Mental

Start raya haji aritu, aku asyik tak sihat jer...

Demam sampai 5 hari.

Badan lemah giler.

Tak larat sampai takder mood.

Datang keje pun cam malas2 jer.

Nak start buat keje pun rasa cam malas.

Mental ada la cam down skit. 

Mak aku siap tanya, aku trauma ker sebab hampir excident aritu.

Aku balas la...takder la pulak....Tak rasa aper2 pun.

Walaupun ada dua tiga keta terbalik keliling aku.

Sampai skang aku tercari2...aper punca aku bersikap agak...

Bermuram durja ini......

Tapi still tak dapat jawapan.

Mungkin sbb belum shopping kasut/highheel lagi kowt...!!

Random bliss

This is my nenek. She's a very awesome women and like to kiss my cheek while holding my big head. Hope she's in the very good health and a bless life. I miss her.....sob..sob....sob..!!!

Mari Berubah utk Kebaikan

Yeah...ayuh kawan2. Mari kita berubah mencari satu hala tuju yang lebih membawa makna dan kebaikan dalam hidup. Life is short. Make it worth every minute of the day. Yeah...aku skang ni memang dalam mood mengemas, and apa yg aku perasan bila aku mengemas dan cuba susun atur yg baru, aku rasa mood aku dah kembali berbeza, rasa lebih bersemangat with new perspektif and idea in my mind. Maka aku dah berjaya mengemas bilik aku menjadikan ianya nampak kemas sedikit daripada status berselerak dan berhabuk yg aku pegang sebelum ni. Hmmm....nak publish ker gambo bilik sendiri.....idok kowt, praibesy tuh... tapi boleh la sedikit sedikit hint hint yg bilik aku dah kemas ... seperti dibawah ini.... 

 My first art atas kanvas.....hoyeah..!! Walaupun macam lukisan budak darjah 4, namun ianya adalah satu seni yg paling unggul dlm hidup aku...uhuk..uhuk..!! Sebelah kiri tu adalah merupakan penyangkut yg baru aku beli termasuk dinding yg berjaya aku lobangkan dgn skill handygirl yg aku ada(harap tuan umah tak perasan..lalala).

 Cita-cita menjadi yunalis zarai nombo 2 yg belum lagi tercapai2 dek kerana laptop rosak susah nak belajar main gitar kt utube, buku jual not gitar mahal tak hengat, jari kontot dan macam2 lagi alasan2 yg sangat logik pada pemikiran aku.

 My fav' jewelery hadiah dari kawan... yang sebelah kanan tu adalah fav' rantai yg aku beli sendiri yg aku sentiasa pakai ge opis supaya menampakkan gaya aku lebih sopistekated. Gaya apakah itu.....!! Entah aku pun tak tahu.

 Earing2 kesayangan aku dan ada bnyk lagi. Dalam masa yg sama bnyk yg dah rosak....tetambah yg fav aku selalu pakai....benci betul.!!

Kata nak tunjuk deco bilik..?? Wakakakakaka......jgn harap laaa.....!!!

I felt soo...... i don't know..!! I miss kampung, stayed with parents, brothers and sisters. Ate good food together, home cook, pretty lazy around..... Huhu...!!

PS:- At last i have highly motivated to repair my laptop while playing ANGRY BIRD using my sista's notebook. I never knew that i do pretty awesome in angrybird.....and i'm good at that...believe me..!!!

FAT

I felt like my body a little bit shabby here and there. Due to my night shifted at work... i tend to have my night snack very often then before. And my eating habbit is more like a mad cow whose came from a very shallow dungeon, crazy for a fresh green grass after a very long bloody muddy flood. And i ate breakfast and lunch at 5.00pm in the evening, which i hope will tell the whole story complete. Not to mention my sleeping timing which is slightly parallel to what an owl will do. I mean..... i need to JOG.

PASSION

I'm struggling to finish a book; LAST CLIMB a journey of Sir George Mallory with his friend Irvine to climb the summit of Everest from North Col. I just kept wonder with myself, why people has soo much passion about something. I had an x-housemate whose really crazy when it talks about mountain, i promise you guys that almost all the summit in Malaysia she has just manage to conquer. I'm not just really proud with her achievement but the same time always think what kind of maniac she is..?? Opppppssss.....

I know one man, whom had a great endeavour about motorbike. He was just a decent man, funny to describe, love to laught a lot and make fun to whom suppose or deserve to make fun of (u guys might not get what i want to tell, nevermind....back to main story.) The best way to describe... a humble man. He just travel with his BMW motorbike throughout himalaya ridge, to the very place i really want to go....NEPAL and TIBET..!! Urrgghhh i'm sooo jealous. He's the man whom told me a story about Kanchanaburi and the rest. Make me wonder, could i have a chance to experience all this thing by myself.

I once meet a guy whom really have a passion about tiny insect especially a spider. And he really good at taking a picture of those creatures in a very presentable well describe view. Oh yeah I do meet an old man, very old now, tall with a spectacle and a cap slightly like a barret. Very quiet with serious-face, not a very polite type, but when you know him, you will really understand his passion in ART through his painting and talk, he travel to indonesia a lot and his quite talkative indeed. He learns their culture, he can talk many indonesia dilect and apart from that, he just a Malaysian whom just came from Melaka. Just ask him about history, he can just describe way back from the day of Silendra, the Pattani, Sriwijaya dynasty and the goes on and on with facts and proof. Amazing man.....thats all i can say.

I meet a rock climbers, or used to be a climbers. I very much enjoy myself when i see a man whom climb a rock or walls. How they maneuvered through difficults and danger. To achieve the pinpoint to hook the rope. How their passion and their trust, believed and spirit that keeps going to the very last sweat. They make people believe that the MAN-WILLS will even make them stronger.

I just wonder, what life is mean for when a man live without a great passion in himself. I'm gonna built my passion....maybe i'm not gonna succeed now, but who knows 10 maybe 20 years from now...i made it..!!!

"Because its there!!!"

-George Mallory