malah aku ingat lagi masa zaman sekolah menengah, aku leh skor 100% geography ngn math tapi sangkut sebab Bm aku dapat 69. Awas yer, jika kita belajar di sekolah budak2 pandai, kadang2 takdir terpaksa mencari seorang mangsa yg tidak berapa nak pandai, dan mangsa itu adalah aku. Malah aku ingat lagi masa time cikgu nak bagi kertas jawapan peksa. Dia menggelengkan kepala sambil menyebut nama aku. Selepas aku memegang kertas dan dpt melihat markahnya. Dengan cepat aku melipat kertas jawapan aku supaya kawan2 yg kepoh tak leh nak skodeng skor aku. Mungkin kerana time math cikgu dah berkepol2 puji aku sampai hidung aku setalam kembangnya. Maka mereka mahu melihat kali ini berapa talam pulak hidung aku akan kembang. Namun cikgu nazmah yg mengajar aku pada masa itu sempat memberi mandat yg sehingga sekarang aku masih ingat. "Mcm mana kamu boleh dapat 69 (PS; markah second rendah), Jennifer pun boleh dapat 98 tau." Cikgu menggeleng sambil kecewa, aku melangkah dgn lebih kecewa atau bahasa timur tengah panggil LOSER. Oppsss lupa lak nak cerita pasal Jennifer, dia ni cantik anak kacukan India ngn China, dan entah gen aper yg masuk lam badan dia, sebab dia ni semedang jer dpt 100 atau >95 utk semua subjek. Walaupun sebenarnya aku benci dia, tapi sebab dia ni baik, maka aku terpaksa biasa2 jer ngn dia.

Seperti aper yg aku ulaskan sebelum-sebelum ni, kosa kata, kata predikat, kata adjetif dan sebagainya adalah sesuatu yg sangat pelik pada pemikiran kepala otak aku seolah-olah seperti son-goku masa kecik2, dia takleh beza mana satu pompuan atau lelaki. Sampai akhirnya dia mendapat konklusion orang pompuan berbeza ngn orang lelaki sbb orang pompuan ada bontot kat depan. Ok Kelemahan aku pastinya lah part paper Pemahaman Bahasa Melayu. Paper objective sbb pastu kena jawab pilihan A B C D, sbb selalunya apa yg aku paham bnyk yg tak ada dlm option. Kalo aku untung dapat la jawapan D atau E...bukan semua jawapan diatas....atau semua jawapan diatas.

Kaedah blur2, tak berapa pandai bahasa ini terbawak2 sehingga lah aku menjadi semakin dewasa dan melangkaui umur suku abad...dimana aku agak blur bila orang start menggunakan bahasa predikat kata seerti terutamanya bahasa kiasan kat aku. Hatta pula aku ni tak dilahirkan zaman Malim deman nak ngurat puteri bunian, Merong mahawangsa nak jajah kedah, mahupun zaman Zainoddin terkejut tgk Haryati pakai kebaya ketat lam buku Tenggelamnya Kapal Van der Wick. Realitynya aku hidup zaman dimana facebook tempat org memaki hamun atau meluahkan perasaan dan friendster dah semakin tak famous.

Oleh itew, di harap anda-anda yg berada diluar sana, sila lah bercakap secara lebih berterus terang tanpa ada bahasa-bahasa kiasan kerana aku tak akan faham aper yg anda cuba sampaikan. Bagi aku maksud "Bagus lah!!" sama maksud mcm .... wow terrornya kau, excelent ..amalkan selalu, atau ...va..va...syabas beta' (Sambil tepuk bahu gaya pelakun hindustan). Walaupun sebenarnya ucapan anda itu menyebabkan saya ditinggal ter kulat2...mcm kulat yg putih, besar2..tapi tumbuh atas taik lembu. Ya...mcm kulat tu lah sy terkulat2. Dan semestinya...PS i'm not Jennifer....AWAS ya..!!

AirAsia Awesome is coming peeps..!!

2011-12-08T00:38:00.001+08:00

I try to impress you guys with my drawing skill while waiting for airasia to load my booking..... isn't it like picasso. I'm soo proud with my self. Can't ever imagine i'm being an artist. So full of indescribable art.... full of story, full of passion. Ok peeps...need to go to sleep!! Alway wish my dad is a richman, having his daughter her personal jet.!!

PS:-Timah i cannot wait any longer..... nak tidoq dlu..!! Besok lu settle jer la...!!

Punca dah tak hilang...

2011-12-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

Borink punya pasal, aku bukak2 la blog sesaper jer just nak baca2....and then kat nuffnang punya side flower tu ada terpaste satu blog and entry dia as per below...

If you love someone , tell him or her .

Forget about the rule or the fear of looking ridiculous .

What is truly ridiculous is ,

passing up on an opportunity to tell someone

that your heart is invested in him or her

Wahhh..... tetiba terpampar kat kepala otak aku secara slideshow, butir2 IM aku ngn Sabir about sum'one. Pergggghhhh tell him yer..... hhmmm aku boleh berjalan dlm hutan sorank2, aku boleh naik rock climbing tinggi2, aku takder masalah kalo nak cuba freejump, buggy jumping is really one of my dream, travel backpackers pun aku rasa aku boleh buat. Tapi nak berterus terang bab hati dan perasaan ni memang tidak la.....!! Benda paling susah dalam hidup aku. Ok ...sambung shopping..!!

Hilang Punca

2011-12-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

Maaf atas kesibukan saya membantu tugas2 kesatria baja hitam sampai tak sedar yg raksaksa dah semakin bnyk kt bumi ni. Terlupa lak nak tukar baju menjadi otromen joe menyelamatkan manusia-manusia dimuka bumi ini..... wakakakakakaka aper aku merepek ni. Salah satu sbb aku malas blog adalah aku asyik dok sakit jer sepanjang2 minggu start raya haji aritu, termasuk la semput n sakit mata yg tak pernah terjadi lam kamus hidup aku. Dan yg paling penting sbb budget aku lari kow-kow, maka aku sempat shopping satu jer high heel baru, menyebabkan aku takder mood.... so bila takder mood, maka aku takder idea....ada paham..!!

Maka sekarang ada idea balik...sebab gaji dah masuk, maka dengan tidak semena-mena aku terbantai satu perfume EDP kat SASA dengan penuh rasa kembang kempisnya. Best gak try perfume kt SASA ni...sbb salegurl dia tak amek port pun kt kita, so feel free to serve your self, sampai abes kertas putih tu aku keje kan utk try semua perfume...wakakaka..Pas abeh kertas putih, aku sembur lak kat baju ngn tangan aku... ahahahaha.!! Sebenar nya aku nak beli Miss Dior Cherie sbb dah lama sgt suka perfume ni. Tapi tak jumpa kat cna. Tapi aku beli satu perfume ni...bau dia nak seakan sama ngn Cherie ni.... rasa sweet sgt...manis2 mcm gula2...hehe..!! So happy.... :-) Mungkin tahun depan aku nak beli perfume Britney Spears pulak.... wakakakaka azam tahun baru..!!

Kadang2 hidup ni pelik, benda yg kita taknak pikir, benda tu la yg selalu kita asyik dok pikir. Nak cerita ker tanak, nak cerita ker tak..... haish.!! Aku dah nekad tahun ni aku tanak bercinta n aku tanak terikat ngn saper2. Aku tanak serabut kepala yg dah serabut. Understand..!! Walaupun ramai orang push aku cari someone. I just like....let me calm for a while, pass experience betul2 buat aku berfikir bnyk kali. For me, if you like me, just go for it....otherwise don't waste my time. Aku tak reti nak push orang, mengurat orang pun aku tak berapa nak reti sgt.... walaupun ada bnyk kawan lelaki..!!

So sekarang aku dah nekad nak habis kan sisa-sisa tahun 2011 dengan bnyk bershopping n bergumbira. Wah very ambitious la sangat... Nak-nak pulak sale hujung tahun, sale christmas lagi, bayar bil tlipon pun leh dapat voucer Jusco rm50. Sampai skang aku tertunggu2 bill tlipon aku tak sampai2 lagi. Tak pernah2 dlm hidup aku menunggu bill tlipon...wakakakaka.... namun, demi sepasang lagi high heel, maka aku pastikan aku dapat voucer Jusco itew... ececece..!! Maka tahun depan baru aku pasang stategy baru nak mencari cinta yg betul2 tekad, takder main2 lagi, takder nak memilih2 lagi. Dan aku akan betul2 commited... gullppp..!! PITAM.....

Mental

2011-11-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

Start raya haji aritu, aku asyik tak sihat jer...

Demam sampai 5 hari.

Badan lemah giler.

Tak larat sampai takder mood.

Datang keje pun cam malas2 jer.

Nak start buat keje pun rasa cam malas.

Mental ada la cam down skit.

Mak aku siap tanya, aku trauma ker sebab hampir excident aritu.

Aku balas la...takder la pulak....Tak rasa aper2 pun.

Walaupun ada dua tiga keta terbalik keliling aku.

Sampai skang aku tercari2...aper punca aku bersikap agak...

Bermuram durja ini......

Tapi still tak dapat jawapan.

Mungkin sbb belum shopping kasut/highheel lagi kowt...!!

Random bliss

2011-11-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

This is my nenek. She's a very awesome women and like to kiss my cheek while holding my big head. Hope she's in the very good health and a bless life. I miss her.....sob..sob....sob..!!!

Mari Berubah utk Kebaikan

2011-11-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

Yeah...ayuh kawan2. Mari kita berubah mencari satu hala tuju yang lebih membawa makna dan kebaikan dalam hidup. Life is short. Make it worth every minute of the day. Yeah...aku skang ni memang dalam mood mengemas, and apa yg aku perasan bila aku mengemas dan cuba susun atur yg baru, aku rasa mood aku dah kembali berbeza, rasa lebih bersemangat with new perspektif and idea in my mind. Maka aku dah berjaya mengemas bilik aku menjadikan ianya nampak kemas sedikit daripada status berselerak dan berhabuk yg aku pegang sebelum ni. Hmmm....nak publish ker gambo bilik sendiri.....idok kowt, praibesy tuh... tapi boleh la sedikit sedikit hint hint yg bilik aku dah kemas ... seperti dibawah ini....

My first art atas kanvas.....hoyeah..!! Walaupun macam lukisan budak darjah 4, namun ianya adalah satu seni yg paling unggul dlm hidup aku...uhuk..uhuk..!! Sebelah kiri tu adalah merupakan penyangkut yg baru aku beli termasuk dinding yg berjaya aku lobangkan dgn skill handygirl yg aku ada(harap tuan umah tak perasan..lalala).

Cita-cita menjadi yunalis zarai nombo 2 yg belum lagi tercapai2 dek kerana laptop rosak susah nak belajar main gitar kt utube, buku jual not gitar mahal tak hengat, jari kontot dan macam2 lagi alasan2 yg sangat logik pada pemikiran aku.

My fav' jewelery hadiah dari kawan... yang sebelah kanan tu adalah fav' rantai yg aku beli sendiri yg aku sentiasa pakai ge opis supaya menampakkan gaya aku lebih sopistekated. Gaya apakah itu.....!! Entah aku pun tak tahu.

Earing2 kesayangan aku dan ada bnyk lagi. Dalam masa yg sama bnyk yg dah rosak....tetambah yg fav aku selalu pakai....benci betul.!!

Kata nak tunjuk deco bilik..?? Wakakakakaka......jgn harap laaa.....!!!

2011-11-14T00:24:00.000+08:00

I felt soo...... i don't know..!! I miss kampung, stayed with parents, brothers and sisters. Ate good food together, home cook, pretty lazy around..... Huhu...!!

PS:- At last i have highly motivated to repair my laptop while playing ANGRY BIRD using my sista's notebook. I never knew that i do pretty awesome in angrybird.....and i'm good at that...believe me..!!!

FAT

2011-11-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

I felt like my body a little bit shabby here and there. Due to my night shifted at work... i tend to have my night snack very often then before. And my eating habbit is more like a mad cow whose came from a very shallow dungeon, crazy for a fresh green grass after a very long bloody muddy flood. And i ate breakfast and lunch at 5.00pm in the evening, which i hope will tell the whole story complete. Not to mention my sleeping timing which is slightly parallel to what an owl will do. I mean..... i need to JOG.

PASSION

2011-10-24T18:15:00.001+08:00

I'm struggling to finish a book; LAST CLIMB a journey of Sir George Mallory with his friend Irvine to climb the summit of Everest from North Col. I just kept wonder with myself, why people has soo much passion about something. I had an x-housemate whose really crazy when it talks about mountain, i promise you guys that almost all the summit in Malaysia she has just manage to conquer. I'm not just really proud with her achievement but the same time always think what kind of maniac she is..?? Opppppssss.....

I know one man, whom had a great endeavour about motorbike. He was just a decent man, funny to describe, love to laught a lot and make fun to whom suppose or deserve to make fun of (u guys might not get what i want to tell, nevermind....back to main story.) The best way to describe... a humble man. He just travel with his BMW motorbike throughout himalaya ridge, to the very place i really want to go....NEPAL and TIBET..!! Urrgghhh i'm sooo jealous. He's the man whom told me a story about Kanchanaburi and the rest. Make me wonder, could i have a chance to experience all this thing by myself.

I once meet a guy whom really have a passion about tiny insect especially a spider. And he really good at taking a picture of those creatures in a very presentable well describe view. Oh yeah I do meet an old man, very old now, tall with a spectacle and a cap slightly like a barret. Very quiet with serious-face, not a very polite type, but when you know him, you will really understand his passion in ART through his painting and talk, he travel to indonesia a lot and his quite talkative indeed. He learns their culture, he can talk many indonesia dilect and apart from that, he just a Malaysian whom just came from Melaka. Just ask him about history, he can just describe way back from the day of Silendra, the Pattani, Sriwijaya dynasty and the goes on and on with facts and proof. Amazing man.....thats all i can say.

I meet a rock climbers, or used to be a climbers. I very much enjoy myself when i see a man whom climb a rock or walls. How they maneuvered through difficults and danger. To achieve the pinpoint to hook the rope. How their passion and their trust, believed and spirit that keeps going to the very last sweat. They make people believe that the MAN-WILLS will even make them stronger.

I just wonder, what life is mean for when a man live without a great passion in himself. I'm gonna built my passion....maybe i'm not gonna succeed now, but who knows 10 maybe 20 years from now...i made it..!!!

"Because its there!!!"

-George Mallory

GAJI

2011-10-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...... dua tiga hari ni aku asyik termenung mikir perbelanjaan dimana aku semakin bijak "merancang" dari semasa ker semasa. Start minggu lepas lagi aku dah countdown bila gaji nak masuk (usually 2 or 3hb). Setiap hari merupakan hari yg menyiksakan....tambahan pulak dah nak dekat raya haji ni.... aku decide nak balik kampung la nak makan daging korban, tahun lepas tak balik kampung...rasa tak best sgt. So tahun ni by hook or by crook aku nak balik jugak.... so pakai duit lagi.

Nasib baik rancang ge CRUISE or pg Langkawi tak jadi, nak pg bali pun tak beli2 tiket flight lagi..... kalo jadi kompom kopak lagi duit aku. Wakakakkakaka.... aku pun tak paham camner aku tak leh handle duit tiap2 bulan. Gaji aku bukannya sikit, bleh tahan bnyk jugak......

Mungkin sbb musababnya adalah kerana....tiap2 hari makan old town, kfc, or mcd, or paparich, pegi gudang sale bantai 19 helai baju, pegi jualan buku beli sampai setimbun buku, ditambah pula bantai 3 pasang jean on shot......merupakan jawapan utk segala2nya.

NAMUN ada beberapa perkara dalam hidup saya yg masih lagi belum COMPLETE

1) Arrgghhhhh....t-shirt yang sgt cumel....kenapa kamu terlalu menggoda-goda hati dan perasaan saya utk membeli kamu. Saya dah tak boleh tido siang malam teringatkan kamu, hati saya meronta2 kalo saya tak beli kamu nnt orang lain beli....lepas tu stok habis menyebabkan saya dah dapat memiliki kamu dan memakai kamu time saya lepak ngn kenkawan sy.... ohhh KEJAM...kamu sgt kejam..... kamu kejam walaupun kamu sekadar t-shirt yg cumel..... aaarrhhh...

2) Aku paling benci perasaan suka kan sesuatu dan tersangat2 ingin memilikinya..... arggghhhh aku tersiksa, walaupun ko ni takder la standard JIMMY CHOO, tapi bagi aku ko sama jer level..... waarggghhhhh...nak harap thn depan nak ge Jakarta baru nak beli..... aku dah tak leh dah nak tunggu. Tiap2 hari aku pegi keje aku dok terbayang kan aku pakai korg walaupun sebenarnya aku pakai kasut lain, tapi tetap hati meronta2 nak beli korg berdua.....warrgggghhhh.

3) Saya tahu diri saya ni tak secantik sopia jane, saya takder la setinggi tyra bank, cumil cam nora danish pun tidak...... sbb tu saya tergiler2 kan kamu air ajaib....dah 2bulan dah teringat kan kamu tapi sampai skang tak terbeli2.......oh patut lah muka saya ada jerawat skit. kulit pun dah kering dan kurang bermaya dan tidah berseri2....saya dah cuba pakai air paip, sumpah tak sama cam air ajaib ni....!!!

Mungkin ini lah sebabnya aku tak nak baiki laptop aku, sbb kalo laptop aku ok...kompom tiap2 hari aku bukak laman web ni, dok mengusher benda2 yg aku nak dan mengabehkan duit. SEKIAN..!!!!

mALaS

2011-10-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

Saya tahu saya agak malas semenjak dua tiga menjak ni...
Saya tahu saya dah lama tak publish apa2....
Laptop saya rosak, tapi saya malas nak ge baiki.
Ikan saya bela pun dah mati, walaupun baru minggu lepas beli.
Pokok cili belakang umah pun dah malas nak siram.
Biji benih tomato yg dikeringkan pun entah mana pegi.
Baju kat ampaian pun saya malas nak angkat,
Dah angkat saya malas nak lipat.
Saya malas-malas jer nak excercise bagai...
Time saya nak bangun pagi pegi joging, jam loceng tak bunyi la...
Seluar track basah tak sempat kering la, kasut penuh lumpur la...stokin cari tak jumpa la...
Kesan nya...time nak climb wall, haram satu route pun tak lepas....
Buat malu diri sendiri jer.
Ni kan pulak nak ge naik gunung hujung minggu ni....

Saya malas nak masak, malas nak bangun tido, kadang2 malas mandi, minum susu sebelum tido pun dah malas, buku baru beli pun malas nak susun atas rak bersepah sana sini, pokok2 bunga pun dah malas nak siram, perusahaan lalang depan umah dah semakin maju dan berkembang.

Mungkin ini la kesan nya...bila rancang nak ge bali tak jadi....rancang nak ge cruise ker phuket pun direject ketepi. hmmmm.......nak rancang pegi seorang diri....HUI...WA BELUM BERANI..!!!

Kelab Jiwa Kacau

2011-09-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

Kelab ni merupakan salah satu kelab bawah tanah yg aku berjaya menjadi ahli dan memegang jawatan timbalan presiden. Kelab ni mempunyai keahlian yg terdiri daripada mereka2 yg sangat2 mempunyai bnyk masalah dalam hidup, tak tentu arah, tak reti nak settle masalah, tak tahu kat mana punca masalah, kurang kasih sayang, dan sebagainya, pokoknya jiwa sentiasa kacau. Maka setiap kali perjumpaan, memang masalah jer yg ktrg cerita...wakakakkakakaka. Oleh kerana kelab ni category bawah tanah, maka ahli2 nya juga memang tak pernah di war2 kan atau di hebah kan kepada mana2 media hatta kepada jiran sebelah umah sekali pun. Bukan setakat ahli, malah pemerhati bebas atau penasihat kelab juga tak pernah di hebahkan senarai2nya. Nak menjadi ahli kelab juga perlu saringan yg sangat ketat. Time perjumpaan kalo dia cerita stori dia dan dikelas kan sebagai masalah boleh settle....maka keahliannya akan direject serta merta. Dia leh cuba stori cerita lain yg lebih jiwa kacau for next meeting. Dan pastikan time nak bercerita tu buat muka sehabis bnyk masalah. Sehabis runsing laaaa.... kalo nak trill kasi mata berair skit... compem leh masuk kelab ktrg. Saat perjumpaan atau meeting adalah yg paling best, sebab dapat meluahkan segala masalah yg terbuku dan terpaku kat jiwa. Selalunya sesi luahan rasa ni diberi keutamaan kepada ahli kelab, selalunya presiden yg akan conquer session ni.... dan tugas2 penasihat dan pemerhati bebas adalah utk memberi nasihat dan kadang2 boleh mentertawakan stori2 tersebut. Oleh sebab nama kelab ni jiwa kacau, maka kami mengambil satu initiative yg berbeza bila dtg bab perjumpaan supaya tak nampak sgt jiwa kami ni tengah kacau. Kami start pegi tempat2 yg menarik dan makan makanan yg best2 yg kadang2 tak pernah makan atau tak pernah buat sekalipun. XTVT2 yg kami rancang juga semua yg grand2 yg nampak best dan memang best supaya leh minimakan rasa jiwa kacau kami ni. Dan pastinya orang luar sangat susah nak join xtvt kami because it is upon invitation only. Namun, semakin hari, waktu seperti bnyk membantu dari segi kelancaran hidup masing2 menyebabkan ramai ahli dah semakin kurang jiwa kacaunya........sehingga menyebabkan kelab ni tinggal satu jer ahli yg setia...... TAMMAT

Forget

2011-09-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

I just realise something, since i knew him, i just forgot everything happen around me.
I just forget my dream, i just forgot how to be me.
I just forgot what i want in life, just to be with him.
I suddently have no time to do reading, and had plenty of new book collection on my rack unread.
I just forgot about The Great Gasby, I forgot Two Cups of Tea, I forgot about Hitler and so on.
I don't knew how to make a poem anymore, while when i make one... it never sound like before!!
It's not genuinely represent who i am.
I mix the color, somehow i don't know what to paint.
I dream to travel around the world.
I really want to create my own song and play guitar.
I want to be a great photographer, so that i can took a picture about a journey in life.
I haven't yet reach the great wall of china or the bemusing air of taj mahal
I haven't reach yet any summit outside my own country.
Suddently i felt like i'm lost in my own direction.
I lost to be who i am.
And i lost to be who i wanted to be.

MAYBE he is not for me, maybe not yet for me.......
Gave me strength...to kept back the person i lost in me.!!!

Si Luncai dengan Labu-labunya

2011-09-08T13:59:00.001+08:00

Hai Kenkawan semua dua tiga orang yg selalu baca blog saya yg tak seberapa ni. Kali ni saya nak cerita tentang satu sifat manusia iaitu CRITIS, ada manusia yg suka critis dgn niat utk kebaikan..... tapi aper yg saya nak story morri kat cni adalah sifat critis manusia yg satu lagi dimana kita sendiri tak tahu aper niat dia. Kita nak tuduh dia jeles kat kita...tapi tuduhan tu macam fitnah la pulak.... maka kita just buat muka blur jer.... sebab biler buat muka blur.... rasa2 nya tak berdosa kowt. Wakakakakkakaka.....

Ok bnyk sifat2 manusia yg suka kritis ke arah negetive ni yg selalu kita hadapi dalam sedar atau tak sedar. For example:-

1. Time kita beli barang2.
-dorank akan start dengan ayat, apasal ko beli phone ni, phone ni tak bagus la, applikasion pun tak bnyk.

Dlm hati korank.
-Deerrr...wa beli phone ni sebb wa memang tak minat nak bayar bulan2 sampai seratus lebih pastu asyik dok complaint duit tak cukup bagai. Gua beli ikut kemampuan wa, lagi satu wa ni jenis tak suka terikat ngn contract bagai. Lu sibuk pa hal...wa guna duit lu ker...!!! (PS:-ayat2 diatas hanya diluahkan dlm hati jer, sbb malas nak gaduh2)

2. Time kita memasak.
-dorank akan start dengan ayat, apasal masak macam ni, ko sepatut potong macam ni...bla...bla..bla..

Dlm hati korank.
-Deerrrr.... wa masak utk diri wa derr, wa takder la sampai tahap nak bukak restaurant bagai. Lu pun selalu masuk dapur time wa nak memasak jer..... time lain..manjang mengadap cermin jer.... budget muka leh bertukar jadi sopiah jen kowt.

3. Time kita tukar rim keta.
-dorank akan start dengan ayat, apasal pegi beli kat cna, kat sinun kan lagi murah.

Dlm hati korank.
-Deerrr..... lagi sekali derrr, wa punya duit kowt. Time wa asyik bertanya n servey kat mana nak cari rim.... sekor2 buat deerrkk jer..... time wa dah tukar baru nak berkokok bagai....H#$%^ betul..!!

4. Time kita ajak makan kat kedai kita suka.
-Dorank akan start dengan ayat, apasal lak nak makan ctu apa bestnya makan kat ctu, harga pun mahal.

Dlm hati korank.
-Deerrrr..... memang kedai yg wa ajak ni mahal, tapi wa confirm, kedai yg lu ajak nak makan tu make sure servis dia bagus makanan dia over expected, make sure gak harga dia lg murah dari kedai yg wa cadang, kalo tdk wa tebalik kan meja..... lu tak ada duit tak yah nak bongkak2 bagai, cakap jer berterus terang. Wa pun bukan jenis kaya sgt...... cuma wa paling pantang org tak berapa nak berduit, belagak mcm duit tu berkoyan2...... (Kata2 ku di dalam hati yg tulus)

OK kenkawan. Post ni bukan utk mengajar andar menjadi seorang pengkritik yg lebih baik, atau pemaki hamun yg lebih tegar.... tidak...tidak yer...kenkawan. Post ini adalah utk kita sama2 belajar ... secara common sense atau lebih kearah kritik yg halus dan boleh diterima oleh orang lain atau dlm bahasa psykology atau mat saleeh..INTERPRET. Kesan nya adalah dimana anda tidak dimaki hamun, more or less orang takkan memandang anda seperti seorang yg tak ada attitude, tak sekolah tinggi sgt, tak MATANG langsung, menyakitkan hati atau tak ada adap mahupun adat.

First situation.
- Bila seseorang kawan atau kenalan anda membeli barang atau pakaian yg sgt2 buruk pada pandangan mata hati anda.
Your action.
i) Wow berlainan la baju ni ngn baju yg selalu ko pakai. Ini fashion korea ekk.... tapi rasanya kalo ko pakai selendang color kelabu lagi nampak matching kowt.
ii) Wow henset baru, cantik la design dia, tapi kalo ada kaler hitam lagi grand kowt.... misti bnyk kan applikasi dia. Ada internet tak..ada bluetooth....oooo takder endroid ekk.... takper la..janji harga dia ok.

Second situation.
- Bila seseorang kawan mencadangkan sesuatu. Contohnya, mengajak makan dan minum di kedai yg anda tak suka.
Your action.
i) Owh ye ker. Minum kat Old town ekkk.... ok la tu...mee ngn roti kaya dia sedap. Tapi kopi dia pekat sgt la.... aku rasa cam nak makan benda lain. Kita lepak old town next time boleh.
ii) Makan kat kedai makan TUT-TUT....aik first time aku dengar kedai makan ni. OK tak harga dia.... aku punya budget bla..bla..bla..jer..... kalo budget ok servis ok makanan pun sedap aku tak kesah.... tapi kalo semua kriteria yg aku senarai kan kat atas ni tak ok...... better kita cari kedai lain. Kedai Makan Sinun tu ok... harga berpatutan, siap ada life band....nak try tak makan kat cna..??

Ok lah kenkawan, cukup la situasi yg saya senarai kan kat atas sebab satu baru pas makan, rasa cam nak ge lepak toilet jap. Oleh itu saya berharap post kali ni dapat memberi kesan dlm diri anda. Anda adalah siapa diri anda sendiri. Tapi make sure diri anda itu adalah terdiri dlm kelompok manusia2 yg orang rasa ok utk berkawan, jangan menjadikan diri anda dlm kelompok orang2 yg dimenyampahkan...sampai kawan2 anda trauma nak bercakap ngn ada...sbb kompom anda akan pangkah dorank kow2..... walaupun anda sendiri actually tak berapa nak pasti ngn situasi tersebut.

Respek orang lain punya WILL, or kehendak. Setiap manusia tuhan dah tentukan berbeza, respek dia punya perbezaan sebagai mana orang lain respek your mulut lezer and they are waiting for the right time to explode. Maka oleh itu, seperti aper kata kumpulan senario jangan jadi macam si luncai dengan labu2nya.... kowt yer pon nak terjun...tinggal kan la labu2 tu... boleh masak lemak atau pengat. OK CHOW.

Goitre

2011-08-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hey you...!!!

I haven't had proper time to talk with u guys about this issue, its been like in my head for a very long time, but i need to do few research first b'fore i burst everything here. Actually, about more then a month ago i did a blood test, to test for my thyroid. I did not have big gland on my neck, it just i have a symptoms which kindly similar to GOITRE or THYROID. First and foremost, my weight lost... approximately plus minus 10kg for the past 2 to 3 years. I ate like hell, a lot. Had a problem with hair lost.... its not like a few, it just like ton of it. My carpet merely turn into blacky spot because of my own hair. High palpitation, my heart always beat fast not like before and i often get a nerves breakdown even for a simple thing.

My hand shaken, doctor said it is due to high palpitation. Then i am totally had a problem with heat, they called it as heat intolerence. I cannot hold with something too warm or heat, i sweat and i felt totally discomfort, and my mood will easily swing. Can't either face a room which the aircone is too cold, my body will shaken like i'm in northpole, it just i wish there is peguin there, so i can play with those little cute animal, ok enought with my stupid emagination.

That is what i felt, that some people didn't understand. I realise one thing that i cannot put myself into pressure, i felt like there something stuck in my neck, that it is hard for me to swallow my food or even a drink of water was felt like soo annoying. I thought, all of this is normal, just the same like others. Until i found a friend, my colleague IRNI, whom had a thyroid gland and will goes for an operation after RAYA. She's the one who push me to do a medical check-up a blood test to be exact.... and at first Doctor call to came and get my result after a week. She just told me that my result is negetive, somehow she urge me to get my result and consult her personally.

With a pity face, she just directly told me that my result is negetive somehow, i had a symptom of a NON TOXIC GOITRE, i'm lucky that my gland is still not swell, but then again i need to remove it before it get worst. I just ask the doctor to refer me to any government hospital to seek an advice from endocrinology for a second opinion. Actually i need to do an ultrasound to check the improvement of my gland for further action. Removal of the gland is something that i cannot run, otherwise it will cause an inbalance hormones in my body. One of the result for high palcipitation is a heart decease. Hmmm...... should seek for an appointment soon after raya. HUHU..gudnite

SYUKUR

2011-08-22T01:09:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullillah, bersyukur dengan setiap ujian yg tuhan berikan kat kita. Dapat mengajar kita menjadi seorang yg sabar, dapat membuatkan kita menilai balik siapa diri kita, membantu kita mencari mana salah silap diri kita untuk menjadikan kita seorang manusia yg lebih matang, beriman dan bersabar.

Walaupun umur aku ni dah concider matang, tapi aku rasa bnyk benda lagi yg kurang dalam hidup aku yang aku perlu tambah dan perbetulkan. Semoga ujian yg aku dapat ini, dapat mematang dan memperkukuhkan lagi hala tuju aku didunia dan di akhirat kelak. I'm not perfect, neither to be one. I'm just the way i am. I do admit, i hate change. But i have to do it, to move step by step...if it is the best for me, and the best for evryone too.

Berbuat salah adalah lumrah hidup manusia, tapi memaafkan kesalahan orang lain adalah lumrah hidup manusia yg mulia. Semoga aku sentiasa sabar dengan ujian yg diberiNYA dan memaafkan kesalahan org terhadap aku. Semoga juga ujian ini membantu aku kearah satu penghijrahan yg lebih baik.......AMIN

Borink

2011-08-16T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hello guys..... i felt soo tired actually.... tapi dah terbantai tido, skang bijik mata dah terbuka luas. I don't know why, but the late 20 decease is really kept over me. I felt so struggle now, nevertheless few people around me is sooo indeed perfect. I guess, yet mine is still...soo...and soo...urgghhh. It just hard to move on. Hope this ramadhan will bring joy and wish for the bright future in my life...... i don't knew if u guys felt the way i felt...is it normal..?? Urrggghhhhh i really need a break...... i need a sand and ocean....blue ocean to be exact, not the one with the black sand, litter everywhere and a muddy teh ais salty water. wakakakkakakaka.... mengada-ngada. Bestnya kalo leh duduk lepak atas kerusi minum fresh orange or air kelapa sambil melihat pemandangan laut lepas......aauuwww....tergedit2 dah ni nak ge main pasir pantai.

Hmmm.... guess what? Today is my first day, berbuka kat umah. Sebelum ni tak pernah berbuka kat umah. I just rotate everyweek berbuka with my family and bestfriend, tmrw i just ask CT to shoo his hubby back to klang so we can have a pleasure time together...akakakkakakaka...clasic!!. Cuma ngan ijan ngn yanie jer belum ada masa nak berbuka sama lg dek kerana kesibukan masing2. Wish this week will be our time together, yanie will be left to continue her master degree at Beijing, soon after raya. I might not be able to send her to the airport. I just pray from afar. I don't knew how to describe my feeling, we've been friend since diploma and all i can said, she just soo special. The feeling is the same, when Exit wanna left for Japan. AArrrgggg...harap muka jer ganasz, tapi hati kuntum..!! Bluek

Bout love..... aku dah pasrah. Nak jadi aper sekali pun jadilah. Walaupun ramai lelaki yg nak keluar ngn aku, like almost every weekend someone ask to date,and i have to lie to them saying i have this program and that program...... i HAte LIE actually but i have too. Aku belum terbuka hati lagi, tgk laaa.... if one day.... aku dah mati kutu nak cari alasan aper, then i just go for it. I just follow the faith....if that is my fate..!! Ok sorry u guys have to read my stupid entry........wakakakakkakaa.

Kadang-kadang, jodoh ni memang tak leh nak tahu, even Khairul Fahmi tu pun leh putus tunang... shock giler kowt..!!!

Saya adalah SAYA...

2011-08-12T04:38:00.000+08:00

Wa ni memang kalo orang tak kenal sangat...nampak wa ni macam bijak, berdikari, tegas, berpendirian, teguh intergriti, dan macam2 lagi.....

Tapi kalo lu orang kenal wa sebenar2 nya...wa ni jenis kalut, tak tentu arah, tak tetap pendirian, kdg shot term memory lost, tak pandai masak, malas mengemas, malas basuh baju, suka masak tapi malas skit basuh pinggan, tak pandai simpan duit, kuat makan, kuat berjalan...nak2 pg tempat wa tak penah pegi..... misti wa teringin giler2 nak pegi tempat tu.

Perasaan membuak2 suka berjalan ni gak termasuk lah time wa berekreasi. Wa sanggup habis duit and posa bagai, semata2 nak pegi tempat yg wa tak penah pegi, menyelongkar pulau yg wa tak pernah snorkeling. Merasa xtvt yg wa tak penah rasa. Mendaki puncak yg wa tak penah daki...... wa sanggup menyakitkan badan terutama time trekking sebb wa ni stock malas jogging main redah jer...!!! hehe....

Namun selalunya gunung2 yg perit2 ni wa limitkan dengan satu tahap....sekali jer naik, pasni taknak naik lagi dah......tapi memang la.....naluri tetap pendirian wa ni memang tak leh nak pakai sangat.

SHIT...wa boleh lak rindu nak naik TAHAN......

Sungai Ruil

2011-08-12T04:18:00.001+08:00

Rasa sedih lak bila baca berita tanah runtuh kat Cameron Highland. Wa penah duduk kat cna, thn 2004 rasa2nya, time tu merupakan satu kenangan baru dalam hidup wa, bila wa pegi cameron and tido dua malam kat cna, kat Orang Asli Lodge, Sungai Ruil. Selalu ge Cameron sokmo balik hari, tak penah nya ada hati nak tido cna.... arakian lak wa ni jenis tak tahan sejuk tapi bercita2 nak belajar ngn keje kat amareka. Tapi tu angan2 jer kot. Ge Bandung yg takder teknologi belacan pun boleh buat wa gila.... ini kan pulak kalo tak leh makan kepak ayam madu, bendi masak belacan, nasi kerabu telur masin dengan side dish kicap cap kipas udang.

Time wa mula2 pegi tu utk amali dendrologi, masa tu satu batch yg join, adalaa dalam lebih kurang 80 org. Time tu memang kelakar...nak lebih kelakar ada pulak si Ayu batch senior wa, tapi entah macam mana leh join wa punya batch. Ayu ni memang cun melecun la, kalo letak avril levigne, kompom ayu ni boleh tahan cun.... tapi perangai, SABO jer lah. Wa malas lak nak cerita keburukan dia time2 ramadhan ni.... tapi dengar cerita dia ler pembawa onar mencuri duit ktrg lam chalet, siap songlap henset bagai..... ish..ish...wa ni mcm tahap fitnah dah ni. Tapi ramai gak gosip2 liar mengatakan dia yg curi, duit nasi lemak singgit yg jual kat kolej tu pun dia bedal, ish..ish..ish... kesian org jual nasi lemak!!!. Hatta time ktrg semua dah bengang, sambil sumpah seranah bila enset member ktrg pun kena songlap.... ktrg sumpah pencuri tu repeat sem. Nak dijadikan cerita, satu batch tu, semua grad pada waktu dan masa yg sama..... kecuali si AYU.... aduh...wa tak mengumpat, wa hanya bercerita...!!! Heh

Macam2 ktrg buat supaya pencuri tu mengaku, siap ramai2 kumpul baca yassin bagai. Time tu wa respek gak la batch wa Poon, sbb dia tegur budak2 pompuan yg takleh baca yasin temasuk AYU bleh ge sembang sambil gelak2 time ktrg baca yasin. Hadoi..!! Pastu Kijing pun batch ktrg mengamok bila budak2 pompuan ex-matric tuduh budak x-dip mencuri. Wah memang cari nahas laaa...setahu ktrg, batch ktrg ni memang stock selamber jer tinggal barang merata2 maklum leerr dah 3thn bersama, tak penah langsung hilang kecuali la...pemadam, pembaris,pensel tit tit tu selalu la ilang. Terus semua budak pompuan kena beratur kat tepi dewan...kul 1am, kena torture. Bayangkan kul 1am, bapaakkk sejuk dowh... memang 2 org budak pompuan kena resque ke antor ospital sebab pensan kena frosbite eh salah tak tahan sejuk la.... ahahahahha....

Eh ni nak cerita pasal orang asli ker nak cerita pasal ayu ni..... adoi. Tapi wa memang respek la ngn ayu ni, walaupun ramai yg tahu dia ni jahat...dia slumber kodok dia jer mcm takder aper2....... part dia dating paling kelakar..... pg kelas ngn org lain, makan tghari ngn org lain....petang keluar ngn org lain...balik time magrib...kang kul 10 ngn org lain pulak....perghhhhh memang pandai atur jadual...!!! respek2...

OK back to orng asli lodge, mungkin ni initiative kementerian pelancongan supaya para pelancong dapat merasai homestay and tinggal kat kawasan orng asli. Masa wa pegi kursus Pemandu Pelancong Alam Semulajadi setempat, ktrg kena bantai kow2 pasal Ecotourism and Homestay oleh Pak Dak Zack...... berhangen jer wa mandang muka pakdak time tu....Poyo sgt..!!. Kuikui..!! Tapi lama2 wa pikir balik, betul gak kata pak dak tu...... Homestay bukan nya style ko duduk umah ko, aku duduk umah lain atas katil ada kipas ada aircone. Lagi satu masa wa duduk cna, haram satu hapa pasal org asli tu pun wa tak tahu. Baca paper baru2 ni sedar.... suku semai rupernya....sikit pun wa tak menghayati apa itu org asli.

Nampak sangat pengeksploitasian manusia upon certain culture is more based on economic value. Few month back, i have chance again to stay in this lodge, the feeling is still the same, is this the real orang asli kampung, with over used of the resource, bnyk kawasan2 sekeliling ditarah untuk membina rumah..... few of the area along the main road has been construct and built for fully utilized of that area..... to educate those orang asli for a better modern life...... they might never realise that some of this orang asli technology is even better then us. We never knew that...!!

PS:- Camner nak tahu pacat tu jantan atau betina......

GreAT ExPectaTion ~ KiNaBaLu

2011-08-04T14:14:00.000+08:00

"Ask no questions, and you'll be told no lies." ~Great Expectation, Charles Dickens~

Its suppose to be one of enjoyable vacation before fasting season. Somehow its became more like a college trip or and Trip Amali utk kelas kat faculty.....OMG..!! I might broke the first vacation RULE's, choose ur vacation friend. I learn my lesson for now....wwuuuhhhooooo...choose the MATURE one, not the one whom like to argue with no reason.

Overall, this trip is awesome, great then it expected and happening. Some of my friends here is the one whom climb Mt. TAHAN with me, so we knew each others quite well included the bad behavior and weird nature. Wakakakakakakaka......they really brighten my day. Its more like we gathered again somehow to climb a difference mountain. This time, How far the journey will take is not anymore our main concern, The altitude is the most fear endeavour. The most frighten moment yet soo desirable to be reach to.

This is my third time climbing Kinabalu..... i wish this is my last here. Ok not included Via Ferrata.... will climb that route oneday, with more mature people, easy to merge and mingle around. Kababoommm... ahahahaha...!!! Its quite an experience for me, Its good to see the mountain. I guess there is too many people climb Mt Kinabalu then Tahan, somehow the trail is absolutely well manage with less and severe damage. Wonder how they do that. The impact should be even worse i guess, with climbing competition and porter with heavy weight around almost everyday. The view is superb. Alway spectacular. I experience one moment along the trail, when a porter, a girl around 25 years old wear a tudung.... climb up with some supply to the restaurant at Laban Rata. Came along behind her.....her mother with even more big heavy burden. She looks old.....and then follow by their old father.....around 60 years old with a big gas in his shoulder. I'm speechless........ in my mind, i just felt how lucky i am.

We climb this mountain via Mersilau, with the new route which even shorter. I remember have an experience survey the nephenthes species at the old Mersilau trail......if we start climb from this route.....aiyoyo....boleh sumpah seranah jugak..!!! The old trail is even beautiful with lots of staircase along the hill, surround by a difference nephenthes species. There is one trail, u have to climb ziq-zaq-ing along the hill......the view is so nice compare to the new route alas even longer then the new one...!! We stayed at Sutera Sanctuary Resort, Bishop Head Resthouse.... Mersilau situated at highes elevation then the junction to summit from timpohon trail. I forgot to take note... my mistake..!!! As i remembered we have to climb up and down to reach the junction.

End it

2011-08-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

Nak melepaskan sesuatu yg tak pasti, memang sukar.
Tapi terpaksa gak mencari jalan penyelesaian or kata putus.
Its like, its been a year this thing happen.
Actually memang dah lama aku nak cari kata putus,
Tapi disebabkan aku dah nekad nak ge Naik Gunung Kinabalu and i don't want even a small thing can effect my climbing, therefore i take a second step to just think again after my climbing.

I think this kind of relationship....... i don't knew how to describe.
I just don't knew how to THINK anymore.
More and more things became complicated and its hurt me.
And he still stood there and do nothing.
Which even hurt me badly.
There's no one i told bout this except to HIM.

I respect his will.
Therefore my action is conjuction to his will and needed.
All i need, i just need brave and strength.....
I'm always think to just run away and left everything behind.
But its always not my intergriti to do so.

Yup...i just need strength.
Its ok to left something which is not belong to you.
When a guy love a gurl, he will take care of that women.
I can't felt it in him....
~pen off~

“Boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu padahal itu baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal itu tidak baik bagimu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak. ( Al-Baqarah 216 )”

MATANG

2011-08-01T11:17:00.000+08:00

Kematangan kadang-kadang perlu dibayar dengan konflik diri yg maha hebat. Insyaallah aku akan belajar untuk tabah dan bersabar. Kadang-kadang manusia selalu berlaku tidak adil dengan manusia yg lain. Memang lumrah mungkin. Mencari hebat diri dengan kadar menjatuhkan orang lain. Mencari bagus megah hati dengan cara mengecilkan yg lain.... Aku hanya mampu ketawa, semoga berjaya menjatuhkan aku. Good Luck ya'. Aku sentiasa terbiasa berdiri dengan kaki aku sendiri, dan aku pastikan jati diri aku teguh terpacak, lebih teguh dari yg lain dgn intergriti aku sendiri. Aku hanya manusia, aku bnyk salah, aku bnyk dosa, bnyk benda jahat aku dah berjaya buat. Namun ia tidak menghalang aku mencari kebenaran yg SATU. Biar lah manusia menilai, namun kadang2 aku kasihan. Manusia mungkin tidak sedar, mungkin tidak perasan, mereka asyik terlalu asyik meludah kelangit. Sangat pelik melihat ludah itu jatuh kemuka mereka dan mereka biarkan. Hmmmm......kasihan tapi menjijikkan. Nak muntah, tapi aku terpaksa tahan....demi menjaga maruah manuasia yg bernama makhluk Tuhan. Hmmmm......Tolong laaa.....Tolong la berprinsip yg munasabah....jgn berprinsip yg macam sampah....!!! Aku tgh marah, baik aku ambil air sembahyang dlu...!! ADIOS

TIRED

2011-07-30T22:49:00.001+08:00

(Post ni bukan utk mengeluh, tapi nak menceritakan keadaan sebenar yg aku rasa skang.)

HUHU...i'm tired today.

Baru lepas pegi berurut kaki n facial muka.

Makcik yg berurut tu cakap, otot aku tegang.....

Pas berurut, ge umah mak CT kat BANGI.....makan tghari....

Lepak sambil bergosip ngn mak dia....

Kul 3 terus shoot ge the MINES shopping mall for my Facial appointment

Then mengidam nak makan nasi lemak burung puyuh kat area umah.

Ajak KUKU n PEAH....

Last2 drive ge MINES balik.... ge makan SuShI KiNg...wakakakkakaaka....

I felt so tired now, tak sempat nak basuh baju, tak sempat nak kemas bilik.

Sempat blog skit jer...... nnt la aku tulis journal perjalanan sepanjang kat Sabah...

Bnyk suka dan duka.....

Tapi sebagai manusia yg umur 28thn dan dah tua ni...

Kalo boleh nak bercuti, nak berehat, nak relex and nak happy2....

Malas dah nak bising2....... tapi kdg2 ada jugak batas2 yg melampaui norma2 intergriti hidup aku yang perlu aku bertegas....

Aku mengaku aku seorang yg open minded, dlm kurungan ..utk sesetengah perkara. Full stop.

Sebetulnya aku mungkin dilahirkan sebagai kambing hitam, tapi aku tak dilahirkan sebagai kambing ragut...

follow jer mana2 org nak bawak dia....

Huhu.... ni hasil penangan bnyk sgt makan menu berasas kan kambing kat sabah....

Menyebabkan peribahasa aku pun berkaitan kambing.

Macam biasa lah, aku sentiasa berdoa, setinggi mana pun pangkat aku, sebnyk mana pun gaji aku....

aku hanya pinta satu jer, jadikan aku seorang yg pandai merendah diri....humble

Dan aku agak sedih kalo, org yg dulu makan nasi rm3 pun dia bising nasi tu mahal...

Tapi skang bercakap bukan main megah lagi....

Mungkin manusia lupa, mudah lupa dan cepat lupa....

Dia tak sedar ujian yg Tuhan bg dlm hidup dia, sekeliling dia, kebahagian yg tuhan tarik seketika tu....

Supaya dia boleh membetulkan diri dia sendiri....

Hmmmm....wallahualam..... aku....malas nak cakap lebih.

Cermin2 kan lah diri anda....

So Norhayati.... Be HumBlE.....there is nothing in this world i can proud with...

Except for being humble, and obedient to his CREATOR...

Pengumuman

2011-07-01T14:28:00.001+08:00

Sebarang pinjam meminjam haversack adalah diharamkan dari pihak aku berkuat kuasa arini.

Walaupun sebenarnya dah lama nak berkuat kuasa, tapi tetiba jer arini betul2 aku bertegas bila orang nak pinjam barang aku.

Sebab aku rasa dah cukup kot, barang camping aku org pinjam tak pulang2.

Aku suka gak rekreasi, aku tahu ramai suka berekreasi, masalahnya orang lain guna jalan pintas pakai barang orang dalam nak berekreasi, walhal aku sampai tahap ikat perut semata2 nak beli semua barang2 tu.

So pikir2 kan lah.

Bnyk kali gak aku bagi org pinjam haversack deuter Quantum 55+10, aku beli tahun 2004 arga RM400, time tu nilai RM400 mcm RM800 skang ni kot. Aku ada gak cakap dah guna takyah basuh, terus bagi kat aku..... tapi nak dijadikan cerita kawan aku ni siap basuh sental ngn sabun bagai...... kesan nya sampai skang aku terasa, plastic layer yg ada kat dalam beq tu dah start merekah and terkeluar. Ni yang sampai skang aku berangin.

Sleeping beg aku pun aku dah anggap mcm (sorry to say laaa...) Baju dlm kot. Tu pun ada org nak pinjam...giler haper..?? Agak2 arr...nikan pulak kasut climb yg sensitip kalo orang lain pakai terutama nya yg kaki cam gajah. Kalo kaki ala2 saiz aku, memang aku tak kesah nak pinjam, tu pun aku kena ada kat sebelah org tu, aku tak bagi pinjam sebarangan ..paham...!!.... harness, khemah, begpack, daypack, drybag semua adalah hak peribadi.... dan sangat2 laaa kim salam nak minjam. SEKIAN.

Bukan aku kedekut. Mungkin sebab aku bnyk baca buku rekreasi luar negara mcm Into Thin Air, Race Against Time, Touching The Void, Learning to Breathe dan bla..bla..bla.. Therefor i learn something, Reacreation is about doing something at your own risk, you know your risk and try to avoid that risk. There is no sikap mementing kan diri or tak setia kawan dlm rekreasi. Once you want to go for recreation, you are indeed at your OWN risk. So sikap2 pinjam meminjam barang...is totally like what the hell are you thinking. For sure la orang tu beli semua barang ikut size and thier own capability. Dia punya keselesaan .... tetiba you pinjam you budget you leh selesa ker walaupun tak ikut saiz you.....then bila owner tu nak pakai balik barang dia....you budget owner tu leh selesa ker bila alignment beg semua dah lari.... AYOYO ...pikir maaa..!!!

Saya & PASSWORD

2011-06-28T14:04:00.000+08:00

Mungkin sebab sejak dari kecik aku terbiasa guna OTAK KIRI untuk berfikir, maka aku sentiasa mencari-cari sebab, alasan kukuh dan fakta dalam berfikir. Sebab itu lah science stream adalah boleh dikatakan agak kacang la dalam hidup aku sebab aku senang nak hubung kait sebab musabab dan confirm la benda alah tu semua fakta, contohnya kenapa jantung besar sebelah, kenapa dlm bnyk2 salur yg pam darah ke jantung lebih kecik dari aorta. Kenapa bila kita ada Thyroid kita senang dapat penyakit jantung bila kita tua. Apa kah nama pulau paling kecik atau paling selatan ...Tristan d'la Cunha. Kenapa theori Da Vinci semua berunsur yg susah nak diterima akal..?? Bla..bla....blaaa...... dan blaaa lagi....

Namun...ianya sangat menjadi masalah bila dtg bab BAHASA...tak kira lah bahasa melayu atau bahasa ingeris. Malah aku tak malu nak ngaku SPM aku punya BI dapat 7D. Cantik nombor tuh. Nasib baik MUET dapat Band 4, kalo tak..?? Tak merasa aku masuk degree. BAHASA Melayu adalah antara subjek paling aku bangang sikit. Aku paling tak tahu nak kait kan ngn haper benda masalah predikat, kata awal, kata akhir, dan segala2 nya lah..... malas aku selalu salah tafsir bila dtg time test kena cari ayat yg seerti ngn ayat diatas. Paling aku benci kawan aku Jennifer dapat 98 aku dapat 68 dalam test BM. Dari situ aku buat conclution dalam hidup. Tak yah la berusaha....ko memang tak pandai pun BAHASA2 ni.....

Tapi dalam bnyk2 hal dalam hidup. Satu jer yang menjadi masalah dlm hidup aku, arakian pulak aku hidup zaman skang. Kalo aku hidup zaman portugis, atau zaman hang tuah hang jebat, atau zaman neolitik atau gangsa besi, atau zaman nabi Daud A.S, misti tak menjadi masalah kot. Sebab zaman tu mana ada komputer. Zaman tu jugak Company HP pun tak wujud lagi. Mana ada blog2 nih. Fesbuk friendster twitter... Inikan pulak CIMB click........

When we Like Someone....

2011-06-27T14:34:00.000+08:00

When we like someone, we adore that person...

When we like someone....we try to seak for his shadow as much as we can.....

When we like someone, we try as much as we can to like what he's like.

We try to listen to what he is listen and please with...

We try to wear what he wear to knew what it felt to be in their cloth.

We seldomly see other people because we only knew one person ....
and that person is the one the we only want......

OK NOW....

What happen when someone which is not really your taste...Like you.

What happen when he only saw you.....not even realise his environment...bcos he like you.

Hmmm.... life is vise versa..... breath and try to stay in reality.

One day you like someone and that person didn't felt the same.

And the other day... someone like you soo much...and you just ignore it...

What a KARMA.....??

Start respect others and start to think wisely...???

Might be someone is HURT because of your ignorant

Work

2011-06-24T14:09:00.000+08:00

Through out in a Fesbok, semua orang tengah complaint/comment pasal dorank punya kerja. Entah la sejak aku remaja lagi.....bayangan aku tentang tempat keje sama mcm cerita Ally McBeal sebab aku suka seksngt cerita tu. Tapi part yg happy2 jer lah..... tapi bila dah masuk keje ni baru aku tahu, bnyk benda lagi kita kena belajar. Terutamanya cara nak deal ngn perangai manusia yang kadang2 OK tapi selalunya kadang2 ntah haper2. Naik give-up dibuatnya.

Aku benci manusia HIPOKRIT.....aku menyampah, kalo jumpa spisis ni aku rasa nak TITIK macam aku bunuh kutu yg selalu bnyk kat kepala kawan aku time darjah 3. Pastu bila balik umah baru aku sedar kepala aku pun bnyk kutu, then kena marah ngn mak. Dari situ aku dpt belajar satu benda....KUTU boleh terbang. Ok back tu hipokrit....... aku menyampah kalo orang asyik nak cari salah orang lain jer.... ni spisis hipokrit gak..... walhal dia punya salah tu...aduih nauzubillah punya tak tahu aku nak cerita.

Aku menyampah kalo orang asyik poyo dia bnyk keje.....walhal depan screen fesbuk manjang. Bodoh....beli la laptop beli broadband jadah bagai...... fesbuk jer la kat umah..!! Aku pun selalu gak usher2 fesbuk, tapi setiap kali aku baru nak bukak fesbuk sokmo time tu la manager nak lalu belakang aku.... sampai skang aku dah slow skit bukak fesbuk sebab keje dah menimbun.

Lama-lama aku keje, aku sedar satu benda ..... kita memang kena hipokrit kot. Kalo tidak mcm mana nak ngampu bos. Kalo tidak macam mana nak naik pangkat. Kalo tdk macam mana nak tunjuk kita ni pekerja paling sangat cemerlang. Kalo tidak macam mana nak jatuh kan orang lain. Kan senang2 jer kita naik pangkat nnti. HHHHHHHmmmmmmmmmmm....harap2 rezeki tu BERKAT.

AKU....NEUTRAL sudeeyyyyy....!!!!! LAntak korank leeeerrrrr.......

PS: Do not sting me, I WILL BITE YA'

Hari-Hari Tangkap GAMBO

2011-06-20T15:31:00.000+08:00

Hi All,

Hehe arini mood ambe' agak baik, walaupun dua tiga menjak ni asyik tension ngn seseorang. (Ohh ge candat sotong kt terengganu tapi cakap ge mancing kat Banting. Kalo nak menipu pun jgn laaa sampai terkantoi. Kantoi kaloo memang perang dunia ker 3 lerr....rasakan..!!!) Tapi lantak lerr.... malas nak amek port. So oleh sebab ambe' nak ge naik gunung kinabalu, dan pastinya view kat atas cna memang vogue de' bass punya.... maka ambe' kena perkemas, pengecun, malah mengayukan lagi skil ambe' menangkap gambo....

Kang tak pasal2 sesusah ge naik gunung bagai, bawak kamera berat2...sekali gambo hancur. Wakakakakka ..... Tapi kalo bawak kamera berat2...stamina hancur pun ..kira tak ok jugak kan. Ekekeke sebenarnya ambe' skang masih dalam sesi training dari segi stamina dan skill tangkap gambo. Preparation dari segi kelengkapan dan gaya memang dah tip-top dah..... rambut pun dah siap rebonding. akakaka...aper kaitan...

OK... petang semalam ambe' ge naik Bukit Broga kat area Semenyih. Nasib baik laaaa orang tak ramai sgt. Pastu uncle yg kutip duti cukai parking pun dah nak balik. Nni antara rancangan main petik-petik jer... nasib baik ler ader kenkawan nak polow...MIN and KUKU. Kalo tak..?? memang ambe bedal ge sensorang jer kot. Walaupun sebenarnya memang penakut...!!! OK So ni antara shoot ambe' yg berjaya diambil. Memang tak berapa nak pandai....tangan gegar seksgt..... tak tahu nak buat camner... nak angkut tripot naik ataih.. kim salam..... OK here u go..!!

Air tenaga..... sedap gak rasa dia....

Why LIE.....

2011-06-19T02:08:00.000+08:00

I don't knew why man's are really like to lie. I just soo disappointed. Is it soo hard for a man to be honest.? It just like.... where is your integrity. One day you'll be man... (ok of coz u're man now). One day you'll be a husband. You'll be a lead. A leader to your own family. You'll be a father.... and this what the value you gonna show to you own son and daughter. You gonna show them how good it is to LIE. GOOD value ya'. Urrgghhhhh.... to where can i start to respect them. I start to wonder now...!!!!!!!

Maybe its happy and great to be a LIAR. Hmmm..... life is just a big round clock. What happen when your wife is cheattin on you. Sure you felt happy right..?? I wonder..

PS:- Try to be honest and have a high intergrity inside you please....!! Duhhhh....

I Miss you WALL

2011-06-13T02:06:00.002+08:00

I haven't went to wall for a very long time. I guess since Exit was busied with his study. Oh... i really miss those place, its like a place that you can call a home, with fulled of people who create their own intention and achievement. The friendship. Hmmm.... i see people, i experience a few moment, i learn what life is. I knew that to gain something.. you have to train regularly, you have to try, you set your own boundaries but then try to achieve over that boundaries. Hmmmm....... hu hu hu.

The place is not exactly like before now. When i step inside the counter, i just being inform that YAN is not working there anymore. Felt like, sudden attack to me. How much i left few of my friend behind?? Huhu.... what a life without a friend?? Ok YAN...what's our next programme....wakakkakakaka....!!!

New route....of coz the most easier one. What to say... i need to catch back the step thou.

The old fashion way to belay....hmmm only this what we have in our LAB.

I'm an old version of Petzl invention..... owh i'm old..!!!

Hi..please be inform, i am a Mr. TurTle aka encik KAME'... i need to climb now. Iyah..iyah....

Last but not least... the most tiring xtvt...TAKING a PICcha'...

Cousin Wedding

2011-06-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

My cousin wedding IDA and JOE..... Happy married semoga bahagia ke anak cucu....!!! Hehe

Pengantin Baru

Goodies

Ornament

NICE Pelamin.

Yeah.....

Cousin n cousin

GRoSS

2011-06-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

Ahah..... ok... i actually already moved to my new house which is for me is quite OK..... its big and nice with 4 people inside included me. With almost all astro channel accept sport, and much or least the cheap fast internet access. Nice condition, not to mention bout the parking and no need to lock the gate... hooo... cool.. !!! Well, its not a time for me to share with a lots of women anymore, hence non of us had not a very good relationship with each other. Ok what am i mumbling about. OK the very latest news is i had to find a new house coz the owner want to sell this house.....its all begin like a nomad again huh..!!

Its quite hard to find the very good house which you felt like connected with.... felt like its belong to you. The first moment you enter into the house, you felt like at HOME. Some has very nice room, big and cozy alas the toilet is totally small.... Some are beautiful and confortable....but as a package, they provide the whole farm full of grass or i called it as Ladang serai....u might not get what am i gonna said. Nevermind forget it. Nice house then small parking space...... hmmm....

But most important is...... i need to repack again and start my deco'....duhhhhhhh...!!!!

My treasure and __________

Nice sumpit.......

ArOmaa

Cute......

My baby...!!!

Friend

2011-05-31T00:40:00.000+08:00

I was sad this week and last week. Its last week to be exact. More and more, when we try so hard to be mature...... its like everything going wrong around us. I hate to have a scared feeling, scare of whats gonna happen next in my life. Have i prepared everything, bout my saving bout my journey in life, bout ...just everything...!! Suddently now, i realise.... i kept repeating every anxiety happen past and the future without any reason. Some sort of disorder....like a disease or something. WOW.....!! Big wow there...!!

You try so hard to achieve everything in your life, somehow more or else you kept going into the wrong direction and aback. You hate it....because you already try the best you can.... maybe not in the very best in other people definition, but it just ...the best ...in my own perception. Things never always happen the way you want it to be. What am i did wrong...?? What the KARMA which brought us to be so unsure of everything.

I'm tired. I need a rest. I don't know how to succeed. Its hurt me badly. DONE

MenCari RumaH SewA

2011-04-26T20:59:00.001+08:00

Wah...entri ntah haper-haper. Bulan ni adalah merupakan bulan persediaan, dan bulan depan merupakan bulan orang berpindah. Ramai kawan2 aku yang terpaksa pindah keje, pindah kawasan, pindah pangkat dan yang penting aku sendiri pun akan berpindah. So start minggu lepas lagi, tenaga aku bnyk dihabiskan untuk membungkus dan menyepahkan lagi bilik aku utk diangkut ker umah baru.

Maybe Tomorrow...!!

Alhamdulillah la bilik aku yang baru ni besar skit aka master bedroom, sementelah lagi barang aku yang dah sepuluh tahun duduk cni dah semakin bertimbun dan menggunung. Oleh sebab keje pun dah OK, aku nak start kumpul harta utk berkeluarga pulak. Umah baru ni pun agak luas, housemate pun tak ramai 4 orang jer......hekharap semua OK la..!! Aku tak mintak orang sekepala ngan aku pun, tapi harap2 jgn la terlalu kampung, nak jaga tepi kain orang bagai, tepi kain dia terkoyak rabak, kita buat tak tahu jer..... Aku tak harap orang respek aku, yang pasti aku semestinya akan respek orang lain, tapi jgn sampai menganggap orang lain kecik pada kau. Kau sendiri pun naik johan kampung jer..!! Dari pada sembahyang doa murah kan rezeki, baik sembahyang mintak doa merendah diri sekali. Ya Allah.... jauhkan lah aku dari bongkak pada sesuatu yg amat kecil nilainya....WOW...!! Done.

It is MESS...i knew..!!

Aku tak sabar nak pindah umah baru, sebab dah beria nak beli pokok bunga. Nak tanam lam pasu. Letak tepi meja stadi yang duduk atas kerusi masih nampak pemandangan cantik. Kalo umah ni berdiri baru nampak bumbung umah orang yang lain dan tiang letrik yang share ramai2. Hmmm....sungguh minda aku tak berkembang hatta tiang letrik itu tumbang sekali pun. Akakkakakakkaaka...........

Sekarang radio keta aku dah masuk 3thn, paham2 ler kalo barang buatan mlesia ni, 3 tahun dah menjangkau waktu2 senja dia. Radio yang rosak tu hanya boleh dengar satu siaran radio jer...... yang lain misti tak clear... radio IKIM fm.... akakakka.... mula2 rasa cam terbakar gak, lama2 dengar...best gak...hehe..! Aku dengar satu ceramah ustaz tu, dia cakap Nabi Muhammad duduk 10thn kat Mekah... then dia hijrah ker Madinah....!! Lama2 aku pikir, kalo kita duduk lelama satu tempat.... tak elok jugak. Baik kita berpindah, cari environment baru, kenal ngan orang baru, jumpa perangai baru.....cari selera yang baru. Hidup aku tak lama weh..... tapi harap2 hidup yg singkat ni leh buat aku kumpul bnyk ilmu n pengalaman kat sana nnt. Harap penghijrahan ini adalah penghijrahan yang BAIK...!!!

Hmmm.....?????

FooD and The Udon

2011-04-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

Haaalllloooooo..... i'm in the middle of my wrapping, and my room is extreamly mess. Just finish packing my book collection, 4 boxes....pheewww...TIRED!! After havin a spinning head while packing with those dusk and dirty, i download myself a youtube video on Japanese Dishes..... this is sort of my hobby to watch someone cooking on my pleasure past time.... ekekekekeek...!!!

I'm so impress with thier cooking method and patience to be honest with, me... to do all those cooking, i'd better choose drove myself to Sushi King, The House of Bento, Tenpayaki or any other Japanese restaurant on town with a HALAL batch in front of the wall...hu..hu...

So my taste for today is about UDON..... i love udon, love it so much..... LOVE the udon like this....

A Bunch of SUshi KiNg

So for being soo sorry with my self, i download this video, watching this makcik cooking. She cook with her dog. Which is for me, he is not soo cute. ekekekkekekeke...... Got a bunch of her cooking and recipe in youtube. Like what the others viewer said..... they can't stop watching she's cooking, until they haven't had time to start to cook.

The cooking method is not my main concern. As you can U-tubing urself, you will came across a certain note.... ......... .....SH**...why i can't printscreen and paste it here. Whatever, i'm in a hurried myself for my tea time therefore only here (see attachment below) i had time to represent to you guys alas off my lackin' skill in computering even i work in Hewlett Packett to be exact. Here you go.....

WE ARE FINE. THANK YOU FOR CARING ABOUT US.

Wow...just a simple words, represent a big heart and struggle of a NATION. Tumb up for that. They are a brave an a hardworking civilization NATION....or country. They came through hard and difficult time stated in the history. Yet, they never fall apart..... and still... they proof to all of us.... that they will raise. Peerrrhhh... power....power..... hidup udon...... eh salah.... HIDUP JEPUN...!! Now i knew, sometime spirit will plays a big important roles then the action itself.

PS:- aper la yg ezit ngah buat skang....!! heh...

A WarM DaY

2011-04-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

Felt so tired today. I'm in the process to find a new house for myself. Its been 3years i stayed here an need something to change. Its not good when you felt so comfort bout something, you will get used with it and it will discard(is this the correct word) yourself to improve. I went to a HP womens day, and they invite a good counselor for a talk. She ask us to unwrap our hand watch and try to wear it in a difference hand. It is a new start for us to try to think in a very difference perspective. And i was like...WOW...!! When we felt so comfort with something, we get used with it until we don't knew or we scared that there is a difference life or maybe better life for us. Hmmmmm...... point notice madam..!!

Its been three years i'm staying in this house, and 10years respectively here in Serdang. Now is time for me to move on. I need better life since i work, and i need a very proper life since i work shift. Its effect my life tremendously. Somehow, i love this job, the environment is still OK, while the main problem is still working in a shift hour. I'll get used with it.....sometime, but most of the time i felt so tired. HUHU....therefore i need a better nest for me to rest, an better life for me to enjoy.

Guy's this is ATV

Last Saturday, i went for a ATV course with few of my friends at Hutan Kemensah near Ampang. Just for FYI, we do have jungle in the middle of KL. Awesome...!!!. Its fun, but it tiredsome. Now i knew, ATV is not press like a motorside even the handle is so similar like a motorcross, it just a button on your right hand that u press using ur tumb. Duuhhh....totally stupid, i guess maybe u guys pun baru tahu right....akakakakaka..!!Its a fun xtvt, and sometime it scare, you hav to climb those 50 degree hill using those motor engine with a technology of 150cc power, sssooooo not too confidence. Sometime along the trip i imagine myself fall of those seat, after doing some "willey" while havin a 45 degree climbing with those machine.........(ish..ish..ish....dramatic..!!!)

Its even difficult when you try to go down the hill. You have to press the break which is similar like bicycle break so tied, even tied then the words SSOOOOO-TTiiiieeddd.... until u realise your hand become red, due to some panic plus contact between hands and the handle and the break. Nevertheless, it is a good activities, nice experience apart gettin a new knowledge that those machine hasn't even work like a motocycle, so if you are off balance, you don't have to hold it using ur feat, you will look even stupid.....its a new invention of a motorcycle which has 4 wheel. The wheel will do that part for you.

The jungle road is so massive, its like a replicated of a 4x4 mini challenge. You will got a ballance road, and most of the time, they won't be so generous to creat a nice highway for you in the jungle. It is soooo similar to rainforest challenge trail..... for a biginner like me laa...!! hehe.... NICE to knew something new in your life....

I'm in a preparation day for my new adjustment, so i'll be a bit tired and wouldn't hav time for bloggin' ..... with all my heart...SOOO SSOORRYYY...!! I'm busied with my shoppin' list. Had myself a new table for my lappies......hope my lappies will felt so happy, and run smoothly and fastly beside those moody berokband from CELCOM, guys think twice to bought this BEROK. ekekekekek...... had a new LACK side table from IKEA for my big butt TV. Its an Old TV, took from my late uncle. Those are few memories left by HIM. huhu...... My main target went to IKEA is to find a new wardrove, its an old edition i guess, even i can't find it in the laters 2011 Booklet. Maybe not my luck.... i still adore the design. Duhh.... i had those memory 3 years ago when i went to my friend house. huhu..... hope will got the same design and i dont mind what brand it is..... its simple and nice, not too big...with a birch colour. The colour is warm and always in trend. .... thats why i love LAIVA collection from IKEA. Need to pack my thing.....tata...!!

MONDAY i wear BLUE

2011-04-11T09:24:00.000+08:00

Takder mood nya nak buat keje arini, baru 2 jam masuk keje dah rasa cam nak balik seksangat. Tak der motivasi langsung nak buat keje, walaupun pakai baru baru and kasut baru. Hehehe..... adeh kenapa la mood ni dtg time ni pulak.

Dah la keje shift petang minggu lepas, so minggu ni start shift pagi, memang tersangat la azab nak bangun pagi. Nak nak pulak malam memang tak leh nak tido sangat. Lagi bertambah2 azabnya. Warggghhhhh.... HELP me PLEASE......!!! Ok nak ge surau jap, tido seround.

SAYONARA.....Be tough Dr.Azitades

2011-04-05T15:06:00.001+08:00

It's 1.30pm..... aku baru bangun tidooo..... !!! Hehe...!! Tiba-tiba jer rasa sedih, bukan sebab nampak Dr. Rozmi berpegangan tangan ngn awek pakai tudung nak ge luar negara.!!! Tapi sedih sebab baru antar Ezit kat KLIA tadi. Dia akan sambung belajar PHD kat Okinawa Jepun. What i felt now...?? Dem ... i miss her...!! Shit..!! Felt so lonely n alone now, especially without her in this house...!! Huhu....it's so nice being her roomy..!!

Cantik SlingBeg Deuter tu. akakakkaka

EZIT: as far as i knew her, dia bukan jenis manusia yg suka bercakap kosong, she is the girl whom are full with dream and she's the one that really will try very hard to achieve those DREAM. Since i knew her, i learn a lot in a way to manage my life and try to look something in a very difference perspective. (Kadang-kadang orang pompuan ni suka guna kan emosi dalam menilai, itu yg kadang2 menampak kan kita ni lemah.) We try to avoid that. hehe. She's a tough lady, you have to knew her spirit and endeavour before you want to knew her better.

We...waiting for the rope to be setup...wakakakakka..!!

There is always up and down in a relationship, same goes with us. But we try to coupe it professionally as a mature human being. More and more, she's gettin' soo bussied with her PHD, and i dont want to bother her. More or less i had a new job at Hewlett-Packett, with a shift work hour ...we even hardly seen each other. But then again, i knew when i'm going home, she was there in her room.... our room is sat in a second floor next to each other. The boader only seperated by a piece of a hard plywood and sometime when she moved upon sleeping, she will bang the wall and gave a loud sound..... which make me petrify and laught soundly and said.... "Ni misti tido mati ni...!!". Akakakakkakaka....!! I realise a sat alone now...with an empty room next to me..!!

She's the one whom introduce me with rock climbing and a new friends in this field. She has a gallon ton of friend whom involved in mountaineer. She love to try a new sport. Sometime i adore her spirit..... difference spirit as any other women or girl i ever knew before. I want to be like her, but my courage are far to reach that. Hehehe..... maybe i'm a little bit slow. But nevermind, for me....its not important where you start it, the most important is... where you gonna end it. Hehehe........

Till then...... Have a nice and safe journey friend. Miss you so much n will always remembered our moment together. sob...sob...sob........

Happy B-lated Birthday Friend

2011-04-04T01:59:00.001+08:00

Supposed to celebrate on 27 March 2011 but due to certain circumstance i can't able to draw a big party for her like we used to do every year. Then again Yanie(best buddy) manage to gather everyone for the big supprise and again i have to work due to my Europe shift. Just have a chance to watch the nice pic they tag me on eFBie.... hehe..

Dearie fren of mine...!!

They burn the place.....wakakakakka....

What a platter...for two person..!!

So therefore due to our 10th years relationship as a best buddy..... i grand her with a nice no-candle light dinner at Manhattan Fish Market, Alamanda. Just me and her, without Yanie....soo sad she has a family gathering again....that make that evening only falls for me and her. We chat upon our 10th years together, laugh and smile, hate and hatred, jovial and joyous, love and life, indeed now and the future. We always prayed the best for three of us. We always there when we need each other shoulder.... and we love each other not just like a friend, more like a sibling intact to each others. What a wonderful life when you are being good to others and GOD bless you with a few bestfriend that are always there to support you. huhu...sob..sob...touchin' ....touchin'.....!!

The food there is..... quite difference with the one that i havin a years ago. Those seafood platter should be serve with a fresh mussel, then again now, they alter it by changing the appearance of the mussel to cucur kodok....akakakakkaka...!! Duhhhh... i am really prefer with the fresh one. This mussel is better then the one that i had at Gasoline. Same happen with the dory fish. Probably wrap those nice fish with flour and crunchy bread is genius. But it make the original taste of that fish mixed and easy to say....not so nice....!! Still in Malaysia, we should proud with the invention of chilli sauce, that really save the dish and the day too. Clap...clap..clap...!! The rice, i am dreaming for paella with the rich colour of safron. Just got nasi goreng biasa. hhmmmmm....wondering..!!

Ehehehehee...... till then Happy birthday my friend Nur Afzan Anwar....... May Allah bless you and grand you the best of everything. And may our friendship remain forever.

PS: Need to plan something special for my another bestfriend team..... ME, IDA and Siti. We both an APRIL girl. hehe.... can't wait..!!

Hey!! you fish, how dare you stimulate those nice yummy mussel into cucurkodok... i need the fresh one...OK...you are soo unfair..!! I'm crying now.....wargghh...warggghhh...mummy..!!

Gunung Berembun, Dungun (25 Mar - 27 Mar 11) Part 1

2011-04-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

Weewwitt sori ler lama tak hapdet blog ni. Gaji tak masuk lagi, so rasa cam takder mood seksgt.... akakakaka apa punya alasan laaaa...!! Heh... wa nak cerita kat u'olls trip wa ge naik Gng Berembun kat Dungun Terengganu cna. Sepatutnya mula2 rancang memang sebatalion yg nak ikut, aleh2 tinggal 4 orang ktrg ni jer.... makanya prgrm bnyk yg main bantai suka hati ktrg jer laaa..... lari abeh dari tentatif yg sebenar2nya. Tapi ok gak, sebab wa pun malas nak bawak KIAH(viva) wa yg rim standard and bunga tayar pun dah tak nampak corak sgt tuh. Ktrg ge naik Honda City pa'an....baru beli beb..akakakaka....

Gerak dari Serdang kul 2am ge Ampang jemput YB Lekuk..... then terus shoot sampai Kampung Kuala Jengal kul 8am. Sepatutnya jumpa ngn Ikram, brother yg tolong settlekan pasal guide dlm masa sama ktrg nak lapor diri kat Balai Polis berhampiran. Last2 Ikram cakap dia tak leh ikut n takleh nak provide guider. Dengan perasaan yg sgt serba salah, dia belanja ktrg makan nasi dagang...siap sponsor budu sebotol ..!! Akakakaka....rezeki...rezeki...!!

OTW nak ge Hutan LIpur Chemerong nampak ATV tepi jalan, usher jap berapa harga ngn bro tu, terus ktrg shoot ge Hutan Lipur Chemerong. Mula2 lapor kat abg guide nama Salam kat gate, pastu dia bawak ge jumpa ranger Jab.HUtan utk lapor diri. Pas dah isi borank bagai, sembang punya sembang ..... habis terkantoi yg ktrg ni Student Fakulti Hutan UPM then kenal ramai pegawai Jab.hutan. Encik ranger tu pun dah risau2, walhal ktrg dah ckp ni bukan utk urusan rasmi, ni suka2 jer...... Siap time ktrg nak packing pun dia still tunggu. Mula2 dia tanya naik keta yg mana, aku cakap la yg warna puteh hujung tu.... dia cakap...oo satria ker.... "Eh bukan." Aku balas...... then dia cakap.."Wira hujung tu." ...: "Bukan." tegas aku. Sekali Pa'an bukak alarm.....Honda City yang berbunyi.... terus dia dah lain mcm rasa. Pa'an pun terpaksa mengaku dia Pegawai Pemelihara Hutan. Hmmm......... lepas tu ktrg memang dapat layanan tak hengat punya. Siap ajak join dorank karoke lagi.... heh..!!

Dah balik baru berkesempatan Study track.... akakakakak bijak..!!!

Ikut tentatif ktrg nak tido dlu brg sejam dua sebab penat, pas jumaat baru nak masuk hutan. Tapi sbb en.pegawai jab.hutan dah tunggu ktrg siap nak tunjuk trek kt jambatan gantung..... maka ktrg terpaksa gak shoot time tu.! Packing laju2 terus jalan......dah la tak tahu sgt jalan.... main tawakal jerr...!!! Nak baca signboard pun dah tak sempat sebab segan dgn layanan en.pegawai hutan tu. Pastu memang menyesal tak sudah2 arrr...... Target ktrg nak kejar group 30 orang yg masuk sehari awal dari ktrg. Sebab nak tido dkt ngn dorank, takut dowh...tido lam hutan skit2 orang ni...nnt orang lain yg dtg teman...hehe..

Dalam keadaan yg penat, letih, tido tak cukup, masa lak tak sesuai...kul 12tghari ktrg start trekking, memang jalan slow habes. Aku pun sempat menanda trek dgn kaedah mengeluarkan isi perut akakakakaka...... !! Terbaik punya, dorank siap tanda kat GPS lagi..."Kem Yatt Muntah"....ayam betul. Pas muntah n rest, ktrg sambung jalan.... memang sekali dia pagi pacak tahap tak hengat punya. Memang menguji mental jiwa dan raga jugak........ Sebab jalan tahap kenderaan berat naik bukit. Ktrg sampai kul 3.30ptg kat kem balak... Kawasan dia syahdu jer...!! Aku terus cakap kat dorank tanak tido cni. Ktrg rest n lepak. Mula2 ge main air sungai n amek air semayang. Sekali ikan dtg bnyk giler..... Gaban umpan ikan tu pakai kasut dia. Dapat dowh....terus ktrg excited tangkap ikan..... Mengabeh masa sampai kul 5ptg ktrg terus shoot ge Kem Y. Berbekalkan ikan 5 ekor....simpan lam botol mineral. Ktrg gerak dgn harapan group yg satu lg lepak kat kem Y.

Perjalanan dari kem Balak ker Kem Y dalam 50minit. Sampai kat kem Y, terus ktrg speechless.... mana group satu lagi tido hah..?? Adeh...terus jame tak tahu nak buat aper. Ktrg tawakal jer la lepak kt cni, at least kat cni level keseraman dia takder la high sgt banding ngn Kem Balak tadi. Aku pun dah malas nak jalan dah ni, pas discus2 nak tido mana... aku decide tido kat beting pasir tepi sungai. At least senang nak masak....sbb dekat ngn air. Pas dah setup khemah bagai.... aku pun dah start masak.... Menu ktrg malam tu nasi daging, daging kurma, acar tomato n papadom. Suh gaban amek air, nak masak air nak buat TEH. Sekali lama gila dia kat sungai. Rupa2nya dok meng'usher' ikan kat ctu pulak. Aku malas nak layan, ntah mana ntah dia terjumpa mata kail siap ngn tali...... umpan pakai roti.....memang layan dowh..!! Bnyk gak ktrg kenduri malam tu. Ekekeke....termasuk 8ekor yg terjatuh atas tanah time lekuk menggoreng ikan....guna kan skill tak pegang messtin. BERBULU jer bijik mata aku mandang lekuk.

Acar tomato n bawang...licin....

Tido lam hutan lam kumpulan yg kecik memang best...... ahahahahaha.... Mula2 pa'an pasang lagu2 kat Handphone...pas dia tutup.... tetiba jer aku dengar orang mandi reramai sambil nyanyi2..sayup2 jer kat hujung telinga aku...sudahh..!!. Aku pandang lekuk, aku pandang gaban, tgk pa'an pun steady jer.... cis dorank tak dengar kot... mungkin khayalan aku ler ni..!! Tetiba lekuk n pa'an cakap diornk nak mandi sungai. Aku pandang jer dorannk... lantak korank laaa..!!! Budak dua ekor ni pg mandi siap menjerit2...sbb sejuk.... tetiba jer suasana jadi sunyi.....dengar lekuk menjerit jer....aku sound skit jer.."Woi jaga2 ni tempat orang." Terus dorank diam...ehehe...

- to be continued....

Diary Secret

2011-03-21T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hi All.....hehe, felt totally glad i still have a chance to breath in this world and sip this nice herbal chinese tea. I dont know what to do.... and felt a little bit at ease, a little bit excited bout my journey this Friday and a little bit uncomfortable due to less preparation. So i try to sneak some of my old diaries to find a poet that always make me felt better. When i dig all the page, i felt some sort of funny to still have those memory. Show you guys some of my deepest secret ever. We are not in the time where's diary is a sacret, and still now to read other people diaries is still dishonest and disloyal. But this one isacceptable...... becoz i'm the owner and i want to show you.....just a little bit of ME..

Some of my diaries collection. With some of budak2 menyebok yg dah lama tak mandi. Berhabok n kutur..hehe

Even butterfly a caught death in my very own diary....... hehe.she still have the colour. Its 2006. Yo....!!!

Oh my fav team ever...... note that Youri Djorrkaeff, Fabien Bartez...the most lagendary Zenedine Yazid Zidane and my x-boyfee Emmanuel Petit. Still love him till now...wakakakakkaak

Ticket all the way to LAngkawi with my best friend. I like to collect a useless junk.... sometime they create art, and most of them is totally mess.

Nice word and it's WORK.....

MOst of the time, picture always didn't describe everything. How beautifull aishu is.....

Note that song. One of my fav ever. Note that picture, its only to describe how good the picture is and how cute those snail are..... thats it...hehe...

My 7 life lesson........

My Boy fee again...... how cute he is........!! One words...... ELEGENT.....!!!.... perfeccccttt...

Havin a Diaries is good for your own theraphy, some words or secret you really cannot share with others bcoz human are tend to judge. Just share it in a piece of paper and its remain there..... until someone is gatai tangan pi bukak n baca.... akakakakkakakaka...!!!! Have a nice day....cheers..!!

LOVE your HEART

2011-03-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

I wake up quite early today after havin' difficulty to fall asleep at about 3am in the morning. I start my gear at 5am to climb a BROGA Hill with the main target is for a training for my MT. BEREMBUN climbing and another one is to catch the most beautifull view early in the morning when the light is just enough for a camera to grab the view with low noise. One of my friend was totally late.....for me 30 minute late is always unacceptable. Because you waste other people time, i sleep late, but i manage to wake up early in order felt ashame if someone is waiting for me. But some of the people.....sorry to say, Malay attitude....was just hard to get this point. They keep late and always late, wish they had their own car and do not involved with me. Im not sellfish, neither good to be one. I just try to describe only one words....ATTITUDE. Done.. had enough already.

Because i was mad early in the morning, i spead up my car 140km/hr....and guess what, its only took less then 15minute to reach Semenyih...hahahahhaa...!!! We had a solat subuh at Petronas Station, and nearly 6.35am off to go for the climbing. The parking space is fulled, as usual. When you go for a climb with man, you have to follow man speed no matter what......half way through my climbing, i felt like my HEART want to explode already. And then suddenly came into my head.... is this the main reason why people died so young due to unattainable used of their own heart. My life now has been shade with few people who die young... for example Allahyarham Zaidi, the actor Allahyarham Faizal, not to mention Allahyarham Hani Mohsein and the most important is my own uncle. Allahyarham Husni.They died young and they are 40. I really pray to god...that situation will not happen to me.

I surf through internet, to clear my view upon this sicknesses. And a found few valuable info to share:

1. Heart attack developed a long time of our growth life. Its not a sickness which came just in the sudden.

2. High blood pressure whereas will increase the ability of our heart to work more in order to pump all the blood to our system. If this situation was often, it will increased the sizes of our heart and growth even more inaffective and inactive. Which more and more will cause a heart failure or heart attack.

3. Manage what you eat due to your activities and work. If your work require more physical ability then your mental, then eat properly as require by your body for example like rice, protein in fish and so on. While if your work is vise versa, do minimise the intake of fat and carbo or else do exercise or even yoga once a week. Vis a vis you are the one who will decide what you gonna be next and in the FUTURE. peace..hehe

4. Most important is, when you want to start any activities whether it was hard or easy, whether it was extream adventure or so so...... do a warm up first before u start anythig. When you do a warm up, you will sent a message to your heart muscle to work accordingly. Without a warm up, you will gave a pressure and sudden attack to your heart, therefore it will create a mess in the muscle to work even harder then it normal function. Duh...now 20 years old is still ok.... but what happen in another 20 years...huhu..!!

5. And most important is do training....if you are an active person, do a regular training or schedule your training. Maintain your heartbeat at certain requirement. Its OK to have a normal heart beat (74hps), but if your an active person....it is tremendously not OK to have a normal heartbeat....try to maintain it below 70hps. You'll see the difference then. OK guy's.... try to check your heart beat now and compare with this CHART.http://www.netfit.co.uk/fitness/test/resting-heart-rate.htm

Till then....have a nice rest with a HEALTHY HEART..!! Cheers..!! Show you guys some BROGA's this morning.

This two picture is simply from me. The above is my friend whom snap it.

Gaji Berkoyan-koyan

2011-03-20T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm....orang cakap kalo gaji sikit, hidup susah.... tapi skang masalahnya gaji bnyk pun hidup tetap susah gak ......abeh camno. Maybe dulu gaji skit kita takder nak mengidam benda yg bukan2. Tapi skang duit dah bnyk ni memang mcm2 benda kita tergedit2 nak..... kadang2 risau gak takut takleh control duit. Simpanan dah la tak bnyk. Setakat ada kat ASB jer.... itu pun sebab dah sehabis niat, miskin mcm mana pun duit dlm ASB takkan ku sentuh. Sama cam duit lam KWSP akaun 2 tu..... jgn harap kusentuh walau apa pun terjadi. Pasni semua gagget dah boleh dikatakan complete maka aku nak concentrate on my saving pulak.

Actually minggu lepas aku apply credit card, kelakar...umur dah 28 baru nak ada kredit card. Tapi aku rasa, masa dan saat ini adalah paling tepat utk aku apply credit card sebab dah cukup matang dalam hal berbelanja...(Ayat beli jiwa, tapi mcm tak leh caya sgt..!!) Aper guna nya credit card ni adalah utama dan paling pentingnya utk isi minyak petronas time sengkek giler2 time duit lam wallet ada RM20 jer. Contohnya cam time sekarang ni laaa....... Maka dengan itew memang tepat lah penggunaan kredit card ini digunakan dgn sewenang2 nya dalam isi mengisi minyak ini. Hatta utk penggunaan lain, masih belum dapat dikemas kini kan lagi...... kerana tdk mahu berangan setinggi langit, dikehujung ceritanya process apply crdt card ini GAGAL. Maka setakat ni tunggu jer lah telipon dari bank utk diinterview.

Orang cakap crdt card ni kalo pandai guna, memang kita yg untung...sebab bnyk benda kalo kita beli guna krdt card leh dapat potongan. Tapi kita kena bayar sebelum dia keluar penyata laaa..... hmmm...

Orang cakap lagi, pakai krdt card ni senang, takyah bawak bnyk cash sgt....swap jer....!!Hmm kang takut hujung bulan waa yang sweat.

Orang cakap lagi, krdt card ni bagus.... in case hujung2 bulan terjadi sesuatu.....dan taraf kewangan kita berada ditahap nyawa2 ikan.... memang sesuai la guna krdt card. Nak tunjukkan kita ni bnyk duit...tapi pinjam duit bank dlu....akakakkaa....gaji masuk kita bayar ansur2...!! Warrgghhh....

Orang cakap jugak...... aaggghhhhh...sudah laaa.... lantak la apa orang nak cakap.... yg penting aku jgn nak BOROS...... kalo nama BLACKlist siap...sekeh kepala...!!

Dem dah nak dekat 1.30am....besok kul 5.00am nak daki BROGA.... babai...nak TITO...!!

GREY

2011-03-13T21:42:00.002+08:00

What happen when our life is soo dried and grey..... hope GOD will bless us with some color....

My later's hapdet

2011-03-09T23:49:00.001+08:00

Boleh pulak siaran bola sepak MALAYSIA lawan PAKISTAN tidak dapat disiarkan di TV1.....geng-geng yang awal-awalnya beria nak lepak tgk bola kat mamak....akhirnya semua antor msg...dah ngantok arr weh...serender awal2......ada member aku cakap ada pengeboman kat PAKISTAN....ntah la betul ker tak. Maka oleh kerana dah blur tatau nak wat per..... meh kita stori morri kita punya stori kat u'olls2 ni.

Ari Sabtu aritu kan kita ge naik Bukit Tabor yang entah keberapa kalinya......ikut tentatif program, matlamat utama naik bukit tabor adalah nak menikmati SUNRISE sambil en.SENTUL menunjukkan skill nya sebagai fotographer disamping rakan2 yg hensem dan cun-melecun ni jadi model. Aleh2 huh.... memang berterabur jadual, dibantainya datang lambat, pastu bantai lepak mamak segala bagai. Dekat kul 8am baru start daki. Kita bukan nya marah sgt they'olls-they'olls ni tak on-time..... cuma kita marah ... kalo nak dtg lambat khabor ler dekat kita sekali....boleh kita bngun lambat...menikmati tido atas katil yg empookkk...!!! Adeeehhh......kita bangun kul 4.30am tau, terus ge pickap pakcik. Letih tau NOQ's bangun pepagi buta hari minggu. Pas ni kita nak blacklisted mana2 program kalo ada SENTUL ngn LEKUK coz misti timing drag giler2.... akakakkaaka... walhal LEKUK takder kaitan lansung dlm xtvt lambat melambat nih....tapi best arr salah kan dia.... kelakar tgk muka dia yg macam ustaz tu.

Yang kelakarnya dekat bukit TABOR tu kita dah sound dorank awal2, kita tanak drag masa sampai kul 10am kat ataih puncak sebab panaih terik..... kita malas nak putih kan kulit kita yg senang burn ni. Dorank pun main OK jer......sampai puncak yg pertama, kita jalan sikit2... lama2 dah semakin jauh. Then dorank bincang nak patah balik jer...malas nak teruskan, sebab jauh lagi. Time tu dah kul 9.30, kita on jer...sebab kepala otak kita memang takder kat puncak bukit..... kepala otak kita dah kat LOW YATT sambil memikirkan mana satu kamera aku nak pilih....akakakkakakaka.... Jalan punya jalan....sampai dah nak tgh2 bukit TABOR dorank baru ajak patah balik..... time tu rasa cam nak tunjuk jer skill SILAT CEKAK yang kita sempat belajar, tapi tak habes masa diploma dlu. Walaupun tak ingat sgt buah2 silat dia.... tapi memang boleh lagi la bukak mana yg ingat....nak silat biar lari urat2 budak2 ni..... tadi aku ajak patah balik...gedik buat diam jer..... ini dah nak separuh jalan baru nak ajak patah balik..... memang nak kena belasah. Dorank semua ketawa.......Maka ktrg teruskan berjalan..... sampai kat keta lam kul 11.30am...!!

Time turun bukit tu memang kita bantai lari.....nak sampai awai, nak bukak kasut menoreh getah nih.... kaki kita dah nak berasap. Tapi kelakar gak la naik bukit ni, macam2 orang kita leh jumpa.... mcm2 agenda mereka yang tersendiri. Kita rasa, makin lama kita bergiat dlm rekreasi dan makin mcm2 org kita jumpa ... makin kita rasa diri kita ni KECIK..... ker dorank nih yg tak rasa diri dorank KECIK..... takper laaa...experience is universe.... SHARING is CARING you.....hhmmm.... Ok THANX to Sentul, Anne, Lekuk, Gaban, Adik Gaban, Youn, Apis, Sorank lg adik sentul and Sharifah merangkap awek kepada Sorank-lg-adik-sentul. Memang trip keluarga singa.....Singa...menawan keluarga bahagia...!!! hahahahahah Next trip....Gng Berembun dekat lata Chemerong....Dungun, Terengganu. Aauuwww tak sabar i...!!

Ok Kita dah ngantok...kita nak terus straight to the point.... kita dah beli kamera DSLR NIKON D3100, dengan harga...teetttttt..... googet la cendiri...malas nak kasi tahu, memang out of budget jugak. Tapi kalo dipikir2kan sebab nak guna lama, aper salahnya berhabis sekali sekala. Selepas berjaya buat muka sehabis manis..... maka dapat la free 8gig memory card, tripod yg arga asal dia rm200 lebih jugak, beg camera, tambah lense filter segala bagai. Saper2 yang tgk kamera kita ngan tripod....misti semua psycho habes.... kalah cameraman propesonal..... tapi hakikatnya......AKU TAK RETI LAGI NAK TANGKAP GAMBO oiii.....setting kamera lagi la hancurrr.......!! Akakakakakka..... takper pelan-pelan kayuh...!! Maka i decide u'olls canot see my picture yet.....later ekkk...!!!

Time kita nak beli kamera nikon tu, saleman tu asyik promot kamera CANON jer.....arga memang lagi murah la dari nikon. Ruper2 nya dorank nak habis kan stok CANON lama, sebab CANON yang baru dah keluar....memang mcm2 kelebihan dorank tunjukkan yang ada pada CANON ni.... tapi memang kita dah MARK NIKON ni....lg pun banyk kenkawan kita pakai NIKON, so senang la nak tertukar gagget nanti. Lagipun kita ada dua org kawan yg pakai DSLR Canon ni, dan nak dijadikan cerita dua2 dah rosak ada problem....tu yg rasa cam tanak amek risiko tuh kalo jadi aper2....kita bukan nak memburuk kan sesiapa...kita just sharing jer tau..... kalo minat CAnon beli Canon, for me kita memang dah set nak NIKON... to u'olls yg nak membeli gagget ni, usher n study la betul2 mana yg OK. Lagi satu jgn terlalu termakan dgn pujuk rayu penjual, decide on your own.... u yang bayar maaaa'''..... huh..!!

PS:-Saper la yang beTAPA lama-lama lam bilik air ni.... keluar laa oi..!!!

Dir....Tuhan Lebih Menyayangi....

2011-02-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

When i was a little bout 8 to 10 years, i really get used to hear the song from this singer.....and a lot's of lot's about his show in HMI or Hiburan Minggu Ini, we (the whole family) stood in front of our TOSHIBA tv after dinner, havin' a rest while watching his show. ..... he will used a make-up, he will dance and most of the time he will replicate he's face like Charlie Chaplin.....with those mouthache, and by the time Charlie Chaplin and The Three Stooges show was soo.... a lot. (What the hel* am i using A LOT so a lot..duhh..)

And most remembered film that his play a main role is KAMI....still now when i watch this film, my eye will get watery...huhu....I really look alike a ROCK girl....but always fail to keep feeling when watch a good movie...same thing happen when i watch MAJID MAJIDI movies.....sob..sob...sobbb..!! huhu..KAMI is about a HOMELESS people and struggle hard to earn a livin'.... really a good movie.

Why i want to write about him?? I don't knew... just impress with his work.... He actually has a degree in LAW somehow refused to be a lawyer and persuade his singing career in one competition.... his really a humble person. I read in one article about him... that one of his fan spot his car and running to catch those car for an autograph.... he just realise it and ask his driver to stop the car and help his lil' fan with his signature. What a nice person..!! He actually a person whom go with the flow....and important is ... he really try hard in his life....he just prove it by wining The Best No.1 Asia Performer in 1989 at LONDON. Thou he win a lots of awards and praise, he still the one that people call Penghibur Milik Masyarakat and grand his fan with a free concert in Chow Kit Road......huhu...ALLAH really LOVE him and take him away from us... May his SOUL rest in peace.... Allahyarham Sudirman Hj Arshad (25 Mei 1954-22 Februari 1992)

Al-Fatihah...........

Disini lahirnya sebuah cinta,

Yang murni abadi sejati,

Disini tersemai cita-cita

Bercambah menjadi warisan

Andai ku terbuang tak diterima

Andai aku disingkirkan

Kemana harus kubawakan

Kemana harus kusamaikan

Cinta ini

Bertapa dibumi ini ku malangkah

Ke utara selatan timur dan barat kujejaki

Aku...bukanlah seorang perwira

Gagal menghunus senjata

Namun hati rela berjuang

Walau dengan cara sendiri demi cinta ini.......

KRABI.....THAILAND(Part III)

2011-02-07T01:36:00.001+08:00

Sori lupa lak nak habeskan stori mori pasal KRABI ni....Oleh sebab dah biasa tak tido malam2, maka arini dah jadi satu penyakit lak....tak leh nak tido. Tapi kena paksa TIDO gak sbb besok nak ge tgk stok earring, already had a bunch of it, and hopefully to add even more. Yeah you guy's, i wanna do a partime job.. and it is to owe my own shop. And it gonna happen next week...hopefully insyaallah. PRAY for me K. When to Siti's parent house at Bangi this evening and had dinner with her and hubby. So nice being around them. With her niece running around....totally felt like family n crazy some more...Sarah is gettin' bigger and so do Rayyan... duhh they fight a lot like cats n dogs....for me..it's so kelakar...like fighting to get the best attention n teritory...wwooohhooo... n Lil adorable HAZIQ is even cute more and more...lov u dear..!!! On no.... forgot to update IDA(another best buddy) for the latest news. Tomrw i'll be ring-ing her. hehe..... probably gonna arange meeting at IDA's place.... rindu nak makan Patin Masak Tempoyak...n Lil' cubby Aziz..!!

Ok Go-on with Krabi-ing. NICE...sounds like Clubbingggg....when u had a sorethroat...wakakaka...LOL. OK Pas Island Hoping ktrg dgn muka mcm kura2 balik tido kat bilik.....pastu sekor2 terpaksa bangun sebab lapar..... ktrg makan gerai depan bungalow ktrg ktrg yg berdekatan McD. Aku makan nasi goreng tambah sotong n udang..!! Arga 40 bath.....!! Pas makan, ktrg jenjalan... tgh jenjalan tu someone stop us by offering a very good massage deal. And we ask them for a close room. Lucky me, and lucky my body too bcoz...she just pop up by saying... "Sure, we do have a close room for masage." And i just scream in my head..."Thankx GOD..!!". So xtvt malam ktrg for second day is buat BoDy MasSage...arga 300 bath/hrs ...ayoyo manyak murah ini arga..!! My tukang urut, nama dia Vorn...she came from Chieng Mai, Northern part. She's a very nice person, age around 38 and divorce. We chatting n gossipping the whole hour without stop.... hahahaha..!! Until sometime the supervisor will come and check for whAt are we doing...!! Maybe the noise intrupted others.....wuuhhoooo....so sorry..!! Hehe...!! She's good therefor i grand her with good tips. hehe..... Only the luckiest one will get the tips from me...!!!

I don't knew what to call this...see picture above. But normally when u go to spa...Malaysia or Thailand style... they will end up like this. The sound is so like....prap..prap..prap.... and u felt like all your bone is in the right soccet.. wakakaka...!!! Did i get this when i'm doing massage in BANDUNG....duh forgot already. But do not make any judgement yet..... Massage in Indonesia is like....SUPERB too..!! Wanna try it again when i went to BALI...hahaha..!!

After buat body massage ktrg ge jalan2 lagi kat area Ao Nang...sini memang bnyk open BAR...tapi luckily, jumpa kakak jual roti canai coklat yg pakai tudung...aper lagi pas massage n berjalan tak sampai 200meter, ktrg makan lagi..!! Jalan2 nak cari subenier, jumpa ngn street artis..nama dia Ying..kucing dia nama LINDA...gebu dowh bulu Linda ni...geram aku tgk..!! Ying ni suka kucing, kat umah dia ada 40 ekor kucing....and guess what..?? Dia wakil Zhulian kat Thailand...suka bebenor dia ngn Zhulian nih, sambil menunjukkan gelas plastic zhulian dia kat aku.... aku pun layaaaannnn...!! Aku paksa dia nyanyi satu lagu kat aku....hahahhaaha...dgn terpaksa rela dia nyanyi lagu RASA SAYANG....hahahahaha...walaupun ada tatabahasa dan nahunya yg salah.... tapi serius boleh tahan sedap jugak suara Linda ni...eh suara Ying ni...Hahahaha sengal kan ktrg ni, bnyk betul bergaul ngn org setempat. Walhal main reason is nak duduk kt tepi dorank sebab ada kerusi kt ctu.... letih dowh jalan lelama...!! wakakaka

Pas beli subenier segala, jumpa a very cute hairband...so bought it for about 100bath... mintak kurang, nasib baik dapat. Letih jalan, hujan pun renyai2.... tiba2 rasa cam nak minum air panas..... namun apakan daya ianya hampa berlaka...tengah2 malam gerai bnyk dah tutup kecuali satu kedai.... aku order hot tea, dia cakap air panas takder....ice tea ada.... adeh..!! pas aku tgk muka goku, goku tgk muka nadia, nadia tgk balik muka aku... serentak ktrg bangun terus ker McD...time nih hujan renyai2..!! Beli hot tea kt McD arga nearly RM4 duit mlesia..!! Terus ge kedai tadi ktrg order bubur nasi...!! Then aku duduk sebelah mat salleh cute..!! nama dia zach, dia buat Master kat China dlm masa sama dia jadi cikgu kat cna...!! Cute n sporting la Zach ni......dia tak lepak lama sebab dia nak balik tido so ktrg lepak kat cna bertiga...!!! Zach cakap kat negara China FB diharam kan....(Aku baru tahu weh..!!) So dia pun takder la akaun FB. Maka we lost contact with him, just we took his e-mail nway..!! Tito.

(Final day...me in tut-tut)

Hari last. Ktrg bangun awal tak awal sgt.... take turn mandi.... terus packing barang.... ge makan kat kedai yg ktrg sarap semalam.... sebab semalam tak dpt nk menikmati makanan2 itew dgn tenang. Maka arini ktrg makan dengan kadar yg relex..!! Nasi with ayam...and off coz for me teh o panas is wajib for early morning. Orang cakap tak baik utk perempuan sbb angin... yeah i knew...nevermind i always take my HALIA drink also...and green tea is always my delight. So it's like a BALANCE ...is it..LOL..!! After had a breakfast.... heading to TuT tUt.....for a ride to Krabi Town. Duuhhh...its really nothing special there... maybe we are in hurried, so less time to venture the specialtist......when to the MALL n round the town, had a few shopping list to complete. Had a rest at near by stall....... and heading to KRABI airport via another tut tut which charge us another 500bath.

Lucky to reach earlier at the airport....and lots of mat salleh there..!! We had a bless half an hour sleep at the airport while waiting. The hall is crowded and suddently the shout came...Kuala Lumpur..... it just sooo soo afar and u just like is it US..... I just panicky stood....for a good hearing...n then some airport staff begin to shout it loud...KUALA LUMPUR... yeah... not to blame them, due to the UNDER-CONSTRUCTION airport.!! It's will make people hysteric like US...!! Tiga2 ekor tgh sedap bantai tidor.... and wake up just like that....and stupidly heading to depart room.... huhu..!! Duit Bath masih bnyk lagi lam tangan..... so bantai makan dlm flight..... nasi lemak and hot tea..just will be good for me....!! Good for me to fall asleep also..!! Till then....chow..!! Adios amigos..!! wuuhhuuu....!!

NEXT VACATION....NEXT VACATION...!! wakakakakaka

Did I need Someone to make me HAPPY.

2011-02-04T03:38:00.000+08:00

OK... i realise something. I forgot to update my laters KRABI Part III..... hahaha so sorry.... will be later ek u guy's..... forgot oleady where i save those entries...!! K now come back to here, we discuss a little not too serious isues, that some might still wondering..... that....sometime, maybe most of the time...we felt alone, totally singular, totally empty at heart, and totally isolated without any particular reason why those feeling has occured. I'm actually not good at given an advice..... but i really love to share some of my view with others and maybe share some of my friend experience with u guy's.

At the very 20th century, people is still thinking in a very late 80th minded when it came about age and married. I do admit that i'm 27 and i am old enough and suit enough to hold someone hand to call a husband and someone i can carried in my hand to call my baby or children. Pressure will always cross to u guy, especially when i meet all my friends which is in my age. Did i felt pressure..?? To be honest...yup, sometime i do. Did i felt jealous?...of cos dear....nonetheless, i'm just a human not a sweet angel with wing which do not have to pay his car installment every month. Did i felt life is unfare? Yup...i do, i do think that when people came and bugging me by saying.... "When will u get married?"..... duuhhhh..... i wish i can email God to remind him, that maybe he just miss to put my name on the MARRIED list for this year........

Did i felt unhappy or did i hate my life...??? Huh...sorry.... that will be out of my question....!! Why should i think that way. I was, indeed happy the way i am. If i has one wish to change who i am..... i totally will ask GOD to just gave that wish to someone else. I am the way i am....... and to get married is not totally why the reason god has made me to this world. It just part of mylife, its not totally everything in mylife...... I will MARRIED soon, but not in a very rush way. I will married soon, and none of the reason to get married it because evryone around me is MARRIED.

Yes it's true. To has someone as your other half will make ur life complete. But is it will complete when you urself has a very indeed an empty heart. You don't knew where your journey in life. You don't knew your purpose, what u want to achieve. U even felt un-happy.....and hope someone will came to grab ur hand to direct u to the happy pathway. That's totally not gonna happen, when ur objective in life is still rigid.... without the direction its imposible for u to plan the journey in life. Has faith ...... has dignity..... you'll find your own loneliness and coupe with that. You'll be the better person.....to you and others.

Life is not depends on others to became the one that you want in yourlife. Just slowly learn and find it in yourself. You will find your own dignity and be the better person maybe not to others.... it just TO YOU.!! When it came to discuss about Married...?? I just be patience, i knew i will grand a great reward because of that. Most important is....... i am happy with my life now. I'm not perfect person, neither dream to be one. I just want to be who i am.....with a good dignity, and strong intergrity inside me..!!

Thank's for listen to my mumbling.

AdIoS....hehe

KRABI.....Thailand (Part II)

2011-02-01T21:17:00.000+08:00

CONTINUE....

OK for mereka2 yg minat xtvt outdoor, Krabi ni memang specialist dia is RROOOOCCKK Climbing... what i can said about the rock climbing....it's really rock..!! Cantik dowh kawasan batu kapur dia..!...tapi wa tak sempat nak try climbing kat cni, walaupun dah bawak kasut climb...utk menambahkan lg berat beg...hahahhaha...tak cukup time laaa...huhu sayank seksgt..!! And another XTVT is Island Hoping and snorkeling and another one is maybe ClUbBinG kot..!! Hehe ok Krabi ada beberapa National Park.... yg ktrg sempat pegi only one...The Notpharatthara National Park...and the famous Island for this National Park is Phi Phi Island....did u guy's knew that Phi Phi island is takin' from Malay words which is Pulau Api-Api....cooll right..!!

Phi Phi island ni dilingkungi oleh beberapa pulau kecil such as Bamboo Island, Monkey Beach, Phi Phi Lay, Phi Phi Dong, Lohsamah Bay and Maya Bay. Zaman dlu2 Bamboo island ada bnyk pokok buluh.... so org tempatan akan singgah cni amek buluh untuk kutip sarang burung layang kat Phi Phi Lay..!! Tapi sekarang bamboo island....sebatang buluh pun tak nampak.... pokok pine ada laa....!! Ktrg ikut package island hoping for half day dgn harga 1600bath. Ktrg punya guider nama dia Toyib ... yup islam... dia suh panggil dia YeeBB...!!So Bamboo island ni adalah pitstop ktrg yg pertama.....for 45minute ktrg direleased utk buat xtvt yg ktrg suka either nak mandi laut, snorkeling or sun bathing..!!huhu... Pantai dia cantik n sangat putih sampai silau mata memandang.....

After Bamboo Island aku dah tak ingat pulau aper yg ktrg pegi...tapi aku sempat snorkeling kat Monkey beach jer..... Serius bukan nak kutuk ni tau.... just nak bg tahu perkara yg sebenar... kebanjiran perlancong asing yg terlalu ramai menyebabkan industry perlancongan dorank ni tak terkawal.... bot2 perlancongan terlalu banyak dan majoriti semua guna high horse power..... What i can say and only said that it totally gave a negetive impact to the coral.... majoriti coral kat cni dah mati sayang seksangat. Dah la coral dia besar2...and it totally sad when u see them without a colour....!! Coral is one of very sensitive creatures... it took them more then 100 years to became just the tiny little thing that we saw on TV. And most important is they cannot live in an area which has high wave or current. With the speed boat enjine more then 500 hpower.....what u gonna say more..!! Hmmm.... Sayang seksangat...and they have 7 national park and 4 of them has been close due to the damage of the coral species..!! Hmm harap2 benda cam ni tak terjadi kat Malaysia..... (tak sabar lak nak repeat Perhentian Island for the second time...!!)

After island hoping ktrg dibawa lunch kat Phi Phi Don....semua org dah kebulur seksangat lapar ..... memang ktrg bantai makan kow-kow...!! Siap masukkan ayam goreng n fish fillet lam sealed plastic bag. Dan memang berguna betul bila kul 3ptg xtvt ni tak habes2 lagi, ktrg dengan tanpa segan silu makan depan mat saleh, mat jepun, mat korea.... dan seantoreo nya... tanpa sedikit pun mempelawa mereka.... takut tak cukup lak nnt..!! Misti dorank cakap Org Mlesia ni kuat makan....i tak boleh nak buat apa.... i memang jenis kuat makan.....bayangkan ktrg terlalu lapar...megi kari arga 150bath equal to rm15 kat maya bay pun ktrg bantai beli....!! Lapor wehh...!! Muka seko2 dah mcm kerang busuk menahan lapor.....

To Be Continue........

KRABI.....Thailand (Part I)

2011-02-01T21:02:00.002+08:00

Sori lama tak hapdep blog ni.... rasa cam ....rasa cam malas la senang cakap.... wakakakakaka... maka ari ni dah rasa rajin skit so wa pablish cerita wa ge jalan2 kat pantai Ao Nang, KRABI.... Thailand. Kalo korank tak tahu mana Ao Nang ngn Krabi so wa bg goget map sekali supaya kita leh sesama study balik geographi yg dah lama kita tinggal....... yeah cik puan Goku... Krabi still kat selatan Thailand .... bukan middle Thailand tau.... hehe...!!

Wokeh wa ge Pantai Krabi ni on 23 to 25 Jan 2011 dgn arga tambang murah dari Air Asia, pas 2 ari wa berjaya beli tiket, airasia buat promo lagi dengan arga 3 kali lagi murah dari arga tiket asal wa.... marah n berhangen punya pasal..... wa majuk tanak bukak laman web airasia barang 2 minggu...!! Hangen jeerr rasa.!! Ok Krabi ni wa rasa daerah dia kot...... wa pun konpius ekcheli.... n Ao Nang ni kira pantai dia kot mcm Tanjung Bidara, mcm Pantai Klebang, Pantai cherating kat pahang dll. Dan specialist of this area of cos pantai yg menarik tertarik ko memang the BoM.... dimana mat salleh semua pakai tutup yg wajib jer.... hahahaha..... And one important thing is when Leonardo D'Caprio berlakon cerita The Beach (korank penah tgk citer ni, aku pun tak penah weh) kat Monkey Island kat cni.... maka mat salleh dtg dgn kaedah yg sgt berduyun-duyun. Even it's quite difficult to see an Asian here.....lot's n lot's of matsalleh ... i tell ya'... I heard a romour saying that cerita The Beach ni bagi kesan Negetive to this area.....why?? Jap ge wa Story..!!

(Me, Nadia n Goku)

Hari pertama sampai ktrg habis kan masa cari penginapan n bantai makan dulu. Kat cni korank tak yah risau sebab majoriti org islam so makan jer kat tepi2 jalan dengan arga yg sgt berpatutan n rasa nya pun sedap. Even mat salleh pun bnyk makan kat tepi jalan.... tapi kalo nak high class pun tak der hal.... sebab majoriti arga steak house, or BBQ dia pun still affordable lagi la...around 160 Bath per dish yg paling standard la..... i think, quite Ok laa..!! And what to say sebab ktrg pergi time peak season, so semua barang naik arga.... rumah banglow ktrg yg tak langsung melambangkan banglow pada pemikiran aku pun kena charge 1600 bath.... gaduh punya gaduh, sampai dealer tu geleng kepala sambil sebut.."Hayati...hayati..." Nak tergelak aku...!! last2 aku cakap aku tanak guna khidmat dia, sbb aku nak cari backpackers punya lodge jer... sbb aku cakap budget aku 1000 bath jer utk penginapan..... last2 dia mengalah..!! Bg bungalow tu dgn charge 1000 bath... dem betul... dah sah2 bilik tu boleh dapat lagi murah...!! OK enough with marah2.....

Pas jalan2 area pantai, ktrg ge wat masage kaki ngn arga 200bath sejam.... mula2 tu memang mulut asyik bercakap jer ngn pekerja2 spa tu.... mcm2 kitrg borak. Tapi pas 20minit...terus tido terlentok atas kerusi sampai tak sedar diri..... mula2 ktrg masuk memang spa tu takder org.... pas ktrg tertido n bangun, sedar2 ramai giler mat saleh dlm tu buat body masage. Pas buat masage ktrg bergegas nak cari teksi nak ge pasar malam kt Krabi town......satu teksi 500bath...last2 jumpa tut tut...bayar satu kepala 60bath. Terus lompat masuk tut-tut. Lam tut2 ktrg jumpa pelancong jepun (Backpacker), nama yuki. Berani giler yuki ni travel sensorang. Respect aku. Dia dari India terus ke Malaysia, pas tgk Thaipusam kat Batu Caves, dia terus ker Langkawi. Then dari cna dia terus dtg Krabi n pasni nak ge Bangkok n tak tahu mana next destination. Aku tanya dia ok tak KRabi ni....... dia cakap dia lagi suka Langkawi..... aku dah gelak besar. Dia ni jenis suka Harddrink...sebab tu kot dia suka Langkawi.... kat cna kan liquor dorank jual murah giler...!! Bear pun dah mcm arga air coke..!!

Krabi town 30min dari Ao Nang...... memang tak ada aper yg menarik seksgt....senang cakap kalo tak der Pasar Malam ni, memang takder aper la yg menarik. Bar pun tak bnyk...senang cakap memang tak ader aper sgt..!! Ok hotel murah ada la.... si Yuki punya bilik arga 300 bath jer.....cis jeles aku..!! Ktrg jalan2 kat pasar malam...start melangkah masuk jer dah dengar org main alat muzik seakan2 gamelan la kat Mlesia ni.... and simply pakaian dorank memang nak seakan2 org melayu....huhu..impress me a lot..! Aper yg best kat cni Makanan laa..... bnyk makanan yg menarik. Nadia beli ais krim goreng...sedap dowh..!! Aku Beli ice blended strawberi...masam sikit....tapi still sedap..!! Barang2 kat cni lebih kurang jer arga kat Mlesia so tak best sgt utk shopping. Aku target nak beli lukisan for my kampung house...arga RM400 ok.... cancel, nnt i pegi Bali i beli kat cna.....!! Pas bersalam2 ngn Yuki...ktrg blah balik Ao Nang.... sambung berjalan2 kat pekan kecik Ao Nang cari T-shirt murah...yg memang TAk MurAh....ok..!!

To be continue.....

Gosip...gosip....

2011-01-21T09:23:00.000+08:00

Korank korank semua....... korank dengar tak gosip terbaru....tentang kita punya Zodiak dah bertukar, dulu ada 12 jer kan....... ala leo, virgo, scorpion, gemini, taurus...benda alah tu semua la.... sekarang dah ada 13, tambah lagi satu for....OPHIUCHUS....bapak tak glemer nama zodiak ni...mcm bunyi..opocot's.!! Wakakakakakakakaka.....

U'olls goget- goget la sendiri kat sini... or cari la sendiri guna New Zodiac 2011.

Walaupun takder la percaya sngt ngn ramalan zodiak ni sebab haram kalo kita percaya benda2 cam ni, namun (hehe) saya suka tgk karekter manusia yg bernaung lam setiap zodiak2 ni sebab from that we can learn their attitutude, some more it will help us in handling those kind of people and their moods.

I was a taurian before, which is u guys know...big headed, stubborn, aggressive, dislike change, easy going and of cause sensitive(oowwhh..its really truelly is ME..!!). Taurian is someone who knew What To Do and How To Do person...(is it like..REALLY..!!). Worrying, fretting or getting nervous is definitely not their characters...Hmmm...i meet someone afew months ago, which knew exactly how's other people characters.....its amaze me and scared me at the same time!! Nway he just told me that i have a very wickness in me...which is i NEVER scare of Anyone and Anything...duuhhhh impossible laa... i scare to ALLAH what..?? yup..!! I scare the ghost and hantu thing because i afraid what kind of appearance they will showed in front of me.... hahahahahahaaha......OK..OK...back to main topic..!!

My new zodiac is actually an Aries..... OK Aries....like duhh..!!

Strengths :- Adventurous, Energetic, Courageous, and Confident..!!

Weaknesses:- Self-centered, short-tempered, Impulsive and Impatient..!!

Hahahahahahahahahhaah....LOL..... sh*Ts..... its really me also..impulsive and impatient!!

Guys chekeddaut for ur own reaction also...TATA..

Minggu TAKder Mood...

2011-01-19T11:03:00.000+08:00

Hi uoll's.....wassap....wassap...!! Minggu ni betul2 rasa cam takder mood seksgt......rasa mcm malasnya .... tapi tak tau malas apa, malas sebab apa, dan malas kenapa.?? Probably i'm in my tight bugget...so mood pun rasa cam tak best la..senang cakap..mood swing!! Sebabnya... sakit hati tgk henbeg cantik2 tapi tak leh nk beli, tgk kamera SLR tapi tak leh beli, baju long-singlet warna hijau jaring2 mcm jala ikan yg trendy tapi tak leh beli sebab budget kena control. Nak makan pun kena kawal skit.......tensionnya....!!

Dah la ari isnin aritu merupakan antara the-most-Monday Blues or hari malang dlm hidupKU..... Rekod dtg keje 35min lambat.... pastu ramai giler member opis i MC, yg lain nya keje tak sama shift, so terpaksa la ge makan sensorg.....adeh..!! Paling tak suka makan sensornk, misti budak lelaki akan pandang2 i.... mungkin mereka berkata....."KAYA GAK MINAH INDON or SIAM ni makan kat tempat camni..." Dem. Tapau KFC, time nak keluar parking keta kena block pulak..... ayam jantan jalak panjang, kambing, kucing, hanjing dan macam2 lagi sumpah seranah yg keluar. Last2 KFC yg tapaw tu aku makan lam keta...dem kan..?? Entah la hadam ker tak makanan aku tu sebab mulut sibuk mengunyah sambil memaki mercedes benz plat WTF... memang wat the betul laaa.....Lama weh....dekat setengah jam gak laa..... memang panas membara, ayam kfc tu pun aku makan dengn kaedah samseng makan time nak tunggu mangsa lalu..... lam kepala otak baik punya aku karang ayat nak belasah owner keta nih...mula2 karang lam bahsa melayu .... then karang lam bahasa Enggeris, kalo owner cina atau mat salleh.....hhmmmm.....last2 sorank pakcik dtg, then dia angkat tangan kat wa, dgn tergesa2 dia masuk lam keta dia.....belah camtu...!!! Adeh......terus aku sedut air strawberi yg sejuk gedi tu bnyk2....nk kurang kan rasa panas badan..!!!

Pas keje, aku terus balik umah, lepak kt ruang tamu sedar2 dah tergolek tidor..... muakakakaaka....azan magrib baru bangun, mandi semayang segala guna speed paling laju yg aku boleh buat time aku letih....!! Walhal nak kena ge amek stok earring kul 8 kat Cheras Perdana..... goget-goget maps warehouse tu.... save lam kepala, sbb printer ink habis 6thn yg lalu wakakaka....terus pecut ge pickup PAKCIK. Dah kul 8mlm.....hehe terus msg pekerja gudang tu cakap aku lambat 45min. Memang tak ckp bnyk ngn Pakcik, just cakap..."takper aku drive..!!"

Pakcik tanya..."Nak ge amek kat mana..??"

Aku jawab.."Cheras Perdana..??"

"Mana Peta...!!" Huh macam tahu2 jer aku selalu sesat jalan, tak jumpa jalan dan jalan entah kemana2.

Jawapan yg agak membanggakan diri aku sendiri... "Takper....dh save lam kepala otak..??"

Aku malas nak lalu belakang Jusco sebab jauh, lam goget maps ada jln shortcut lalu kawasan kilang n terus tembus kawasan perumahan....Sekali dah masuk kawasan kilang, nak turn kiri dah tak boleh daaa..... dh la kawasan kilang tu menyeram kan....semak samun...lalang lagi tinggi dari aku..gelap lak tu.... terus laju2 aku pecut keluar dr kawasan tu. Pakcik duduk diam jer....sepatah pun tak cakap..!! Nak masuk jalan besar...sesat pulak kat kilang perabot.....pun diam lagi...!! Sampai kat jalan besar terus aku jerit kuat2.....

"Fuh..!!! Nasib baik tak jumpa hantu...!!" wakakakakaaka....

Kul 9 baru sampai kat Cheras Perdana. Bayar kt owner tu baki duit, pakcik tegur kat lam keta, "Banyaknya bayar..!!" ...aku diam jer...!!!..... Pas dah dapat earring, balik umah terus dgn JAKUN nya melihat2 hasil dagangan aku..!! Bnyak dowh..!! Memang niat asalnya separuh aku wat koleksi, lg separuh nak kena jual... sebab warehouse tu tak jual in small quantity.... kena beli bnyk2..!! Then msg my friend yg ada BOOTH kat Bazaar Maep mlm sabtu, tanya dia ... ko niaga lagi tak kat cna, aku nak tumpang jual earring..?? Jawapan nya TAK.....

Oh no.... terpaksa la aku goreng those earring buat makanan aku sampai habes bulan ni.

Minggu depan balik kampung lagi nak kena pow lagi ngn adik2.....

Then ge umah member bertunang lagi...... adoiyai..!!!

Memang takder mood.....saper baca entry ni pun confirm leh hilang mood.

Situasi Sekarang....

2011-01-17T02:16:00.000+08:00

Saya tak boleh tido..... YUP..!!
Saya keje shift pagi besok....YUP..!!
Saya risaukan sepupu saya Excidence....YUP..!!
Idea saya dtg secara tiba-tiba..... YUP..!!

MOST IMPORTANT IS......
Saya tak sabar nak tunggu habis keje ...YUP..!!
Saya nak pegi gudang amek EARRING yg saya ORDER...YUP..!!
Earring tu bukan satu dua atau sepuluh pair...YUP..!!
Saya beli more then 100 pair.....YUP..!!
Saya tamak....YUP...!!
I just notice that i was TAMAK while myhand is dancingly press the keyboard just now...YUP..!!
Tapi takleh buat apa sbb dah bank in the downpayment ....YUP..!!
Sebenar2nya nak beli besi penyangkut earring jer...YUP..!!
But couldn't resist to left all those cute tiny thing yg memanggil2 I......alasan tak munasabah ..YUP..!!
I'm gonna replace my STAMP collection hobby to EARRING collection... ok alasan yg boleh diterima...YUP..!!
Saya seorang yg tidak sabar....YUP....!! (Ala semua org dah tahu dah pun...!!)

Nnt i show u guy's my earring collection.....K...!! Pada pandangan mata saya takder la banyak sangat collection tu..... pada pandangan saya jer laa.... tak tahu la org lain mcm mana..!! Hehe (*-*) Babai

Is waiting....

2011-01-11T18:05:00.000+08:00

I've been given birth by my mum to be one of the lucky impatient butt. Hahahaha..... seorg yg sangat tidak sabar dlm kebnykkan hal.... tak sabar nak pakai baju atau earring yg baru beli.... tak sabar nak makan makanan yg tiba2 teringin nak makan..... walaupun makanan tu susah nak dapat.... saya akan berusaha juga untuk dapatkannya....tak sabar nak beli gagget2 yg saya nak....walaupun barang tu semua takder la kepentingan sangat pun. Tak Berguna langsung utk perkembangan ibu dan anak.... tapi tetap saya rasa macam nak seksgt gagget2 tuh....

Dan benda yg paling terbaru yg saya rasa tak sabar seksangat adalah..... BOOK SALE........ yahooooo... yahhooo.... yahhhhooooo....!!! Its a Big Bad Wolf tremendously-i-gotta-tell-ya book sale. The book is extreamly cheap... around RM8 - RM15..... yup i knew..!! Sometime i can spend the whole day in book store and start to advice myself firmly to go back dear, your money is started to thin..... HA HA.. My friend (Karthik) told me it suppose to be in the middle of January..... and i utmostly think that i've just wait for abaout a zillion years since December and still there is no news about those sale.... Hope somebody will pop-up the news for me..............

PS:- .... i'm gonna went for a new year vacation in mid-Jan.....can't wait....Huhu..!!

LOVE Lesson

2011-01-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

To Jane who always like this garden,

To Joseph who always stayed beside her.

-Nothing Hill

Dewa buta kutujukan asa, Tempatku bergantung harapan,

Bahagia kupinta, Kecewa yang dia berikan.

-SUDARA, Arenawati

Love is full with coincedence,

Even two parallel line will someday meet.

-Turn Left, Turn Right

Kenapa tak goyangkan saja locengnya berderai....

Atau aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai...

-Ada apa dengan Cinta

If he is not meant for you. Just let him go.!!

-Triumph in the Sky

Perlukah aku melupakan bau dahlia,

Gemercik air gunung

Laut & camar...

Senja yang Mengembang itu..??

Alangkah payahnya melupakanmu.

-Siti Zainon Ismail

The meaning of LOVE is always expand and infinite...Sometime just follow your guts...!!

Bling...bling...blingg....

2011-01-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

Yeah.... maka arini merupakan hari yg sangat mengembirakan untuk aku sebagai seorang pekerja swasta yg sgt dedikasi (sangat laaa....) dengan kerja nya..... kerana arini merupakan ari dimana mampu memberi satu sinaran aura yg gilang gemilang lagi terpancar cahaya disebalik senyuman ku yg hening...

Muakakakakakaka....gaji dah masuk..!! Abeh semua budak opis aku tegur... bgtahu gaji dah masuk. Yg aku tak jumpa ngn mata kepala sendiri aku korbankan kredit aku untk sms ngn dorank.....kasi tahu Gaji dah masuk.... Entah laaa rasa cam satu harapan yg sgt indah bila kita check ATM then tgk amount lam bank ada berkoyan-koyan.... SHIOK ooo..!!! Rasa cam tiba2 dah jadi cam orang kaya....

Tapi sekejap jer duit tu duduk lam bank tak sampai 24jam tak sempat nk beranak pinak ..aku dah terpaksa keluarkan..... untuk bayar hutang2 aku....Amount hutang nearly RM1500...... Termasuk hutang tiket flight and hutang booking laban rata yg BAPAK mahal..... RM500, dulu masa first time aku naik Kinabalu tak bnyk pun aku bayar dlm >RM200 jer..... second time aku naik, guna pass student perhutanan bayar dalam RM250, skng dh meningkat secara sgt mendadak.... Kadang2 rasa cam marah ngn diri sendiri... kenapa la ada hobi Mendaki Gunung ni..?? Menyusahkan betul.... (sambil sekeh kepala sendiri..).

Itu tiket kapal terbang ge KK lum beli lagi..... water rafting kt Padas tak bayar lagi..... Adoi....!! Patut la org cakap makin bnyk gaji kita, makin tak cukup duit sebenarnya.... dulu aku tak percaya...than sekarang THANX... kena batang hidung sendiri......fine..!!!

Even its difficult to said.....somehow..... Bye camera SLR...pospone bulan depan, Bye mesin basuh auto, bye meja study yg cute..... semuanya pospone...pospone.... and pospone utk bulan depan or maybe bulan seterusnya........

Wa tatak muleh tito....

2011-01-03T03:50:00.003+08:00

Adeh... dah biasa keje shift malam selama 2 minggu menyebab kan aku dah mengalami penyakit yg amat sensara iaitu TAK LEH NAK TIDO.....

Dapat lelap sekejap jer..... kul 12.30 sampai kul 1.30am.... maka skang masuk lah time hyperactive aku.... damn betul..!!

Tadi sehari suntuk round midvalley.... just beli ladys cap jer.... tapi duit bnyk habis untuk makanan....hahahaahaha....

Tadikan pusing2 kedai sport ADIDAS kt The Garden, terjumpa la satu Jacket warna black.... pAkCik cakap kalo aku pakai memang CUN giler.... Berbunga2 gak la rasa dipuji, walaupun dia bkn puji aku tapi puji Jacket tu.... brand Stella Mccartney broo...!!! Aku dh target kalo arga RM200 aku amek.... dah siap terbayangkan aku pakai jacket ni bawak ge opis.... almaklum la opis aku tu pakai aircone tahap turbo punya..... even pakai jacket biasa still menggigil lg......Jacket tu Lebih kurang cam gambo bawah ni....

Material dia memang nice giler, aku pun taksure buat dari aper.......Tapi Harga memang walla the best la.... Nak terlucut tempurung lutut nengok tagprice..... RM900++ hahahahahaha...... terus letak balik.....!! serius cantek dowh....!!! Kalo Gaji aku RM5000 memang aku capai tanpa berpikir panjang.....fullstop..!!

Then nasib baik la aku amek pamplet kamera canon tadi..... hahahaha maka start dari kul 2.30 tadi sampai skang, dah nak masuk kul 4am.... aku tak habes2 lagi dok study kamera mana yg best..!!

SLR or not SLR...?? hhmmmm.......

Port Dickson with Him.....

2010-12-31T18:43:00.000+08:00

Accompanied him to collect his master degree data, i just stood in my car and do nothing... and begging to crave for a delicious food in town every 10 minute. Hehehehe.... so for not wasting my time and just stayed like a BOSS in a bosses seat, i snap a few picture........ just the beginner my self...... hope this picture is OK.... don't KUTUK me OK.... i'm still learning...!! Huhu

Love this LAdang house, kind like a haunted, surround with and only with palm oil, even if u paid me 10K.... i'll think a zillion twice to stayed here....lucky i didn't get a goosebump....or felt seram sejuk...!!

This is one of my good achievement..... it took me about half an hour just to catch this view....those bangau never stayed stood for a very long time, all they knew just fly here, fly there, fly again and then flew away...!! And this picture is one of the best...its actually far, u knew.... lucky to have a zoom-ing thing. I'm sooo concentrated taking this picture until hadn't realise that there is a Sime darby police coming toward me. We don't have any permit to enter in their properties.... i just burst in the sudden panic by saying.... i'm a student and about to collect the bird data that migrated in Malaysia.... Lucky to have UPM stickers in my car.... And he just said "OK then, just do not take long time....!" Fuuuhhhhh..... one lucky butt i am..!!!

This kak long also is tought to be catch by hand and even via using a camera. It took me the whole two week just to catch this rat eating eagle coz i only heard his sound rather then his appearence. Beautifull isn't she @ he.........i don't knew his gender, the sempat nak selak tgk hahahaha....lucah sekejap..!! I think eagle is the most arogant animals in the bird world.... they select their food, their the best hunter, and most important is... they just stood at the highest branch of the highest tree...!!Cool right..!!

Burung cak rumah..... kalo tak silap.... tapi kalo silap nanti saya betul kan.... huhu

What a lucky to get this woody wood Pecker..... this is en-route to Casa Recardo and just a bit sudden flew this little beautifull with shreeettt shrreeeetttt sound.... agak nyaring sampai mencicik aku menyorok belakang PaKcik.... takut weh....!! Wa ni muka memang macho tapi manyak penakut ini olang...!!! Hehehehe

Hah...kat bawah tu adalah pantai tanjung tuan, dan penah pd satu masa dulu orang nampak buaya tembaga bersidai jemur kain ..... jemur badan laa.... kat bawah ctu...!! huhu aku tak tahu la betul ker tak cerita ni ... kalo org yg cerita tu tipu aku... maka aku dah leh catat rekod sebab leh TIPU korank semua yg baca blog aku ni....

Gambo ni tangkap time dah nak senja, and hujan mcm nak turun.... view sgt menarik tapi entah la.... kamera salah setting atau aku yg tak pandai tangkap sebab time ni lapor seksgt.... terbayang kan siakap steam jer...!!!

DONE......!!!

I Climb the Mountain

2010-12-31T04:59:00.003+08:00

I climb the mountain..... but I certainly not like those maniac and crazy reckless to climb the hell out of the mountain around the world. I just climb when i felt like i want to..... i have the mood to climb, and kind like i suddenly said "YES" when some of my friend asked to join them and often occured in the middle of the big jungle out off civilization i will think back that "what the hell am i doing here". CLASSIC isn't it. Sort of ...HELLO please be certain with your decision..... hahahahaha....

OK back to mountaineering. I don't knew why but i always felt like attach to the memory of each mountain that i climb. Have you notice that when involve with nature, you'll never felt boring even you've experince it for many time. They always in my heart and always like waiting for me to climb back and meet those spirit... the spirit of achiever... the spirit who love being free and challenge.... not other people, not just the nature but, to challenge thier own spirit and soul.... to gain a new experience. That is what i felt when i do mountaineering.

For now....spirit to climb is much lesser then i am when i was early 20's (I don't wanna said that i'm OLD). Now i became even more agitated when it come about my health and my body. Maybe due to a few sickness that i suffer for the last few years..... and the death of one of my friends due to menigitis and my uncle due to heart attack. I felt that life is worth then that.... its not just about the experience. Since that, i quite keen or easy to said quite particular when it comes about HEALTH. You guy's should felt the same way thou.....huhu..!! I'm not just keen about healthier body..... i just keen more then that.... the healthier SPIRIT. What is inside u sometime seem hidden but actually that is the MOST thing that will represent the way you are upon other people......which i knew....most of us...just ignore it....!!

OK again.... back to mountaineering XTVT. hahahahaaha....... to be honest... i miss MOUNT KINABALU... even i climb it twice... still i felt like a lot more to venture inside those mountain. Hopefully the very new YEAR will became one of my memorable year for i want to climb it for the third time. Just pray for my luck and my dream guys.... coz i will always pray for your good....!! Till Then ADIOS...!!!

PS:- i wrote in the middle of my shift... sort of irresponsible.... i think better then i just stayed stood and sleep at my table ... right... It just cross 5am in the morning...!! HUHU ~_~

Tolong Dengarkan Aku.....

2010-12-30T20:33:00.001+08:00

Hahahaha.... tengah bersiap nak pegi keje tapi sempat lagi tulis blog. Keje shift malam .... agak enjoy la sebab lg bnyk mata tertutup lagi tercelik..... nak nak lak hujung tahun memang Org amareka ngn europe tgh cuti..... nak dapat satu email pun susah.......

Tgh bersiap pakai krim segala .... time nak sikat rambut baru perasan..... panjang rambut tak sama.... sebenar nya memang dah lama perasan tapi tak berkesempatan nak ge salon.... suh dia potong kan..... Sekali sekala tgh.... rasa cam malu gak.... serius buruk.... panjang sebelah kiri ngn kanan pun tak sama.... ini kes sebab ge potong salon, aku ingat dia buat potong layer.... rupa2 nya dia potong V shape beb.... perggghhh... balik umah baru perasan.... then malas nak ge balik salon tu..... maka dengan bacaan BISMILLAH.... aku amek gunting potong kertas...... ZAPPP..... sekali jer..... terus hilang part hujung yg muncung tu..... puas hati aku..... then terasa cam best lak..... gunting cna skit...cni skit..... maka hasilnya jadi la cam rambut sekarang ni....... then makin lama makin panjang lak.,... lagi la buruk.....sebijik macam ekor ayam serama......

So misi pasni..... nak ge salon potong.... HUDUH sgt biar lelama..... hehe...

Enjoy this song for what i felt at this moment.....
PS:- enjoy lak baca blog awek Khairul Fahmi.....blog org tgh bercinta la kata kan.... chiow.. nak ge keje!!

Kisah Raksaksa

2010-12-17T11:21:00.000+08:00

Anda penah tak mengalami satu pengalaman di tempat kerja dimana anta melihat jari anda dan menyilangkannya sambil membayangkan jari-jemari anda ini seperti seekor raksaksa yang sedang mengganas mencari mangsanyaa.... dia merayap diatas meja sambil menggerakkan sesunggutnya untuk mencari musuh utk berlawan.... raksaksa ini menggerakkan jari-jemarinya hatta mirip seekor sotong kurita yang dah kekenyangan sebab makan sebungkus nasi lemak.... namun berasa sangat hampa kerana tiada musuh yg datang bertandang untuk beliau menguji tahap tenaganya kerana telah makan sesuatu yg mempunyai kalori yg agak tinggi...... raksaksa ini berusaha lagi......

OK done.... telephone desk aku dah berbunyi..... admin dah dapat detect aku bukak laman web yg tak berkaitan ngn keje.... CHOW...!!!

COMPLICATED LIFE OR life is complicated

2010-11-29T20:37:00.001+08:00

Hello guys....
I've been for a vacation to the planet of PLUTO for a very long time..... the plane had a technical problem while i'm in Mars. We stop by for a moment to fill the fuel at Jupiter. Had some insane customer whom pretend to kill himself by using a spoon and smash the spoon to the the window.... we might afraid that the window will break coz the waranty date was long time being due..... we just pushed him through the emergency door while we reach Saturn sky. Nope.... not that very cruel..... we just gave him the parachute because we never care where he is landing.... just the thing has been state on our goodies bag while our passenger bought their ticket. So we have to gave him anyway.

We arrived at Uranus, to fetch other passenger and continued our journey to Pluto soon after. It took about a zillion years to find the planet, which look quite similar with the star and other big rock. The rock sometime get hit by one another and splash it tiny dirt as big as a boulder to our plane. It scare me damn hell. Lucky our pilot has an experience for 15 years ..... he still young thou. 25 years old..... he's experience in aveation for 5 years and another 10years while playing a game boy and PS3. Not to mention the brickgame which his father bought at night market.... because those thing is not valid while you when for an interview.....Note that K.

Opppss forgot to tell you guys that the passenger that we fetch in uranus is damn weird....there are white in colour with those spiky long tentacle in thier head.......which contain only two big eye and a big long nose. Wonder where's the brain is.....!!! Thier big ballonize body was empty...and it look really like the blopfish... quite scary.... but funny at the same time. They just slide on the pathway and leave a slimy green YIKES!! liquid and sticky at the same time which gave a problem to the flight attendence to clean it. Lucky i'm just the passenger...... me to clean those mess.... hell NO..!! Not even in my dream...!!

I am mad..... when we about to land, the planet that we think is PLUTO has been crash by a splashing big rock. It just hit those thing and within 1.2 second according to earth clock the planet is totally gone. So the pilot just push the "cancel landing" button, and he push the "neutral" button as he don't know what to do, i knew his feeling coz i've had an experience while playing PS2 myself, you knew in just a sudden you've been attack my enemies and your flight is blown without u realise it.... that kind of feeling the pilot felt.. All the passenger was stood there on their seat.... and we heard only silent. The romours come in just within a minute, caught by one of the family members of one of the pilot. He actually forgot to kept along the MAP to Pluto, he actually mistaken it by taking the map to neptune because it place side by side in his drawer. He just realise his mistake while we landing (not quite a landing) to kick those madness mental problem guy. He about to turn back to EARTH, but might afraid his mom (whom is the passenger) to gave his a full free lecture for the pass another 50years of his life so he just continued the journey with the risk..... that even he doesn't knew what it is.........( quite an adventure person... is he..?? tumb up for that....)

..................... to be continue

The Unpredictable creatures

2010-10-22T23:02:00.001+08:00

After went back from a Nature Guide course, I am STRUGGLING myself to find a new job. The struggling part included wake up late in the morning, watching TV the whole day, playing zombies game for a couple of hour, taking a nap(duhh..!!) for a couple an hour too. When i'm hungry... just grap a cheese and add a bit of chilli sous or sometime fried some sausage and wrap it with sous and salad..... or fried egg with kicap cap kipas udang is much better suite my appetite. Hmmm.... i am struggling.... i do...!!

Duh its quite hard to find a job nowaday, however it is easier to find a jobless..... just find it in ME...!! Huh..!! But guess what..?? When you are a jobless and you just stayed at home.... life is sometime like a heaven. B'cos you don't have to schedule anything, you don't need to mess your head with all kind of problems, you don't have to wake up early in the morning to reach the punch card..... you just had a plessure with your life and start counting which drama after this and and what drama after that.....!! Huhu.... start mumbling againt...!!

Whatever... will find a suite job for me soon. With the lacking of money day by day.... i just excidently grab a nice black leather boots for myself yesterday. The boots was just so elegant, nice, sweet and polite..she soo beautiful.... i just felt sorry if i didn't get her.....!!! Will start to save money after this... i'll promise..!!

I miss to go travel.... and i miss to climb a mountain.... i miss everything....!! I'll find a job very soon.... b'cos i am planning to go to Kanchanaburi or maybe Bali by the end of this year....!!! Go Go chaiyok..!! TATA for now..!!

PROUD to be MALAYSIAN II

2010-08-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

Perghhhhh.... sekarang semakin banyak sentiment anti Malaysia dari negara jiran yang sangat menyampahkan... totally annoyed and some sort off disgusting..... come on guys for real..... can you grown up please.... or else do being rational rather then acting like stupid bastard..or totally not soo cool bandit... absolutely WTF...you MF!!! Oppppsss..... !! Soorrreeyyy... i AM mad....!!

Sejarah sendiri menunjukkan yg rakyat seberang ini cintakan keganasan....... we can remind it .....terutamanya melalui cara mereka mendapat kemerdekaan dari Belanda. Namun kita mendapat kemerdekaan melalui perbincangan tanpa melakukan rusuhan atau pertumpahan darah seperti mereka........ I think maybe they thought that their the best nation in south east asia and they deserve a well respect from others.... but duuhhh ... HELLO ... to gain a respect is to showed others that you deserve it... otherwise .... yeah stay out off the track... take corruption as your god and poverty as your goddesses.. huh..!!!

We are quite rational when doing any action and i do hope this kind of rationalization is remain forever...... Nonetheless we're heading from third world to be a developed country...Showed how professional we are in handling this kind of chaos..rather then showed how stupid, idiot and maniac THEY are...!!!.. MAY ALLAH Bless MALAYSIA.... and HAPPY 53-INDEPENDENCE DAY bloggers......

Selamat BERPUASA

2010-08-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

Hahahahaha....... dah lama rupanya aku tak tulis dalam blog nih.... ari ni pun dah masuk ari ker 17 ramadhan, kalo tak silap aku la.... takder kalender lak kat area cni maka aku main bantai teka jerr...!!! Huhu.... bnyk gak perubahan yg berlaku dalam hidup aku..... first meja study kat INTROP dah ditukar.... dah takder partition.... maka meja disusun macam susunan budak2 sekolah rendah.... saling memandang antara satu sama lain..... tapi yg tak best nya takder soket electrik (aku tak tahu nak panggil apa benda alah tuh) nak pasang laptop. Maka kat INTROP nih soket electric menjadi satu benda yg sangat berharga mcm ayam golek yg dijual kat bazaar ramadhan....kena beratur panjang kalo nak beli ...... hmmm...!!! Oleh sbb bulan posa aku malas nak kutuk lebih2.... just... what are they thinking..... GOD help me...!!!

Awal2 bulan posa aku dah berniat nak kurangkan penggunaan duit...... tapi apa kan daya, hal sebaliknya pulak berlaku..... sikit2 buffet ramadhan..... sikit2 majlis berbuka kat luar...... aduuhhh..... memang terbaik la... RM100 cukup utk sehari atau 2 hari..!!! Huh...!! Oleh itu aku decide balik kampung awal.......... bleh makan dengan kadar yg sangat bnyk tanpa mengeluarkan duit kita barang sesen pun..... yes..!! save duit...!! HEHEHEHE......Maka tarikh aku pulang ke kampung telah ditentukan iaitu BESOK pagi.... tarrraaaaa....!!! DRIVE sensorg, malas lak nak suh adik aku dtg cni tlg drive....... aku slumber jer drive sensorang pepagi buta, sebab aku tahu HANTU kena ikat bebulan ramadhan nih, so tak perlu la risau kena sergah ker haper..!! Yg penting hati2 drive jgn TIDO n kalo tak larat burn la posa bawak bekal fresh oren siap2 in cast dahaga......!!!!.DARURAT.... nnt saya ganti la balik...!!!

Oh ya.... aritu seminggu sebelum posa aku join batch min pegi white water rafting kat Sungai kampar perak under RIVERBUG......... Sungai level 3, boleh tahan la......!!! Dapat student price so bayar RM120 jer..!! Ok la jugak tapi rasanya yg kat Kuala Kubu Bharu tuh lagi happening kot.... Sungai level 4, memang menjerit jer kerjanya bila nampak jeram sebab cuak...... guide Khersonesse pun si Am nampak la keprofessional-an dia. (Huhu ....sori kalo sy nih salah menilai tapi saya tulis berdasarkan aper yg saya alami.... huhu....) Dan benda yg paling happening bila jari manis aku ter-bend ker belakang time si guide(lupa aku nama dia nih) tuh campak aku time nak naik dinghi.... hasilnya sampai skrang jari manis sebelah kanan aku nih bengkak n takleh nak straight. Hmmm.... kalo sarung cincin misti stuck tak leh nak masuk...... terbaik kan...... jari manis pulak tuh...!! Nasib baik aku takder perancangan nak kawen buat masa nih....!!! Hangen betul aku.... kalo kecederaan aku yg buat sendiri aku takder hal, ini sebab kesalahan org lain aku yg jadi mangsa memang aku hangin tahap gaban punya...!! SIOT jeerrr...!!!

OK lah that's all for today...... PS: skang nih aku dah jadi penganggur paling berjaya..... harap2 ada la kerje yg sesuai utk aku....... AMIN...!!!

Berurut

2010-07-29T11:04:00.000+08:00

Pagi tadi aku berjaya pergi berurut kat sorank pakcik umah dia tepi masjid UPM. Mula-mula aku malas nak amek port sangat benda-benda macam nih, sebab bagi aku selagi boleh berjalan kira OK ler kot. Tapi semakin hari semakin pelik aku tengok kaki aku nih...... urat biru kadang-kadang timbul, kaki kadang-kadang bengkak, kadang-kadang nampak kecut..... yang tak bestnya time aku main wall la.... kasut wall kan compact n compress. Kaki bengkak....humangaih.....memang seksa nak pakai.... sakit terasa time kita dah climbing, memang berterabur aku climb.

Maka disebabkan masalah-masalah seperti diatas, maka akhirnya aku mempunyai kesedaran sivik untuk meloloskan diri aku untuk pergi berurut.... Sebab next week aku nak pegi white water rafting.... takut makin bengkak pulak kaki nih kang..!!!

Time mula-mula nak berurut tuh aku bg hint kat pakcik tuh....."Pakcik kaki saya nih dulu bangkak sbb naik gunung, tapi sekarang dah OK kot." aku terdiam sejenak...betul ker aper ayat aku nih...

Pakcik tuh balas.." betul ker OK, kita tengok dulu...kita tengok dulu..!!" pakcik tuh sibuk menuang minyak ker dalam tangan dia.... Pastu terus dia sapu kat kaki kanan aku.... humangaih.... aku mengeluarkan satu berkataan...

"Adoi sakitnya pakcik...!!" Pakcik tuh membebel...

"Ini kata takder aper-aper........" Dia urut kat buku lali aku sambil membebel..."Hah..ini aper nih...!!" Time tuh mata aku dah berair..... "Sakit pakcik...!!" Ini lah sebab musababnya aku malas nak berurut...

Pakcik tuh membebel lagi..."Urat dah lari nih..!!! DAH!! Nanti dtg lagi...baru sapu minyak jer dah tak tahan, belum urut lagi.".....haarrggghhhhh SAKIT nya...!!! Nasib baik pakcik tuh suh stop.... kalo tidak ntah ker mana2 la pakcik tuh kena flying KICK nanti......

DAY by DAY

2010-07-28T15:37:00.000+08:00

HUH... contract RA aku dah habis.... rasa release seksangat.... Happy gak biler kita tak terikat dengan aper-aper atau dengan sesiapa.. About my master, kadang2 rasa cam malas nak teruskan.... but what am i wasting my time for about 3 years here.... ntah la... let time tell the truth. Sometime people have a limitation in their life......Its not about you give -up... it just FED-UP....!! Thats it...!! I'm 27 ... and a jobless.... what do you think about ME.... can call me a HERO....!! Yeah.....

Boleh dikatakan almost everyday aku masak kat rumah....takder mood sgt nak makan kat kedai...except malam la.... pas balik keje part time.... lepak ngn member2. Well aku kerjer part time as PEMBANCI. It such a very low class job.... but i love it... because you meant to work with people, most of them are freak and act like a jerk (Malaysia dah merdeka lebih 50thn, tapi masih ada manusia yg tak bertamadun yg tak paham BANCI itu apa...??). Sometime i just like duuuhhhh where are you came from man. Even orang asli pun dah maju skang nih.... takkan you nih duduk bawah tempurung. I just don't understand with this kind of people.

Nevertheless, this job tought me a lot... how to handle people, from difference races, difference back ground, difference status.........sometime ada yg berlagk seksangat tapi when came about educational level...alahai...i just... CALM DOWN hayati, some can speak malay .... and some whom just can't... which taught me erti kesabaran yg sebenar. Happen to meet a lots of kind of dogs.... some are cute, but some are ugly but nice.... except those rockweller.... I hate rockweller...there are ugly, bad, and not nice dog. There are like a failure clone of a bulldog and or maybe jerman sherphard.... with those fat all around their body, big and dark colour with fearless face .... hope you die for diabeties...!! You do scare me a lot...!!!

Agar kau kan menjadi milikku

HOPE

2010-07-23T13:33:00.000+08:00

Sometime we HOPE that life isn't the way we face it now,
We want some contemplated meaning for the severity which cause by other people,
They harm us..... badly...
And sometime....
We hope we can RUN....
We hope we can FLEW away
We can SWIM as far as seven sea's
So no one can find us....
So they can leave us alone.....
Or else .... gave a fair JUDGEMENT upon us....
UPON me....!!!
Have a pity a little bit .... please...!!!

PTD Assesment Centre

2010-07-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

Sorry maaf dan ampun beribu-ribu ampun sebab lama tak menulis dalam blog nih.... rasa malas n tak der idea seksangat.....!!! Bebaru nih aku berlepas ker terengganu iaitu Kemaman for my PTD Assesment at INTAN wilayah TIMUR area Chukai.... nasib baik aepong asal kemaman, memang umah dia dah mcm HOTEL utk aku, mak dia lak pandai masak... perggghhhh... memang layan lepak umah dia. Anak buah ramai giler, aku lak jenis suka ngn budak2.... seronok tgk keletah dorank.!!

Tak sangka lak drive ker Kemaman sekejap jer 3jam 30 minit, maybe sebab driver(nama dirahsiakan) ktrg tekan 120 jer sepanjang masa, jalan lak tak jame..... tahu2 dah sampai. Lepak tido jap kat umah aepong... kul 2 kakak ipar dia jerit bangun kan ktrg suh makan tengahari.... kalut2 aku bangun dengan muka sembap basuh tangan terus ngap telan.... sungguh tidak senonoh diri ini.!!! Pastu ktrg lepak tgk prgrm pengijazahan silat, sebab MB terengganu turun then abang aepong wt pertunjukan sketsa..... memang layan jugak la drama yg dorank nih lakonkan...!!! Aku bg A.

Petang tuh ktrg singgah umah jap nak amek baju ngn towel, misi nak ge mandi pantai. Sampai kat umah durian bergelimpangan atas meja, aepong ngn En. Driver layan makan durian seround... aku tolong tgk jer...!! Huhu...!! Pastu ktrg round area kemaman nak cari Pantai paling cantik. Round punya round kul 6.45 baru terjun mandi laut kt Pantai Penunjuk, kemasik... sebab pantai lain semua tak berkenan di hati En. driver.... kalo buleh dia nak drive ge Teluk Cempedak or Cherating..... ish..ish...ish...!!!

Time assesment aku rasa cam malas giler2 nak pegi. Maybe aku cuak kot....!! Aku tak prepare satu haper pun.... baca isu semasa...huh kim salam, seluar track pun aku bantai beli malam sebelum nak ge terengganu.... hehehe...seluar sukan aku semua yg tak lepas paras buku lali kaki.... muarghahahahaha...!!! Dah la seminggu sblum ge assesment surat assesment tuh hilang entah kemana..?? Aku baru kemas bilik, then aku nak jilid journal n surat2 dlm fail..... entah kemana2 aku terselit surat tuh pun aku dah lupa.... sampai aku nekad, kalo surat tuh tak jumpa memang aku malas nak pegi assesment tuh..... nasib baik jumpa gak surat assesment tuh kat celah2 journal lama... lokasi dia kat OPIS.... walhal aku mengemas kat umah..... memang siot jer...!!! PADAN MUKA aku...!! BIJAKSANA sangat2...!!

Time assesment tuh, mula2 ktrg kena daftar, pastu ukur berat (52kg) ngn tinggi (155cm).... then dia bagi taklimat serba sedikit....!!! Pastu bahagi kumpulan.... time aku assesment ada 150 peserta.... ktrg dapat last day... n dah 6 hari assesment nih berlangsung..... cuba bayang kan lebih 10,000 org yg pegi test aritu. Kurang dari 1000 org yg berjaya pegi assesment. N berdasarkan kata2 pegawai yg bertugas... nisbah yg berjaya kepada yg tak berjaya adalah 1:5.... maka lebih kurang 300 org yg akan berjaya utk di interview...... yg selebihnya selamat mencari kerja lain yaa....!!! SEKIAN....

Sesi pertama, group aku ada 11 org, mula2 ktrg diberikan satu tajuk n setiap org kena bagi 5 minit talk sorang2 base on dia punya tajuk in Malay, dalam masa yg sama ktrg kena menyiapkan kerja kumpulan dimana satu kertas mahjong diberikan and bast on our creativiti bina satu bangunan n satu bekas minuman and bentangkan in group for 15 minit. Yg present sensorang tuh aku dapat pasal isu sekolah..... dah lama tak present in Malay, berterabur jugak aku punya tatabahasa..... dia bagi 5 minit, oleh sebab aku nak cepat utk wat assigment keje kumpulan .... aku bercakap dengan kadar yg sangat laju... 2 minit setengah aku dah settle present.... Encik pegawai tuh terkejut sebab cepat sangat, maka beliau melontarkan beberapa soalan kepada diri ku..... maka dengan kadar yg laju juga aku membalas setiap pertanyaan nya yg mana point2 aku agak boleh diterima pakai pada pandangan diri aku sendiri sehinggakan encik itu tidak bertanya dengan lebih lanjut lagi.......selamat...!!!

Untuk kerja kumpulan memang best.... ktrg bahagikan kepada dua kumpulan, aku chose present bekas minuman..... perghhhh memang kelakar bekas minuman ktrg sampai sekarang aku nak tergelak lagi kalo teringat kan ktrg punya presentation. Bekas minuman ktrg nih digunakan utk sport and recreation, bentuk sebijik cam dumbell, bahagian tudung dia ada kompas... bahagian bontot ada torchlight, then bahagian bontot dia boleh dibukak so senang nak cuci, takder lah mcm sesetengah bekas air berkerak jerr....!!! Tgh2 bekas air ada termometer senang nak tgk suhu.... pastu bekas air tuh ada kompartmen untuk suhu sejuk atau suhu panas..... bateri dia cas guna tenaga solar....!!! Rasa2nya kalo la masuk hutan bekas minuman nih hilang.... memang boleh haru-biru hidup dibuatnya...!!

Pas tuh rehat, mula2 aku ingat nak call En.driver suh pick up utk makan tghari, namun oleh sebab happy sgt jumpa kawan2 baru maka aku decide makan ngn dorank jer.... ktrg berjalan ker gerai tepi pantai yg berhampiran utk makan. Pas makan ngn sembahyang..... ktrg dibahagikan kepada kumpulan yg lain pulak.... huhu....!! Sedih lak kena masuk kumpulan lain, sebab ktrg dah serasi ngn group yg first tuh. Sesi kedua nih lak ktrg diberi satu game n kena menyelesaikan masalah..... bab2 main nih memang serah kat aku.... laju jer otak aku tangkap.... hahahaha.... pas main game baru ler sesi berlari2 diadakan......

Aku kalo bab joging ngn berlari2 nih memang aku fail sikit, nak2 lak dah petang.... perut pun dah lapor... boleh tahan sambil lewa jugak la aku buat..... bnyk berjalan dari berlari...!!! AKU LAPOR...!!! Tempat tuh pulak lain macam jer aku rasa...... rasa lain giler.... SOMETHING laa..... nak dijadikan cerita perkara ganjil yg aku mula2 rasa tuh pun menjadi kenyataan.... Bila semua org dah habis berlari, ada sorank budak pompuan tiba2 lemah.... mula2 aku ingat dia lelah ker asma ker haper..?? Kenkwn yg lain hulurkan air untuk dia minum.... aku pun terus bukak kasut n stokin dia.... sbb nampak muka pucat cam nak pitam.... aku cuba la urut2 kaki dia.... mula2 dia batok lain macam sampai tersembur air.... aku dah rasa lain macam dah... pelik sangat tgk kondisi dia...!! Makin lama makin teruk, kening dia pun dah naik...... terus aku berdiri, time tuh kaki aku rasa panas jer sampai paras bawah lutut.... dlm hati aku menyumpah.... CELAKA punya JIN, orang nak cari kerje jngan la nak kacau...!! Terus aku belah.... malas aku nak campur...!! Time tuh suara budak pompuan tuh dah meracau lain macam.... aku ajak nadia lepak jejauh...!! Tak der keje punya jin....

Pas buat senaman cool down, ktrg kena masuk dalam kumpulan semula utk sesi terakhir iaitu public speaking.... Sorang kena present for 5 minit. Ktrg kena select satu tajuk dalam sampul surat, pastu diberi masa 5 minit for preparation....n then present...!!! aku antara org yg ke-enam present.... dapat tajuk TIGER.... siot betul kepala otak ngn kepala lutut aku bleh BLUR giler2...!! Nama saintifik tiger pun aku boleh blur.... aku rasa Tiger tigris tapi tak nak amek risiko aku tak sebut nama saintifik tiger sbb ader coursemate aku GINA lam group tuh... kalo salah nama saintifik kan naya jer....!!! Aku pun tak tahu naper aku bleh blur, walhal tiger tuh berkait rapat seksangat ngn course PERHUTANAN yg aku amek nih... namun blur2 aku, aku main tibai jer cakap, dengan kaedah menggunakan 2 way comunication sbb nak cari idea....hahaha...!! Lagipun aku perasan yg presenter lain main stori morry tak hengat punya walhal dia tak tahu either org beri perhatian ker tidak dengan dia punya topic.... so for my presentation... i need 2 way comunication so dorank akan ingat aper yg aku cuba sampaikan ... heh..heh..heh..!! Care for wildlife for future generation..... hehe.... HIDUP WILDLIFE...!!!

Pas habes assesment.... terus aku, aepong ngn En.driver ge makan.... aku makan satar, makan ABC, makan beehun sup.... cover balik lemak aku yg susut time joging tadi...hahahahaha...!!!