My world has totally lost for now, I tried to figure it out…. I’m totally lost for sure, I don’t have mood for anything. And I make a conclusion the situation happen because of few problems that I face. Include about my study, my life and my family.
A few months ago, I had a dream that a big centipede, it really big for me its like a mutant or something came to threaten our FAMILY but my father had kill that creatures until vanished it head, but it still alive and try to threatening my sister but she had a chance to escape and that poor animal attack me and I just stood still without do anything because I’m afraid that creatures will bite me. And now I realize that the most poison part in centipede is …it tail duhh… Allah will guide me..!! I don’t think much about the dream, it just a sign and probably its nothing, just be careful.
But I do hate dreams about snake, eeaauuwwww…….when it bite u, it’s really hurt, the slippery skin….. damn eeaauuwww…….Malay believe that, when you dreamt about snake, that mean you will get married soon, when it bite you, that mean you will get married to the person u with ….at that moment…. Yeah I’ve dreamt about snake few time, and often I run away (har3) because I’m was sooo scared eeaaauuww menggelikan, there’s one dream, a small green snake had bite me on my right shoulder, I was so scared and I asked a scissors from my sister so we do an operation and cut that (poor you!!) snake into two piece. End of the story. Nowaday when I want to go to sleep I always pray to Allah not to dream about snake, b’cos I’m not ready yet…..and it sooo scary (Wonder that’s why I didn’t get married)….harharhar….
About my study, I have to just keep pushing myself… that what I suppose to do. Do the very best for my last scroll because probably there’s no more PHD for me. My family needs me. I have to sacrifice ….. yeah…. Final decision…!!! About my life, there’s nothing interesting. That’s all……
Oppss… one more thing is I read a JANGAN BERPUTUS ASA books from Hamdan Lutfi, reach 400 page there’s another 150 more to go, he said if you have a chance; gave a present to yourself for what have you achieved. So I gave a new re-bonding hair for myself. It’s look good, b’cos when I wake up in the morning, inspired of I see ghost in the mirror, I see a lady which trying hard and have fun in her life…. Har3…
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