Mari Berubah utk Kebaikan

Yeah...ayuh kawan2. Mari kita berubah mencari satu hala tuju yang lebih membawa makna dan kebaikan dalam hidup. Life is short. Make it worth every minute of the day. Yeah...aku skang ni memang dalam mood mengemas, and apa yg aku perasan bila aku mengemas dan cuba susun atur yg baru, aku rasa mood aku dah kembali berbeza, rasa lebih bersemangat with new perspektif and idea in my mind. Maka aku dah berjaya mengemas bilik aku menjadikan ianya nampak kemas sedikit daripada status berselerak dan berhabuk yg aku pegang sebelum ni. Hmmm....nak publish ker gambo bilik sendiri.....idok kowt, praibesy tuh... tapi boleh la sedikit sedikit hint hint yg bilik aku dah kemas ... seperti dibawah ini.... 

 My first art atas kanvas.....hoyeah..!! Walaupun macam lukisan budak darjah 4, namun ianya adalah satu seni yg paling unggul dlm hidup aku...uhuk..uhuk..!! Sebelah kiri tu adalah merupakan penyangkut yg baru aku beli termasuk dinding yg berjaya aku lobangkan dgn skill handygirl yg aku ada(harap tuan umah tak perasan..lalala).

 Cita-cita menjadi yunalis zarai nombo 2 yg belum lagi tercapai2 dek kerana laptop rosak susah nak belajar main gitar kt utube, buku jual not gitar mahal tak hengat, jari kontot dan macam2 lagi alasan2 yg sangat logik pada pemikiran aku.

 My fav' jewelery hadiah dari kawan... yang sebelah kanan tu adalah fav' rantai yg aku beli sendiri yg aku sentiasa pakai ge opis supaya menampakkan gaya aku lebih sopistekated. Gaya apakah itu.....!! Entah aku pun tak tahu.

 Earing2 kesayangan aku dan ada bnyk lagi. Dalam masa yg sama bnyk yg dah rosak....tetambah yg fav aku selalu pakai....benci betul.!!

Kata nak tunjuk deco bilik..?? Wakakakakaka......jgn harap laaa.....!!!

I felt soo...... i don't know..!! I miss kampung, stayed with parents, brothers and sisters. Ate good food together, home cook, pretty lazy around..... Huhu...!!

PS:- At last i have highly motivated to repair my laptop while playing ANGRY BIRD using my sista's notebook. I never knew that i do pretty awesome in angrybird.....and i'm good at that...believe me..!!!

FAT

I felt like my body a little bit shabby here and there. Due to my night shifted at work... i tend to have my night snack very often then before. And my eating habbit is more like a mad cow whose came from a very shallow dungeon, crazy for a fresh green grass after a very long bloody muddy flood. And i ate breakfast and lunch at 5.00pm in the evening, which i hope will tell the whole story complete. Not to mention my sleeping timing which is slightly parallel to what an owl will do. I mean..... i need to JOG.

PASSION

I'm struggling to finish a book; LAST CLIMB a journey of Sir George Mallory with his friend Irvine to climb the summit of Everest from North Col. I just kept wonder with myself, why people has soo much passion about something. I had an x-housemate whose really crazy when it talks about mountain, i promise you guys that almost all the summit in Malaysia she has just manage to conquer. I'm not just really proud with her achievement but the same time always think what kind of maniac she is..?? Opppppssss.....

I know one man, whom had a great endeavour about motorbike. He was just a decent man, funny to describe, love to laught a lot and make fun to whom suppose or deserve to make fun of (u guys might not get what i want to tell, nevermind....back to main story.) The best way to describe... a humble man. He just travel with his BMW motorbike throughout himalaya ridge, to the very place i really want to go....NEPAL and TIBET..!! Urrgghhh i'm sooo jealous. He's the man whom told me a story about Kanchanaburi and the rest. Make me wonder, could i have a chance to experience all this thing by myself.

I once meet a guy whom really have a passion about tiny insect especially a spider. And he really good at taking a picture of those creatures in a very presentable well describe view. Oh yeah I do meet an old man, very old now, tall with a spectacle and a cap slightly like a barret. Very quiet with serious-face, not a very polite type, but when you know him, you will really understand his passion in ART through his painting and talk, he travel to indonesia a lot and his quite talkative indeed. He learns their culture, he can talk many indonesia dilect and apart from that, he just a Malaysian whom just came from Melaka. Just ask him about history, he can just describe way back from the day of Silendra, the Pattani, Sriwijaya dynasty and the goes on and on with facts and proof. Amazing man.....thats all i can say.

I meet a rock climbers, or used to be a climbers. I very much enjoy myself when i see a man whom climb a rock or walls. How they maneuvered through difficults and danger. To achieve the pinpoint to hook the rope. How their passion and their trust, believed and spirit that keeps going to the very last sweat. They make people believe that the MAN-WILLS will even make them stronger.

I just wonder, what life is mean for when a man live without a great passion in himself. I'm gonna built my passion....maybe i'm not gonna succeed now, but who knows 10 maybe 20 years from now...i made it..!!!

"Because its there!!!"

-George Mallory



GAJI

Hmmm...... dua tiga hari ni aku asyik termenung mikir perbelanjaan dimana aku semakin bijak "merancang" dari semasa ker semasa. Start minggu lepas lagi aku dah countdown bila gaji nak masuk (usually 2 or 3hb). Setiap hari merupakan hari yg menyiksakan....tambahan pulak dah nak dekat raya haji ni.... aku decide nak balik kampung la nak makan daging korban, tahun lepas tak balik kampung...rasa tak best sgt. So tahun ni by hook or by crook aku nak balik jugak.... so pakai duit lagi.

Nasib baik rancang ge CRUISE or pg Langkawi tak jadi, nak pg bali pun tak beli2 tiket flight lagi..... kalo jadi kompom kopak lagi duit aku. Wakakakkakaka.... aku pun tak paham camner aku tak leh handle duit tiap2 bulan. Gaji aku bukannya sikit, bleh tahan bnyk jugak......

Mungkin sbb musababnya adalah kerana....tiap2 hari makan old town, kfc, or mcd, or paparich, pegi gudang sale bantai 19 helai baju, pegi jualan buku beli sampai setimbun buku, ditambah pula bantai 3 pasang jean on shot......merupakan jawapan utk segala2nya.

NAMUN ada beberapa perkara dalam hidup saya yg masih lagi belum COMPLETE

1) Arrgghhhhh....t-shirt yang sgt cumel....kenapa kamu terlalu menggoda-goda hati dan perasaan saya utk membeli kamu. Saya dah tak boleh tido siang malam teringatkan kamu, hati saya meronta2 kalo saya tak beli kamu nnt orang lain beli....lepas tu stok habis menyebabkan saya dah dapat memiliki kamu dan memakai kamu time saya lepak ngn kenkawan sy.... ohhh KEJAM...kamu sgt kejam..... kamu kejam walaupun kamu sekadar t-shirt yg cumel..... aaarrhhh...

2) Aku paling benci perasaan suka kan sesuatu dan tersangat2 ingin memilikinya..... arggghhhh aku tersiksa, walaupun ko ni takder la standard JIMMY CHOO, tapi bagi aku ko sama jer level..... waarggghhhhh...nak harap thn depan nak ge Jakarta baru nak beli..... aku dah tak leh dah nak tunggu. Tiap2 hari aku pegi keje aku dok terbayang kan aku pakai korg walaupun sebenarnya aku pakai kasut lain, tapi tetap hati meronta2 nak beli korg berdua.....warrgggghhhh.

3) Saya tahu diri saya ni tak secantik sopia jane, saya takder la setinggi tyra bank, cumil cam nora danish pun tidak...... sbb tu saya tergiler2 kan kamu air ajaib....dah 2bulan dah teringat kan kamu tapi sampai skang tak terbeli2.......oh patut lah muka saya ada jerawat skit. kulit pun dah kering dan kurang bermaya dan tidah berseri2....saya dah cuba pakai air paip, sumpah tak sama cam air ajaib ni....!!!

Mungkin ini lah sebabnya aku tak nak baiki laptop aku, sbb kalo laptop aku ok...kompom tiap2 hari aku bukak laman web ni, dok mengusher benda2 yg aku nak dan mengabehkan duit. SEKIAN..!!!!

mALaS

Saya tahu saya agak malas semenjak dua tiga menjak ni...
Saya tahu saya dah lama tak publish apa2....
Laptop saya rosak, tapi saya malas nak ge baiki.
Ikan saya bela pun dah mati, walaupun baru minggu lepas beli.
Pokok cili belakang umah pun dah malas nak siram.
Biji benih tomato yg dikeringkan pun entah mana pegi.
Baju kat ampaian pun saya malas nak angkat,
Dah angkat saya malas nak lipat.
Saya malas-malas jer nak excercise bagai...
Time saya nak bangun pagi pegi joging, jam loceng tak bunyi la...
Seluar track basah tak sempat kering la, kasut penuh lumpur la...stokin cari tak jumpa la...
Kesan nya...time nak climb wall, haram satu route pun tak lepas....
Buat malu diri sendiri jer.
Ni kan pulak nak ge naik gunung hujung minggu ni....

Saya malas nak masak, malas nak bangun tido, kadang2 malas mandi, minum susu sebelum tido pun dah malas, buku baru beli pun malas nak susun atas rak bersepah sana sini, pokok2 bunga pun dah malas nak siram, perusahaan lalang depan umah dah semakin maju dan berkembang.

Mungkin ini la kesan nya...bila rancang nak ge bali tak jadi....rancang nak ge cruise ker phuket pun direject ketepi. hmmmm.......nak rancang pegi seorang diri....HUI...WA BELUM BERANI..!!!