Dir....Tuhan Lebih Menyayangi....

When i was a little bout 8 to 10 years, i really get used to hear the song from this singer.....and a lot's of lot's about his show in HMI or Hiburan Minggu Ini, we (the whole family) stood in front of our TOSHIBA tv after dinner, havin' a rest while watching his show. ..... he will used a make-up, he will dance and most of the time he will replicate he's face like Charlie Chaplin.....with those mouthache, and by the time Charlie Chaplin and The Three Stooges show was soo.... a lot. (What the hel* am i using A LOT so a lot..duhh..)

And most remembered film that his play a main role is KAMI....still now when i watch this film, my eye will get watery...huhu....I really look alike a ROCK girl....but always fail to keep feeling when watch a good movie...same thing happen when i watch MAJID MAJIDI movies.....sob..sob...sobbb..!! huhu..KAMI is about a HOMELESS people and struggle hard to earn a livin'.... really a good movie.

Why i want to write about him?? I don't knew... just impress with his work.... He actually has a degree in LAW somehow refused to be a lawyer and persuade his  singing career in one competition.... his really a humble person. I read in one article about him... that one of his fan spot his car and running to catch those car for an autograph.... he just realise it and ask his driver to stop the car and help his lil' fan with his signature.  What a nice person..!! He actually a person whom go with the flow....and important is ... he really try hard in his life....he just prove it by wining The Best No.1 Asia Performer in 1989 at LONDON. Thou he win a lots of awards and praise, he still the one that people call Penghibur Milik Masyarakat and grand his fan with a free concert in Chow Kit Road......huhu...ALLAH really LOVE him and take him away from us... May his SOUL rest in peace.... Allahyarham Sudirman Hj Arshad (25 Mei 1954-22 Februari 1992) 

Al-Fatihah...........

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KRABI.....THAILAND(Part III)

Sori lupa lak nak habeskan stori mori pasal KRABI ni....Oleh sebab dah biasa tak tido malam2, maka arini dah jadi satu penyakit lak....tak leh nak tido. Tapi kena paksa TIDO gak sbb besok nak ge tgk stok earring, already had a bunch of it, and hopefully to add even more. Yeah you guy's, i wanna do a partime job.. and it is to owe my own shop. And it gonna happen next week...hopefully insyaallah. PRAY for me K. When to Siti's parent house at Bangi this evening and had dinner with her and hubby. So nice being around them. With her niece running around....totally felt like family n crazy some more...Sarah is gettin' bigger and so do Rayyan... duhh they fight a lot like cats n dogs....for me..it's so kelakar...like fighting to get the best attention n teritory...wwooohhooo... n Lil adorable HAZIQ is even cute more and more...lov u dear..!!! On no.... forgot to update IDA(another best buddy) for the latest news. Tomrw i'll be ring-ing her. hehe..... probably gonna arange meeting at IDA's place.... rindu nak makan Patin Masak Tempoyak...n Lil' cubby Aziz..!!

Ok Go-on with Krabi-ing. NICE...sounds like Clubbingggg....when u had a sorethroat...wakakaka...LOL. OK Pas Island Hoping ktrg dgn muka mcm kura2 balik tido kat bilik.....pastu sekor2 terpaksa bangun sebab lapar..... ktrg makan gerai depan bungalow ktrg ktrg yg berdekatan McD. Aku makan nasi goreng tambah sotong n udang..!! Arga 40 bath.....!! Pas makan, ktrg jenjalan... tgh jenjalan tu someone stop us by offering a very good massage deal. And we ask them for a close room. Lucky me, and lucky my body too bcoz...she just pop up by saying... "Sure, we do have a close room for masage." And i just scream in my head..."Thankx GOD..!!". So xtvt malam ktrg for second day is buat BoDy MasSage...arga 300 bath/hrs ...ayoyo manyak murah ini arga..!! My tukang urut, nama dia Vorn...she came from Chieng Mai, Northern part. She's a very nice person, age around 38 and divorce. We chatting n gossipping the whole hour without stop.... hahahaha..!! Until sometime the supervisor will come and check for whAt are we doing...!! Maybe the noise intrupted others.....wuuhhoooo....so sorry..!! Hehe...!! She's good therefor i grand her with good tips. hehe..... Only the luckiest one will get the tips from me...!!!

I don't knew what to call this...see picture above. But normally when u go to spa...Malaysia or Thailand style... they will end up like this. The sound is so like....prap..prap..prap.... and u felt like all your bone is in the right soccet.. wakakaka...!!! Did i get this when i'm doing massage in BANDUNG....duh forgot already. But do not make any judgement yet..... Massage in Indonesia is like....SUPERB too..!! Wanna try it again when i went to BALI...hahaha..!!

After buat body massage ktrg ge jalan2 lagi kat area Ao Nang...sini memang bnyk open BAR...tapi luckily, jumpa kakak jual roti canai coklat yg pakai tudung...aper lagi pas massage n berjalan tak sampai 200meter, ktrg makan lagi..!! Jalan2 nak cari subenier, jumpa ngn street artis..nama dia Ying..kucing dia nama LINDA...gebu dowh bulu Linda ni...geram aku tgk..!! Ying ni suka kucing, kat umah dia ada 40 ekor kucing....and guess what..?? Dia wakil Zhulian kat Thailand...suka bebenor dia ngn Zhulian nih, sambil menunjukkan gelas plastic zhulian dia kat aku.... aku pun layaaaannnn...!! Aku paksa dia nyanyi satu lagu kat aku....hahahhaaha...dgn terpaksa rela dia nyanyi lagu RASA SAYANG....hahahahaha...walaupun ada tatabahasa dan nahunya yg salah.... tapi serius boleh tahan sedap jugak suara Linda ni...eh suara Ying ni...Hahahaha sengal kan ktrg ni, bnyk betul bergaul ngn org setempat. Walhal main reason is nak duduk kt tepi dorank sebab ada kerusi kt ctu.... letih dowh jalan lelama...!! wakakaka

Pas beli subenier segala, jumpa a very cute hairband...so bought it for about 100bath... mintak kurang, nasib baik dapat. Letih jalan, hujan pun renyai2.... tiba2 rasa cam nak minum air panas..... namun apakan daya ianya hampa berlaka...tengah2 malam gerai bnyk dah tutup kecuali satu kedai.... aku order hot tea, dia cakap air panas takder....ice tea ada.... adeh..!! pas aku tgk muka goku, goku tgk muka nadia, nadia tgk balik muka aku... serentak ktrg bangun terus ker McD...time nih hujan renyai2..!! Beli hot tea kt McD arga nearly RM4 duit mlesia..!! Terus ge kedai tadi ktrg order bubur nasi...!! Then aku duduk sebelah mat salleh cute..!! nama dia zach, dia buat Master kat China dlm masa sama dia jadi cikgu kat cna...!! Cute n sporting la Zach ni......dia tak lepak lama sebab dia nak balik tido so ktrg lepak kat cna bertiga...!!! Zach cakap kat negara China FB diharam kan....(Aku baru tahu weh..!!) So dia pun takder la akaun FB. Maka we lost contact with him, just we took his e-mail nway..!! Tito.

(Final day...me in tut-tut)

Hari last. Ktrg bangun awal tak awal sgt.... take turn mandi.... terus packing barang.... ge makan kat kedai yg ktrg sarap semalam.... sebab semalam tak dpt nk menikmati makanan2 itew dgn tenang. Maka arini ktrg makan dengan kadar yg relex..!! Nasi with ayam...and off coz for me teh o panas is wajib for early morning. Orang cakap tak baik utk perempuan sbb angin... yeah i knew...nevermind i always take my HALIA drink also...and green tea is always my delight. So it's like a BALANCE ...is it..LOL..!! After had a breakfast.... heading to TuT tUt.....for a ride to Krabi Town. Duuhhh...its really nothing special there... maybe we are in hurried, so less time to venture the specialtist......when to the MALL n round the town, had a few shopping list to complete. Had a rest at near by stall....... and heading to KRABI airport via another tut tut which charge us another 500bath.

Lucky to reach earlier at the airport....and lots of mat salleh there..!! We had a bless half an hour sleep at the airport while waiting. The hall is crowded and suddently the shout came...Kuala Lumpur..... it just sooo soo afar and u just like is it US..... I just panicky stood....for a good hearing...n then some airport staff begin to shout it loud...KUALA LUMPUR... yeah... not to blame them, due to the UNDER-CONSTRUCTION airport.!! It's will make people hysteric like US...!! Tiga2 ekor tgh sedap bantai tidor.... and wake up just like that....and stupidly heading to depart room.... huhu..!! Duit Bath masih bnyk lagi lam tangan..... so bantai makan dlm flight..... nasi lemak and hot tea..just will be good for me....!! Good for me to fall asleep also..!! Till then....chow..!! Adios amigos..!! wuuhhuuu....!!

NEXT VACATION....NEXT VACATION...!! wakakakakaka

Did I need Someone to make me HAPPY.

OK... i realise something. I forgot to update my laters KRABI Part III..... hahaha so sorry.... will be later ek u guy's..... forgot oleady where i save those entries...!! K now come back to here, we discuss a little not too serious isues, that some might still wondering..... that....sometime, maybe most of the time...we felt alone, totally singular, totally empty at heart, and totally isolated without any particular reason why those feeling has occured. I'm actually not good at given an advice..... but i really love to share some of my view with others and maybe share some of my friend experience with u guy's.

At the very 20th century, people is still thinking in a very late 80th minded when it came about age and married. I do admit that i'm 27 and i am old enough and suit enough to hold someone hand to call a husband and someone i can carried in my hand to call my baby or children. Pressure will always cross to u guy, especially when i meet all my friends which is in my age. Did i felt pressure..?? To be honest...yup, sometime i do. Did i felt jealous?...of cos dear....nonetheless, i'm just a human not a sweet angel with wing which do not have to pay his car installment every month. Did i felt life is unfare? Yup...i do, i do think that when people came and bugging me by saying.... "When will u get married?"..... duuhhhh..... i wish i can email God to remind him, that maybe he just miss to put my name on the MARRIED list for this year........

Did i felt unhappy or did i hate my life...??? Huh...sorry.... that will be out of my question....!! Why should i think that way. I was, indeed happy the way i am. If i has one wish to change who i am..... i totally will ask GOD to just gave that wish to someone else. I am the way i am....... and to get married is not totally why the reason god has made me to this world. It just part of mylife, its not totally everything in mylife...... I will MARRIED soon, but not in a very rush way. I will married soon, and none of the reason to get married it because evryone around me is MARRIED. 

Yes it's true. To has someone as your other half will make ur life complete. But is it will complete when you urself has a very indeed an empty heart. You don't knew where your journey in life. You don't knew your purpose, what u want to achieve. U even felt un-happy.....and hope someone will came to grab ur hand to direct u to the happy pathway. That's totally not gonna happen, when ur objective in life is still rigid.... without the direction its imposible for u to plan the journey in life. Has faith ...... has dignity..... you'll find your own loneliness and coupe with that. You'll be the better person.....to you and others.

Life is not depends on others to became the one that you want in yourlife. Just slowly learn and find it in yourself. You will find your own dignity and be the better person maybe not to others.... it just TO YOU.!! When it came to discuss about Married...?? I just be patience, i knew i will grand a great reward because of that. Most important is....... i am happy with my life now. I'm not perfect person, neither dream to be one. I just want to be who i am.....with a good dignity, and strong intergrity inside me..!!

Thank's for listen to my mumbling.

   AdIoS....hehe

KRABI.....Thailand (Part II)

CONTINUE....

OK for mereka2 yg minat xtvt outdoor, Krabi ni memang specialist dia is RROOOOCCKK Climbing... what i can said about the rock climbing....it's really rock..!! Cantik dowh kawasan batu kapur dia..!...tapi wa tak sempat nak try climbing kat cni, walaupun dah bawak kasut climb...utk menambahkan lg berat beg...hahahhaha...tak cukup time laaa...huhu sayank seksgt..!! And another XTVT is Island Hoping and snorkeling and another one is maybe ClUbBinG kot..!! Hehe ok Krabi ada beberapa National Park.... yg ktrg sempat pegi only one...The Notpharatthara National Park...and the famous Island for this National Park is Phi Phi Island....did u guy's knew that Phi Phi island is takin' from Malay words which is Pulau Api-Api....cooll right..!!

Phi Phi island ni dilingkungi oleh beberapa pulau kecil such as Bamboo Island, Monkey Beach, Phi Phi Lay, Phi Phi Dong, Lohsamah Bay and Maya Bay. Zaman dlu2 Bamboo island ada bnyk pokok buluh.... so org tempatan akan singgah cni amek buluh untuk kutip sarang burung layang kat Phi Phi Lay..!! Tapi sekarang bamboo island....sebatang buluh pun tak nampak.... pokok pine ada laa....!! Ktrg ikut package island hoping for half day dgn harga 1600bath. Ktrg punya guider nama dia Toyib ... yup islam... dia suh panggil dia YeeBB...!!So Bamboo island ni adalah pitstop ktrg yg pertama.....for 45minute ktrg direleased utk buat xtvt yg ktrg suka either nak mandi laut, snorkeling or sun bathing..!!huhu... Pantai dia cantik n sangat putih sampai silau mata memandang.....

After Bamboo Island aku dah tak ingat pulau aper yg ktrg pegi...tapi aku sempat snorkeling kat Monkey beach jer..... Serius bukan nak kutuk ni tau.... just nak bg tahu perkara yg sebenar... kebanjiran perlancong asing yg terlalu ramai menyebabkan industry perlancongan dorank ni tak terkawal.... bot2 perlancongan terlalu banyak dan majoriti semua guna high horse power..... What i can say and only said that it totally gave a negetive impact to the coral.... majoriti coral kat cni dah mati sayang seksangat. Dah la coral dia besar2...and it totally sad when u see them without a colour....!! Coral is one of very sensitive creatures... it took them more then 100 years to became just the tiny little thing that we saw on TV. And most important is they cannot live in an area which has high wave or current. With the speed boat enjine more then 500 hpower.....what u gonna say more..!! Hmmm.... Sayang seksangat...and they have 7 national park and 4 of them has been close due to the damage of the coral species..!! Hmm harap2 benda cam ni tak terjadi kat Malaysia..... (tak sabar lak nak repeat Perhentian Island for the second time...!!)

After island hoping ktrg dibawa lunch kat Phi Phi Don....semua org dah kebulur seksangat lapar ..... memang ktrg bantai makan kow-kow...!! Siap masukkan ayam goreng n fish fillet lam sealed plastic bag. Dan memang berguna betul bila kul 3ptg xtvt ni tak habes2 lagi, ktrg dengan tanpa segan silu makan depan mat saleh, mat jepun, mat korea.... dan seantoreo nya... tanpa sedikit pun mempelawa mereka.... takut tak cukup lak nnt..!! Misti dorank cakap Org Mlesia ni kuat makan....i tak boleh nak buat apa.... i memang jenis kuat makan.....bayangkan ktrg terlalu lapar...megi kari arga 150bath equal to rm15 kat maya bay pun ktrg bantai beli....!! Lapor wehh...!! Muka seko2 dah mcm kerang busuk menahan lapor.....

Pas Island Hoping balik tido kat bilik.....pastu sekor2 bangun sebab lapar..... ktrg makan gerai depan bungalow ktrg. Aku makan nasi goreng tambah sotong n udang..!! Arga 40 bath.....!! Malam nya lak ktrg ge buat BoDy MasSage...arga 300 bath...ayoyo manyak murah ini arga..!! Ktrg Tak buat open body massage, ktrg select nak bilik..... wakakakakkakaka.....open OK..!! Pas buat body massage ge jalan2 lagi kat area Ao Nang, pastu rasa cam nak minum air panas..... namun hampa belaka...tengah2 malam gerai bnyk dah tutup kecuali satu kedai.... aku order hot tea, dia cakap air panas takder....ice tea ada.... adeh..!! pas aku tgk muka goku, goku tgk muka nadia, nadia tgk balik muka aku... serentak ktrg bangun terus ker McD...time nih hujan renyai2..!! Beli hot tea kt McD arga nearly RM4 duit mlesia..!! Terus ge kedai tadi ktrg order bubur nasi...!! Then aku duduk sebelah mat salleh cute..!! nama dia zach, dia buat Master kat China dlm masa sama dia jadi cikgu kat cna...!! Cute n sporting la Zach ni......dia tak lepak lama sebab dia nak balik tido so ktrg lepak kat cna bertiga...!!!

Pastu jalan2 lagi kat area Ao Nang...sini memang bnyk open BAR...jumpa roti canai coklat...makan lagi..!! Jalan2 nak cari subenier, jumpa ngn street artis..nama dia Ying..kucing dia nama LINDA...gebu dowh bulu Linda ni...geram aku tgk..!! Ying ni suka kucing, kat umah dia ada 40 ekor kucing....and guess what..?? Dia wakil Zhulian kat Thailand...suka bebenor dia ngn Zhulian nih, sambil menunjukkan gelas plastic zhulian dia kat aku.... aku pun layaaaannnn...!! Aku paksa dia nyanyi satu lagu kat aku....hahahhaaha...dgn terpaksa rela dia nyanyi lagu RASA SAYANG....hahahahaha...walaupun ada tatabahasa dan nahunya yg salah.... tapi serius boleh tahan sedap jugak suara Linda ni...eh suara Ying ni...

To Be Continue........

KRABI.....Thailand (Part I)

Sori lama tak hapdep blog ni.... rasa cam ....rasa cam malas la senang cakap.... wakakakakaka... maka ari ni dah rasa rajin skit so wa pablish cerita wa ge jalan2 kat pantai Ao Nang, KRABI.... Thailand. Kalo korank tak tahu mana Ao Nang ngn Krabi so wa bg goget map sekali supaya kita leh sesama study balik geographi yg dah lama kita tinggal....... yeah cik puan Goku... Krabi still kat selatan Thailand .... bukan middle Thailand tau.... hehe...!!

Wokeh wa ge Pantai Krabi ni on 23 to 25 Jan 2011 dgn arga tambang murah dari Air Asia, pas 2 ari wa berjaya beli tiket, airasia buat promo lagi dengan arga 3 kali lagi murah dari arga tiket asal wa.... marah n berhangen punya pasal..... wa majuk tanak bukak laman web airasia barang 2 minggu...!! Hangen jeerr rasa.!! Ok Krabi ni wa rasa daerah dia kot...... wa pun konpius ekcheli.... n Ao Nang ni kira pantai dia kot mcm Tanjung Bidara, mcm Pantai Klebang, Pantai cherating kat pahang dll. Dan specialist of this area of cos pantai yg menarik tertarik ko memang the BoM.... dimana mat salleh semua pakai tutup yg wajib jer.... hahahaha..... And one important thing is when Leonardo D'Caprio berlakon cerita The Beach (korank penah tgk citer ni, aku pun tak penah weh) kat Monkey Island kat cni.... maka mat salleh dtg dgn kaedah yg sgt berduyun-duyun. Even it's quite difficult to see an Asian here.....lot's n lot's of matsalleh ... i tell ya'... I heard a romour saying that cerita The Beach ni bagi kesan Negetive to this area.....why?? Jap ge wa Story..!!

(Me, Nadia n Goku)

Hari pertama sampai ktrg habis kan masa cari penginapan n bantai makan dulu. Kat cni korank tak yah risau sebab majoriti org islam so makan jer kat tepi2 jalan dengan arga yg sgt berpatutan n rasa nya pun sedap. Even mat salleh pun bnyk makan kat tepi jalan.... tapi kalo nak high class pun tak der hal.... sebab majoriti arga steak house, or BBQ dia pun still affordable lagi la...around 160 Bath per dish yg paling standard la..... i think, quite Ok laa..!! And what to say sebab ktrg pergi time peak season, so semua barang naik arga.... rumah banglow ktrg yg tak langsung melambangkan banglow pada pemikiran aku pun kena charge 1600 bath.... gaduh punya gaduh, sampai dealer tu geleng kepala sambil sebut.."Hayati...hayati..." Nak tergelak aku...!! last2 aku cakap aku tanak guna khidmat dia, sbb aku nak cari backpackers punya lodge jer... sbb aku cakap budget aku 1000 bath jer utk penginapan..... last2 dia mengalah..!! Bg bungalow tu dgn charge 1000 bath... dem betul... dah sah2 bilik tu boleh dapat lagi murah...!! OK enough with marah2.....

Pas jalan2 area pantai, ktrg ge wat masage kaki ngn arga 200bath sejam.... mula2 tu memang mulut asyik bercakap jer ngn pekerja2 spa tu.... mcm2 kitrg borak. Tapi pas 20minit...terus tido terlentok atas kerusi sampai tak sedar diri..... mula2 ktrg masuk memang spa tu takder org.... pas ktrg tertido n bangun, sedar2 ramai giler mat saleh dlm tu buat body masage. Pas buat masage ktrg bergegas nak cari teksi nak ge pasar malam kt Krabi town......satu teksi 500bath...last2 jumpa tut tut...bayar satu kepala 60bath. Terus lompat masuk tut-tut. Lam tut2 ktrg jumpa pelancong jepun (Backpacker), nama yuki. Berani giler yuki ni travel sensorang. Respect aku. Dia dari India terus ke Malaysia, pas tgk Thaipusam kat Batu Caves, dia terus ker Langkawi. Then dari cna dia terus dtg Krabi n pasni nak ge Bangkok n tak tahu mana next destination. Aku tanya dia ok tak KRabi ni....... dia cakap dia lagi suka Langkawi..... aku dah gelak besar. Dia ni jenis suka Harddrink...sebab tu kot dia suka Langkawi.... kat cna kan liquor dorank jual murah giler...!! Bear pun dah mcm arga air coke..!!

Krabi town 30min dari Ao Nang...... memang tak ada aper yg menarik seksgt....senang cakap kalo tak der Pasar Malam ni, memang takder aper la yg menarik. Bar pun tak bnyk...senang cakap memang tak ader aper sgt..!! Ok hotel murah ada la.... si Yuki punya bilik arga 300 bath jer.....cis jeles aku..!! Ktrg jalan2 kat pasar malam...start melangkah masuk jer dah dengar org main alat muzik seakan2 gamelan la kat Mlesia ni.... and simply pakaian dorank memang nak seakan2 org melayu....huhu..impress me a lot..! Aper yg best kat cni Makanan laa..... bnyk makanan yg menarik. Nadia beli ais krim goreng...sedap dowh..!! Aku Beli ice blended strawberi...masam sikit....tapi still sedap..!! Barang2 kat cni lebih kurang jer arga kat Mlesia so tak best sgt utk shopping. Aku target nak beli lukisan for my kampung house...arga RM400 ok.... cancel, nnt i pegi Bali i beli kat cna.....!! Pas bersalam2 ngn Yuki...ktrg blah balik Ao Nang.... sambung berjalan2 kat pekan kecik Ao Nang cari T-shirt murah...yg memang TAk MurAh....ok..!!

To be continue.....