I'm not in the mood!!

The virus is gettin' even more worst now(UPM has closed for about a week now!!), i mean the H1N1 and dengue, the weather here is hot sunny and a little bit dried, the best medium for the spreading, i guess!!. Two of my roomate has already positive dengue, and i got a new job now, for being an ambulans driver...... hehe.... for that matter, i'll make sure i'm in a healthy myself. I'm scared to get sick, it is the worst moment of my life coz you still had lots of list of job-to-do and all you can do is just lie on your bad and do nothing.

I'm not in the mood, but guess what, my project is well-done. Its been two days i'm working at frim and two days i'm hibernating myself in the lab without FB, friendster, Bloggers, multiply, ym and the rest, it's a torture and a torment for myself. Get done your work or else have to spend the rest of yourlife here. Glad there is a lot of entertainment here yeeaahhh!!! but never ever forget the attainment for being here.

Someone very-important-person has advised me last year that still i can remembered till now, that there's no need a brilliant person to get a Master Degree, but it sure need a hardworking person to do so. So from now on,realize how not brilliant i am, but sure did i'm the hardworking once, have highly motivated positive minded, good encouragement, never to give up, learn to be the better person day by day..... and i'm absolutely happy pleasuring mylife. Life is cool.... i'm cool too.....

So.... who gonna stand in front of me, do back off!!! I'm about to change who i am, sure to be the better one.

PS: Hmmm... wonder... its good when i'm not in the mood, bcoz i'll speed everything. Better not in the mood for the rest of my Master degree......!!

Bilik Siswazah INTROP...

WHITE BOARD ART.....!!!




H1N(SH)..... selesema kucing
H1N1..... selesema babi.....


OUR room.......


My drawing ....har3


A batle against MILO TABUR..... bayar ciput, ada hati nak makan grand2..

Kalimah Cinta

Kalimah Cinta - Amy search

Simpan diri ku tersiksa, nak ku luah kan ku gentar,
Kekurangan ku terbongkar, Sisi mu umpama syurga,
Peluang emas ku jamah, Bahagia yg kucari.... awal dulu

Aku.... insan yg terdampar
Yg tinggal menagih cinta,
Terang dan terlindung... dimana tempat nak ku singgah
Mengesan berpasangan ditakdirkan...

Ku..rempuh, azab sensara, tak kisah asal bersua
Kau kasih penyeri jiwa, pendorong ku hadapi hidup
Kau kasih, isyarat jiwa, ku meneti jalan yg lurus
Kau kasih, isyarat jiwa, pendorong ku hadapi hidup

Mengenal erti cinta
Mengenal cinta tulus

My Week.....

Not anymore a complain....... it just a story..... har3

You guy's know how much i need a part time job, soo i got once.... being a demonstrator under Pusat Asasi Science Pertanian...... So funny being a demo for something which is about a decade ago you left all that subject, and you have to learn it all over againt NOW, in just about two hours before lab....... i really speed up my mind and used about 70% of my brain ability to dig down all information in my head. Well it still a nice job though, with all news student and freashies. I'm thinking, agak2nya macam ni ker aku time mula2 masuk U dlu, soo nerd!! Har3.

Guna mikroskop pun tak tahu..... tapi tak leh salah kan dorg sebb time sekolah2 dlu mikroscop, bapak mcm zaman Flinstone, mikroscop skrg dah canggih, siap ada lampu warna biru cam lampu pasang time hari raya tu.... memang dah berubah la mikroscop skang ni.... korg tgk pun krg bleh ter-impress.

I just forgot what i what to wright in here...... so many people disturbing me today since early in the morning until NOW.... sikit2 yat..yat...sikit2 yattttt haarrgghh ...... yeah sure, i'm going for a karaoke last night then playing bowling, plus lepak mamak till 2 am. Soo.... i think you can guess at what time i reach in the office. Dah 3minggu aku tak main bowling, bila main balik rasa mcm... lane tu dah senget sikit, nasib baik score still above 100, tapi boleh tahan banyak ker longkang jugak laaa.... maybe got earthquake then bowling alley tu tersenget beberapa degree..... hmmm no wonder i got bad performance last night...

Ok lah enough with my blogging today, tonight we(INTROP 3) will having a BBQ, so I'm going to make a LAKSA SARAWAK..... har3 saper2 yg pernah makan laksa sarawak aku misti dah terliur.....ekekekekeh...... k CHOW!!

Terima Kaseh Cinta......

It's been soo long since i want to put this on my stories, but i have no pictures to showed you guy, soo got it by this afternoon when IDa n HubbY came to my house to pick her things before when to REmbaU for practical.....

Why i was sooooo keen with this entries? Hmmm...Still have no idea..... and of coz' its all about LOVE. They really fight for their own love and at the end..... they've got what they want...... being togetherness.....That's what i wanna stated here.

So, to you guy out there who's still struggling to find his/her own mr/mrs right... never to give up y'all, you'll find one soon. To IDA n Zuky ...semoga berbahagia sehingga ke anak cucu...... I dedicated this song to you guy..... and to all fella's and bloggers............

Remembered..... Even two parallel line will someday meet.... and someone, somewhere is made for you someday.......

DeDicaTed to my FrienD......

Huhuhu.....my best friends will left me.......
Ni aku nak dedicated lagu untuk dia.....sebab kalo ktrg ge karox dia selalu paksa aku nyanyi lagu ni ngn dia..... Huhu...pasni dah kurang konco aku kat cni.... dah tak leh nak wat kerjer gila2 lg.....sob..sob..sob... sedih..




And lagu nih.....favourite aku......gelek seh!!



To ijan....
Nanti kejer baik2 tau, jgn kuat melawan tau har3, jgn tension2 tau....jgn lupa aku tau... dapat gaji jgn luper bayar zakat kat aku tau...... huhuhu nanti rajin2 arr dtg jenguk aku, leh kita ge makan kepak ayam kat ERL..... waargghhhhh sedih dol, 2thn kita kerjer bawah INTROP..... Aku ingat lg alasan ko dlu2 nak jd RA sebab nak teman YatT SAMBUNG MASTER....... huuuu...nak nanges ni. Aperpun aku happy ko dah dapat kejer baru...aku doakan gaji ko naik dgn bnyk dan dgn berkoyan-koyan....... leh belanja aku tiap2 hari....harharhar

Noah's Ark

I save some vary valuable info's when jump website yesterday, and when i read it, its like.... wow cool's. So i'd love to share this with all my fella's out there.......enjoy..

Everything I need to know about life, I learned from Noah's Ark

One: Don't miss the boat
Two: Remember that we all in the same boat
Three: Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the Ark
Four: Stay fit. When you're 600 years old, someone may ask you to do something really big.
Five: Don't listen to critics; just get on with the job that needs to be done.
Six: Built your future on high ground.
Seven: For safety's sake, travel in pairs.
Eight: Speed isn't always an advantage. The snails were on board with the cheetahs.
Nine: When you're stressed, float a while
Ten: Remember the Ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic by professionals.
Eleven: No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting.

Another one that's really put a laugh on my face is....these quote;

Tuhan memberikan kekusutan supaya hambaNya menemui jawapan, keraguan supaya hambaNya menemukan keyakinan.....
-grab from one bloggers

Its soo...really touch me from deep inside. I felt like i'm digging a gold mines when i'm reading something whether in bloggers, newspaper, magazine and books.... so my books list for these months is a malays art(sastera) the famous Arenawati (Sukma Angin) and A.Samad Said (Sungai mengalir lesu), and not yet read is Anwar Ridhwan(Hari-hari Terakhir Seorang Seniman)....... Why am i waste my time with those stupid art when i'm a science stream student? Maybe you guys keep wondering huh!! Hmm the truth is, when you always read your text book in English, sometime the page will read 1000 page..... your head is spinning, and you need a rest somehow.... These kind of book will gave a good start for a day for ya'.

A conclusion from my reading is..... Arenawati is a true SAILOR, his book has never failed me yet, i thought that Arenawati and Prof. Hamka is Malaysian Sidney Sheldon...... They great...

OK...enought with my mumbling, GTG..... got work to do...

Buat TAGGED....sbb borink!!

Hahaha....nak tunggu sampai ptg baik aku buat benda2 yang tak berpaedah tp mengembirakan hati...kan...kan...kan.... tagged ni amek dari zai........hehe. Betul ckp zai mcm kertas peksa time sekolah2....

Kertas 1

Bekas kekasih saya adalah: ...bukan bakal suami saya...har3
Saya sedang mendengar: ...lagu cintamu ...siti nurhaliza sambil memakai labcoat
Mungkin saya patut: ...dgr lagu lain dan pura2 buat writting tessis
Saya suka:...kaco orang tapi taksuka org kaco saya...hahaha
Sahabat-sahabat baik saya: ...akn berkwn dgn sy sampai tua.... hahaha mcm paksaan jerr
Saya tak paham: ...sistem demokratik dimalaysia
Saya kehilangan: ...beloved uncle!!
Ramai yang berkata: .......... yat jom makan!!
Makna nama saya: ...cahaya kehidupanku....
Cinta itu adalah: ...LOVE
Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang: ...menunggu saya. kah3
Saya akan cuba: ...menjadi org yg baik dan sistematik
Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud: ...FOREVER ler....
Telefon bimbit saya: ...adalah kalender, jam, kamera dan TV.
Bila saya terjaga dari tidur: ...sy akan cuba utk tdk tido balik!!
Saya paling meluat apabila: ...kena berleter!!
Pesta/Parti adalah: ... yeehaaa...enjoy!!
Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah: ...anak babi yg terkedek-kedek kejar mak dia....... comel siot!
Peringkat umur yg paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah: ...semua peringkat!!
Hari ini: ...hari jumaat
Malam ini saya akan: ...dikerah mengemas umah ida..dia kawen besok.
Esok pula saya akan: ...hahaha... aku taknak jd pengapit oi...segan arr
Saya betul-betul inginkan: ...my mr.right and my other half....haha
Ketika anda lihat wajah anda dihadapan cermin pagi ini: ... woh! naik lagi satu jerawat!!
Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan: ...pusat membeli-belah bila ada sale, arked permainan kalo ada marrygoround..
Makanan Barat atau Jepun: ...saya pilih.......Makanan
Bilik yang terang atau gelap: ...terang kot sebab sy ni penakut
Makanan segera adalah: ...makanan time takder duit..
Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang? ...malas ar nak pg...letih.

Banyaknya....

Kertas 2:

Apakah perasaan anda sekarang? ...letih pastu nak set mind nak drive ge Jengka..
Saya nak makan? .... dah makan dah, taknak makan lagi, perut dah buncit.
Saya tak suka? ...org yg hipokrit dan pandai berpura-pura.
Impian saya? ...Nak ada DR. depan nama saya
Haiwan yg sy tak suka? ...LIPAS... eeyeeekk
Saya harapkan? ...kebahagian, ketenangan dan kedamaian.
Jika boleh putarkan masa? ......hmmm mcm tak boleh jerr
Saya pd 10thn akan datang? ...mungkin dah ada DR...... pastu tgh kejar anak2 yg nakal dgn rotan kat tangan, sambil menjeling husband yang buat derrkkk jer sambil baca paper... harharhar
Handphone saya adalah sebuah? ...alat yg berguna kpd sy bila ada kredit.....
Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?...3 kali pastu clash...hehe
Kawan-kawan saya? ...sama senget mcm saya...
Apa yang hendak anda lakukan terhadap orang yang mengkhianati anda? ...berdoa, may god bless you..
Siapa yang anda nak Tag? ...iejan, yani, liyan.......dll

Best gak benda alah tag ni...harharhar!!

Itarachimas.....

My luvly messy-space with new-buddy(laptop)+pink mouse

My luvly POOH with old-buddy!!!

Wah..... dah lama aku tak tulis lam blog ni busy gler minggu ni.....bru lepas meeting, pastu ada gotong-royong, ptg ni lak kena ge pick-up CT pastu drive ge Bandar Jengka, tolong ida settlekan kejer aper yg tak settle sbb besok IDA nak kawen, mak ida tak berapa sihat, soo aku ngn CT bakal jd maktiri dia menguruskan majlis....hehe siap ko hehe... mcm mana ek rasa nak kawen? Kalo aku misti nerves gler2 kahkahkah..... Oleh sebab dua tiga ari ni aku busy wat labwork, maka semua benda berserabut dan bersepah gler2, bilik aku rasanya kemas sikit dari kandang kuda.....harhar nasib baik duduk sensorang

Aku dah beli labtop baru(new-buddy!!) plus harddisk baru, sebabnya time mengantor krol ge komuter dia terhempap haversack dia kat laptop lama, haper lagi terus sewel dia punya skrin, slepas dua hari dua malam berpikir panjang, maka aku decide beli jer baru habeh cerita (buat loan PaMa)..... tapi suka lg laptop lama sebab skrin dia besar, laptop ni skrin kecik, tp yg bestnya ringan glerr2....... itu best banding ngan laptop lama yg mcm badak beratnya...... hahaha

Ari Ahad aritu ge Paya Indah Wetland ngn ida dapat tgk badak ngn buaya tembaga, besar gler buaya tembaga tu rasanya 3x panjang aku..... hhhiiiiiii takutnya. Seram sejuk aku duduk ctu lama2..... kalo dia ngap aku...haaarrggg sekali telan jerrr... dah sendawa, takut dol!! Whateverpun cantik jugak la tempat ini......rasa cam suasana kampung2.....

Badak yg comel!!! CHAK!!

Then, nak menambahkan lagi sengal aku, semlm ajak ijan gee makan mee udon kat sushi king.. takper aku belanja....hahahaha. Pastu ijan ajak ge jln2 kat mine, aku dah tak larat, perutpun dah boncit....... nak balik berehat. Pas smyg ingat nak tido tapi tak terlelap, aper lagi bukak lord of the ring layan fellowship of the ring sampai mata dah wengweng!! TITO.....

Mata bengkak sbb bekerja keras......kuikui

DEFERMENT !!

Wow...... after stayed in very tough & rigid situation, i just made a conclusion last night to just defer my semester. It's really tough for me, because the main reason for the defermation is be'coz of MONEY problems. I really need a part time job at these moment....... will find one soon. To be added, i had a problem with my result; its my fault be'coz i'm not to keen and to cautious with the chemical i used, i have to make a checklist with chemicals which is nearly reach its duedate. One tiny mistake, just one....you can ruin the hell out of the process. Gorshhh...... not gonna give up do ya'.

I knew my parents can help me with the money, but...... hmmm i will tried hard to find it by my own first, they're the last choise if i can't make it. My father has been filed for bancrupcy in 1998, so money always become our best enemy since then and cause my sisters cannot get into university; even she`s got good aggregate in her SPM (Pangkat 1). Me too, at that time after spm i don't wanna go to university, i just want to work and help our family, but my high-school best friends(mash thuraiya as iza) push me to just filled in the form, they are the person who post it, buy the schollarship form, politech form.... i just filled it, and they doing the rest. That's why... i always valued my friendship at the highest level. I don't mine to just leave the back-stabber. Coz i will find the BEST one....... and i did NOW and before too!!

Gurl hav'Fun......KBOX, Genting!!


Me, Ct, Ida........ saYAT-saYAT

I'm on FACEBOOK...at last!!

Kui..kui..kui....... aku dah berjaya menambah lg satu kerje (bler bukak internet) yang aku kena manage. Semua nih sebab aku takder mood nak buat labwork. Kdg2 bengang gak org dok bertanya ko dah siap labwork lum.... jaw. aku senang jer.... en.syed ngn kak.jue wat MASTER... lam 5thn, aku baru 2thn........ hehe.....tak tahu la itu jawapan ker teka-teki...... yg pastinya semalam memang satu hari aku buat facebook jer....

Dorg kat introp semua gelakkan aku sebab aku takder facebook..... dgn mukaku yg keanak-anakkan aku cakap...aku ni buta IT..... kahkahkah....dorg ramai2 ketawakan aku, terutamanya si YUZZ......berhangen jer. Aku nekad, aku nak cari kawan banyak2 supaya boleh belagak ngn dorang. Semalam check kawan aku dah 20 org, aku tunggu YUZZ datang...... setakat ada facebook tapi kawan ada 3 org jer.... baik takyah ader FB beb..... hahaha.....

Pagi tadi aku tgk Iza bukak FB, aku tanya dia berapa kawan ko..... dia cakap 23org, biler aku bukak jer FB aku........ terus ketawa besar...... kawan aku dah 43org........ harharhar...... bangga bangga....

K lah ...... nak ge ANE' mamak..... lapo