OK... i realise something. I forgot to update my laters KRABI Part III..... hahaha so sorry.... will be later ek u guy's..... forgot oleady where i save those entries...!! K now come back to here, we discuss a little not too serious isues, that some might still wondering..... that....sometime, maybe most of the time...we felt alone, totally singular, totally empty at heart, and totally isolated without any particular reason why those feeling has occured. I'm actually not good at given an advice..... but i really love to share some of my view with others and maybe share some of my friend experience with u guy's.
At the very 20th century, people is still thinking in a very late 80th minded when it came about age and married. I do admit that i'm 27 and i am old enough and suit enough to hold someone hand to call a husband and someone i can carried in my hand to call my baby or children. Pressure will always cross to u guy, especially when i meet all my friends which is in my age. Did i felt pressure..?? To be honest...yup, sometime i do. Did i felt jealous?...of cos dear....nonetheless, i'm just a human not a sweet angel with wing which do not have to pay his car installment every month. Did i felt life is unfare? Yup...i do, i do think that when people came and bugging me by saying.... "When will u get married?"..... duuhhhh..... i wish i can email God to remind him, that maybe he just miss to put my name on the MARRIED list for this year........
Did i felt unhappy or did i hate my life...??? Huh...sorry.... that will be out of my question....!! Why should i think that way. I was, indeed happy the way i am. If i has one wish to change who i am..... i totally will ask GOD to just gave that wish to someone else. I am the way i am....... and to get married is not totally why the reason god has made me to this world. It just part of mylife, its not totally everything in mylife...... I will MARRIED soon, but not in a very rush way. I will married soon, and none of the reason to get married it because evryone around me is MARRIED.
Yes it's true. To has someone as your other half will make ur life complete. But is it will complete when you urself has a very indeed an empty heart. You don't knew where your journey in life. You don't knew your purpose, what u want to achieve. U even felt un-happy.....and hope someone will came to grab ur hand to direct u to the happy pathway. That's totally not gonna happen, when ur objective in life is still rigid.... without the direction its imposible for u to plan the journey in life. Has faith ...... has dignity..... you'll find your own loneliness and coupe with that. You'll be the better person.....to you and others.
Life is not depends on others to became the one that you want in yourlife. Just slowly learn and find it in yourself. You will find your own dignity and be the better person maybe not to others.... it just TO YOU.!! When it came to discuss about Married...?? I just be patience, i knew i will grand a great reward because of that. Most important is....... i am happy with my life now. I'm not perfect person, neither dream to be one. I just want to be who i am.....with a good dignity, and strong intergrity inside me..!!
Thank's for listen to my mumbling.
AdIoS....hehe
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