I'll Be ....totally MAD

Duhhh....
I`m so spechless today....aarrgghhh god help me!! huh...the story is like these.I was totally in my monday boring mood....so i jump website....jump...jump...read...jump again...then duh!!....got to Between My leg...blogspot....who`s the hell these man is.....oh malaysian....oouuwww ooo engku emran...the famous man maried to Era fazira la.... than see his diary...jeng jeng jeng. His going to Junn wedding which is his staff yesterday at seri kembangan. The date was on sunday...and that means the wedding was on saturday...cool yeah...i`ll tried to figure out from suria fm wedsite but the hell gateway timeout has come out. I think my body cell was tranforms to became a hulk hogens lady...... I do...even no one have ever seen it... damn i'm in the hell out of me... i can proof it.!!!

I msg my BF and ask what the hell happen here....u said ur cousin wedding. The wedding`s held at bangi....are u trying u fishy out with me... i know you have no cousin in bangi.....but i just shut my mouth up because i think that was your privacy and i`m respect u, maybe you wants time with your family......than duh...drama...drama...and drama... got it.....i'm sick of it.....

Please laaa....if you don't wants me to attend you sister's wedding...just discussed it with me. Just say it. I think i have no probs with that...... but what makes me sooooo.....hotty absolutely angry here is.... u don't even gave me much space for me to enjoy mylife either....(I'm gonna cry right now!!) U controlled me 24/7, you controlled with whom i should go out.......u controlled at what time i should reach home...... I'm not the easy-stupidity-kampung gurls la....i have life....i have friends .......i knows my friends much longer than i know you.......they are more like my family than you ....to be honest.

Everyweek my friends ask me to join their recreation activities ....kayaking, water rafting, camping, even i have to cancel my trip to candat sotong and utmostly travell to indonesia to climb mount merapi and see candi borobodur, i have to cancel all around because i know u won't aloud me to go...because what...because i love you. For God sake.......... U didn`t even respect my self or even respect my vision in life.....what u know....u just want everything according to what your thinking.....u never ask whether i`m hurt or not.........but i`m absolutely hurt right now.
i have to change my life to 360 degree after meet you, i have to stay home waiting for your called, if you felt boring than u will call me, if not than i have to stay surround those stupid wall.......or stayed 10km around my house, so when u need me, i`d be just READY to go.
Huh..more like i'm stayed in militry school.

huh.......enough for today......i've really got headache.