JOGGING......

NANA with makngah n maksu

Quite busy right now, for sure.... with another part time job, and then conference in the middle with poster presentation and had to submit full paper...... but i felt happy after realize how much cool i am for handling all those bustle with style.... hahaha......

I miss celebrating Aidiladha with my parents....  i miss going back to Kampung also. However lucky me, for my sister didn't going back to kampung, his husband is working. So the night before raya, we celebrated it with watching Malay Funny Ghost Movie (forgot the title) n then wake up late (yeaawww..!!). Then we cook Mee Curry..(seriously...yummy..!!!) n i recall back myself by watching Princess Hour. In the meantime i sms YANIE whether she interested went for a JOG with me. She was wake up late TOO.....rather late then me....hah..!! So she pick me up at 2.30pm i was ready to jog with my converse sneakers, we went to IKEA...hahaha.

After having a blast of imagination, hoping that some of the design will be place in our house, with more lucky using all our husband money..(hahaha..), so we went hungry, the almond cake is ..... superb, delicous, excelante`. And i'm having the salmon fillet and meatball for Yanie. I think, i quite prefer the raw salmon.... some people say YIKES, but it taste good n i LUV it.

As a present to myself (duh...how many present did i get, yet not improved anything....lalalalala.) I bought a new bookcase for myself. With 4 shelf, enought to place all my book not included the magazine, the height of bookcase is 2meter hehehe. Forgot the design name, i take the picture latter on for my NEW ROOM IMPROVEMENT (fight with yanie..she's got new bed for herself n still finding the suit TV rack)....yet not finish, i want to buy a chiffon and sew with my PARIO, to make a curtain. The idea is in my head, yet i dont have time to buy the chiffon. And probably there's gonna be a green plant or a small aquarium...hmmm what happen when i was away, whose gonna take care of them.????  Hahahaha...i'm gonna make my room look like a hotel. YEAH....!!!

On saturday, i wake up early after subuh, i went for a REAL jog at taman tasik kepong with my lil' sister. With the target to jog around the lake. However i reach there, i do realise how big it is.... and then i told my lil' sis.. just probably we reach half of this lake and then we turn back. She was happy wit my idea, and then not even reach a quarter....ok half of the quarter... i felt like i wanna go to the toilet... and ask my lil sis to just go ahead, i'll be back in the second. And then i realise how FAR the jogging track to the parking area and then to the toilet. When i was finish everything, on my way to trace back where my sister is..... the rain is comming. Sooo..... the end of my JOGGING story......

Just for fun....enjoy my one and only niece so far.......

"Nama caya Dayangku Nursalina @ Adrina"

Budak Buchuk......!!!!

Kuat mengamuk......!!!

Excited tgk muka sendiri lam laptop.........sampai naik atas keyboard....jgn apa2 kan ek sayang, makngah baru je beli laptop nih. Utang ngn atok ngn nenek pun belum abeh bayor lg.....

Choose to be KIND today

They are cute...... hehe



And also these....hallo gorgeous..!! hallo gorgeous...!!

Carilah KU dalam hatiMU.......

As according to your letter......

"actually aku xderla nk komen pasal cite ko ni...cume aku nk luah sikit..semalam aku terbuka satu album ni(kat bangi umah mak aku)..album ni jer yg aku xdan nk bawak balik bkt mahkota..xtau nape aku saje tinggalkan album tu..then last nite aku sajer tgk album tu..hmmmmm xsangka lak dalam album tu ade banyak sgt kenangan lama masa diploma..tetibe aku teringat ape silap aku sampai dia dumb aku cam tu..kat dunia ni kan xder sorang pun yg sempurna..aku tgk album tu balik...mmg byk sgt kenangan n aku menitik air mata bile teringat semua tu..ko penah tgk cite satu garisan..yg mane org alim jadi xalim...org yg nakal jadi baik..cite tu mmg bagus..kalo dulu aku nakal pun xbermakna aku nakal selamanye..ni bukan parti UMNO dulu, kini dan selamanyer..ape pun aku bersyukur dengan kehidupan sekarang..cuma aku agak terluka sbb kene dumb mcm tu je..mcm aku ni xde hati dan perasaan..k dear..lebiu.."

Dear NOQS,

Hargghhh..... jgn ler wat citer sedih cam nih Noqs. Kdg2 wa  terpikir gak cam lu, naper menyemak sgt kepala otak kalo pikir pasal benda2 yg dah lepas ni tetambah pasal X's kita. Tp lama2 wa pikir positive pas wa dgr Ecah cakap yg semua X-BF dia tu menyemakkan kepala dan sgt2 membuang masa after dia jumpa ngn Hubby dia skang. Wa rasa betul jugak apa yg ecah cakap tu...............

Cuma apa yg menyebbkan Tuhan wujud kan dorank tu probably nak kita belajar something, entah lah apa yg bakal kita belajar tapi memang akan ada something yg kita akan belajar yg kita sendiri tak sedar. Mcm aper yg wa belajar dari ajib, first is .... jgn terlalu percaya org... wa ada aplikasikan tapi tak sepenuhnya la....hahaha.... sbb gue percaya yg tuhan wujud kan manusia lain supaya kita saling bantu membantu. You gotta trust other people in order to get the trust back. Yang  belajar dari Bro (hantu..!!) is....ermmmm takyah lah nak control org mcm ko control robot.... robot kalo control 24/7 pun bleh rosak.......ni kan pulak manusia yg ada akal. Yg Xbf last...... hmmm....plan ahead, don't just plan according to what you want, think twice before make a decision and be patient. HUH..!!

Aper2 pun believe in ALLAH, ramai org akan meninggalkan kita, kalo kita ada barang yg berharga...one day barang tu akan hilang atau rosak.....tapi ALLAH tidak. DIA tak pernah meninggalkan kita walaupun kita selalu lalai dan lupa............. walaupun mcm2 org mengata atau mengutuk kita, bg wa biarkan..... they are not my god........ My God is ALLAH. You can judge whatever you wanna judge about me, but ALLAH never judge me, HE gave us courage and free to choose whatever we wanna be.... in a matter of that if we prayed to HIM, He was always there for us......

BE PATIENT....... Allah will show you the way....... maybe not today and tomorrow..... just wait for the moment  to come. In a matter of that....PRAYED to HIM.......

Your Sincerely Friend That luv u,

   Yatt             

:-)              

Three cup of tea.......

I tried to find this book (suggested by Ibad), but it’s quite expensive at the MINES which is merely RM50. Three cup of tea is about a climber of K2 has been lost and injured. On the way down, he found a poor Pakistanian village, and the villages help to cure him. After that he going back to America and promise them to come back and built a school for gurl. He collects the donation, in a matter of just built one school he manages to build 55 instead. Such encouraging……. Gotta hav’ these when I had extra money…. Also The Mistress of the Game the other sequal of The Master of the Game……I’m a die hard fan of Sidney Sheldon. And guess what, I didn’t even have books of him on my rack…. Because there’re expensive!!!! Even if you try to find it in secondhand bookstore at Central Market…. The price is still rm25 ++.

Yet....temptalizing..!!!

How I read Sidney Sheldon books? Well, when in form 3, my bestfriend’s (MASH) uncle has coming back from Monarch University in Australia. And he has lots kind of book collection because it was cheap there for about 4 to 7 dollar. Her uncle tutoring n suggested her for Sidney Sheldon to improve her English skill, she hates reading so she past it on me so I can read it and tell her the whole story hahaha….. we rotate one book for every 2 weeks. So now….. After count my luck, I just miss 4 books from the whole collection of sidney sheldon…… kuikuikui…..

So i have bought these month and last month collection books. Got The Soldier’s Wife (Rachel More), Sword Song (Bernard Cornwell), Digging to America (Anne Tyler), In the Country of men (Hisham Matar) and Zipporah–wife of moses (Marek Halter). Another book which I must have is LASKAR PELANGI-sang pemimpi …. It is famous in Indonesia, also has been suggested by Ibad. Probably should find it at The Border…. The Garden, Mid Valley. Hmmm……or I just ask Ibad to buy for me…. He’s going back to Indonesia for Aidiladha…… yes..!! Got solution……yee haaa…!! TATA

Paper SHIP....

It was raining outside, and i was stuck in my car..... however i remembered when i was a little kids, the intention to play in the rain, but haven't got a courage because either my mom will lock the door and of coz' the cane is the second present. And then i was thinking, why don't i wrote a poem....

Soo these is what i got...!!!

The rain is heavy these evening,

Plough the emptiness of the bank,

And the dryness of Mr. sand,

The water flowed tendering the eye of beholder,

Replenish the heart of emptiness,

And I feel joy......

Remembered when i was a kid,

The lane that i should never forget,

When rain is coming,

I was readdy with a lots of paper ship....

Ready when the water is fulled

Trying to sail my ships,

So it can cross the river and the sea,

And land in your heart,

Till you can feel, the way i felt......

 4.03pm

20/11/09

People See Me Cry....(YESTERDAY story)

I was CRY... when i see my face in the mirror its really OMG......, I went to the office anyway and reach there at 11 o'clock in the morning, I was so mess and tired after coming back late the other night. Hang around with SHU, Luqman (Student; from indonesia) his friend Darno and Ibad and also Fandra whom just arrived in Malaysia. We played squash at stadium. You must have guess hows my face is....

 Everyone was seeing me like unbelievable-face i ever see in them, they'd tried to avoid me...... When i see Zaty asking about her project she ask me...."Kak yat menangis ker..??" .... i was stuck there...and answer NO. And then i went to see my Second Supervisor to inform her about the test that i've reach so far at FRIM, i realize how she was trippin' on words trying to find the best consonance .... (Not to hurt my feeling..!!)... when talking to me...!!

I was just like.... WHAT HAPPEN TO THESE PEOPLE.....???

I'm not crying because of myself....... i'm crying because i'm soo sad seeing the episode of The Little Nyonya...on ntv7. How could they do that to Yue Niang .... She was soo ...... i dont knew what to said. See the drama yourself......Its really GOOD..And ayat dia yg paling berkesan dlm hati aku....... sob...sob...sob......(Harharhar...)

Lebih baik utk hidup setahun dengan orang yg kita cintai,

Daripada hidup 100 tahun dengan orang yg kita tidak cintai...........

OK..... I get it......

To the person it may concern..............

:-)

I LOST MY TOUCH

My world has totally lost for now, I tried to figure it out…. I’m totally lost for sure, I don’t have mood for anything. And I make a conclusion the situation happen because of few problems that I face. Include about my study, my life and my family.


A few months ago, I had a dream that a big centipede, it really big for me its like a mutant or something came to threaten our FAMILY but my father had kill that creatures until vanished it head, but it still alive and try to threatening my sister but she had a chance to escape and that poor animal attack me and I just stood still without do anything because I’m afraid that creatures will bite me. And now I realize that the most poison part in centipede is …it tail duhh… Allah will guide me..!! I don’t think much about the dream, it just a sign and probably its nothing, just be careful.

But I do hate dreams about snake, eeaauuwwww…….when it bite u, it’s really hurt, the slippery skin….. damn eeaauuwww…….Malay believe that, when you dreamt about snake, that mean you will get married soon, when it bite you, that mean you will get married to the person u with ….at that moment…. Yeah I’ve dreamt about snake few time, and often I run away (har3) because I’m was sooo scared eeaaauuww menggelikan, there’s one dream, a small green snake had bite me on my right shoulder, I was so scared and I asked a scissors from my sister so we do an operation and cut that (poor you!!) snake into two piece. End of the story. Nowaday when I want to go to sleep I always pray to Allah not to dream about snake, b’cos I’m not ready yet…..and it sooo scary (Wonder that’s why I didn’t get married)….harharhar….

About my study, I have to just keep pushing myself… that what I suppose to do. Do the very best for my last scroll because probably there’s no more PHD for me. My family needs me. I have to sacrifice ….. yeah…. Final decision…!!! About my life, there’s nothing interesting. That’s all……

Oppss… one more thing is I read a JANGAN BERPUTUS ASA books from Hamdan Lutfi, reach 400 page there’s another 150 more to go, he said if you have a chance; gave a present to yourself for what have you achieved. So I gave a new re-bonding hair for myself. It’s look good, b’cos when I wake up in the morning, inspired of I see ghost in the mirror, I see a lady which trying hard and have fun in her life…. Har3…

Sa Rang in ga yo.......

I'm MuMblinG.........

I was release at last, after shruggling with more then 300 page of 1349 page of handbook of pulp, i've found valuable method for my study....i'm sooo overjoyed........cool, will start my labwork nextweek. Hopefully..!! Gotta be a busy week with testing and handsheet makin' at FRIM...... I was a little bit sad when UMA came and said that if we send the notice started these month probably we will grad in 2011. I was really hope to settle everything before JULY next year so i can grad on August......well, bad news right. Whatever....as long as i finish my Master.

Suppost to have a wall-climbing at shah alam tonight, but Exit cancel it coz Macheng have last minute on-call, soooo.... i'm gonna replace it with squash with SHU and LUQMAN. Yeee haaaa.....the things is, my hand is still felt itchy, numb and a little bit hurt when i grab something heavy.... yeah after playing squash few days ago. I'm gonna see what will happen after tonight, maybe i should went for an X-ray..... i'm afraid to see the crack .... hopefully not that worst, stupid imagination.......gurl stop it..!!

Well, i guess everyone has in fact ..... accidently LIKE someone when you didn't realise because of what, why and how. Well i'm in that kind of delusion myself....right now. It STUPID right. It really is..... because when I see everything, it's like i see his face in everything..... is these what we call ANGAU. Duhh...!! Get off from me ....you ANGAU thing..!! Well, i hate him at first place, because i thought that his somewhat like an ARROGANT, well....now it seem like his not.....his pleasantly humble!!!

Yeah stop thinking positive way...just anything negative like probably his gay or something.... yeah see whether that ANGAU will get off from me or not...!! I make a conclution....he's gay.......good for me...!!