SYUKUR KU SEDAR

Hmmmm.......Ipin cerita kt aku yang dia bru jer break ngan adik Syed, kesian lak aku nengok dia. Entahlah i donno, aku just cakap bawa busykan diri ko so ko tak banyak sangat pikir, then bila ko ditempat yang benar insyaallah tuhan akan tunjuk something.

I just kept thinking when i've break-up, hahaha....pengalaman yang sgt2 diffrence ngan Ipin, maybe aku tak terlalu cinta sgt ngan Ex aku that's why biler break, aku rasa satu perasaan yang sgt release............. free. Happy!! Tu jer yang aku rasa, walaupun memula tu risau gak what my friends will think bout' me, nak nak pulak aku sekarang nih dah di chop playgurl, jap jap ngan laki ni jap jap ngan org lain, but for me hidup misti diteruskan, mana yang salah kita perbetulkan dan sesungguhnya terimalah kenyataan yang aku ni manusia bukannya malaikat. Manusia yang sgt kudus!!!! And what's not kill me will always make me stronger. Thats why aper yg org cakap tentang aku, aku just take note, kalo salah aku, then aku perbetulkan otherwise..... hmmm lalalalaaa.

Mungkin org akan cakap ko nih tak serik2. HHMMM.... susah nak describe sebab setiap org generate diffrence idea when they have a problem. For me which is past is always past, I'll take it as a lesson but it won't stop me to just be me be myself and be happy. Like what i said before, mana yang salah aku, aku akan perbetulkan otherwise hhhmmmm sendiri mau ingat laa....

Alhamdullillah...... right now, I really happy with myself and of coz I have someone on the busket..... hahaha. Not gonna reveal yet his identiti. Even I know my friend knows that i have someone but they didn't know who is him. I want to stick it that way, coz i really need time to explain to all my friends. Tapi aku tak nafikan yang aku happy yang susah nak diluahkan dalam perkataan. Mcm diawang-awangan, mabuk kepayang agaknya. hahahaha!!!!! Ari ahad aritu aku ge mandi sungai kat ulu langat, then ada jame sikit kt pekan tu, then aku nampak kereta Ex-orggiler tu. All i felt is nothing, coz i'm yeah tgh angau........ i think it is good for a new start. Aku dapat balik siapa diri aku........

Hehe....LUCKY is when you always has a bunch of friends to chear you up...... always has a guy on the altar to reach your hands, and lucky to have family to support you. Thanks GOD. I WILL ALWAYS APPRECIATE WHO I AM.