DEFERMENT !!

Wow...... after stayed in very tough & rigid situation, i just made a conclusion last night to just defer my semester. It's really tough for me, because the main reason for the defermation is be'coz of MONEY problems. I really need a part time job at these moment....... will find one soon. To be added, i had a problem with my result; its my fault be'coz i'm not to keen and to cautious with the chemical i used, i have to make a checklist with chemicals which is nearly reach its duedate. One tiny mistake, just one....you can ruin the hell out of the process. Gorshhh...... not gonna give up do ya'.

I knew my parents can help me with the money, but...... hmmm i will tried hard to find it by my own first, they're the last choise if i can't make it. My father has been filed for bancrupcy in 1998, so money always become our best enemy since then and cause my sisters cannot get into university; even she`s got good aggregate in her SPM (Pangkat 1). Me too, at that time after spm i don't wanna go to university, i just want to work and help our family, but my high-school best friends(mash thuraiya as iza) push me to just filled in the form, they are the person who post it, buy the schollarship form, politech form.... i just filled it, and they doing the rest. That's why... i always valued my friendship at the highest level. I don't mine to just leave the back-stabber. Coz i will find the BEST one....... and i did NOW and before too!!

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