Sunday, November 16, 2008

Nota Cinta Lama

Nota cinta lama kujadikan lagu, walau tidak seindah bisik kata yang kau beri.
Tetap dalam hati siang malam menanti tak jemu aku dibuai kerinduan.
Belum pernah ada getaran sebegini,
Memang benar aku dilanda cinta kepadamu.
Bercahaya hidupku dalam taman cinta sehingga segalanya seperti pelangi.
Kau sambutlah rinduku jangan lepas lagi, kupatri setia seteguh kasihmu buatku.
Kini kutemui insan yg kusayangi sentiasa disisi bagai bintang yg berseri.
Tetap dalam hati siang malam menanti tak jemu aku dibuai kerinduan.
Satu jawapan engkau berikan bisaku rasa segala rahsia asmara
kau pesona cinta yang membawa bahagia........

Huh tired nyer semalam dari damansara attend meeting ada visit dari DHAKA, Bangladesh abes kul 1pm then ge shopping ngan kawan TEDDY BEAR ku ....jeng jeng jeng IJAN. Then jumpa LAN, ANAZ and Nenex sampai kul 7pm pas tu keluar lagi, balik kul 12.30am makan sate kat awan besar ngan bdk2 MYVI. DIDI belanja. Ari ahad ne pepagi buta dah bangun nak basuh keta. kekeke...............................

I'm thinking bout' ZACK right now......2 day's ago he proposed to me to be his GIRLFRIEND and he want me to try to work it out as a couple. It just too hard to let him down for the second time. It just i felt that his too perfect for a simple gurl like me..... that's it, he's wayyy tooo perfect. What happen to me for the past 2 week has turn me to be a couple phobic and i'm scared to let any men entered to my life; there always became strangers to me. And most important is he deserve a better gurl out there.....which he didn't find yet. Or maybe....maybe i fall for someone else.....hmmm. Krrriiiinnggggg.

Fulled stop that's not the point........the thing is I'm just thinking when i clash to ajib, i've found a somewhat demon (X-BF) hahaha.....just in one week, and now i've already break-up with that demon aka warewolf aka scunk aka parasite aka green algae in a dung ponds yulkss..... and less than one week i'm found someone who said to my face that saya cinta kamu..... and someone wants me to be his girlfriend....... huh less than one week. Romantic OK. hahaha....come on gurl life is not easy as that. I should think twice, life just though me a valuable lesson. And i LEARN from that... i do LEARN. My big sister told me to just try with these guy, Ijan said the words too........ huh ME..... i just need a BREAK for awhile. So much thing in life i didn't achieve yet, i just want to be free, most of all i just want to be ME...... sooo gave me a BREAK. I hope ZACK understand..... but we can be friend thou........ I'm not a good listener but you can just discussed everything with me.

Maybe people will think that heart-breaker will leave like a sorrow, mmmmm point notice......but no no no not me laaa babe..... He's not the men that are KKICK for me, but Ajib do, that's why when we a break-up, i'm being an aneroxic from 58kg to 48kg, and now i'm grown not too big but healthty and happy. Stop it thinking bout love...... there's not only LOVE important in these world.

Other thing are more important, like AZIZI has finish his PHD....... yup.....in just 1 year yup. A challenge for you gurl, he's do writting in IRAN and left us with a little bit problem that he forgot to settle. Cool..... me, uma and mehdi are struggle right now to fight with that subject, other wise we will failled........cool yeah.......nevermind. IF i'm failled and elliminated, Dr. Jalal will suffered, i'm doing hiss project OK........... not mine.....kuangkuangkuang........

LAPAR laaa...... dah kul 3.05pm......GTG......

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