Thursday, September 3, 2009

Selalunya apa yang kita rancang.............

Selalunya apa yang kita rancang ............
tak semestinya kita dapat...
Apa yang kita rancang .... jalannya tidak terlalu mudah utk kita
Jalannya telalu berliku..... sehinggakan kadang2 bila terpikir balik
Kenapa aku masih disini.. what kind of courage that still put me here...
Had no idea.....
.
I'm soo devastated and i'm tired
Thats what i felt right now
.
About my PROJECT... it all started in a wrong way
I'm soo had enough... i always felt like i wanna quit..!!
Thats what i felt..... i just cannot stand anymore......
I just can't....!!!
.
"Tuhan hanya menguji hambanya yg tahan dengan dugaan yang diberi Nya."
Why gave THESE to me.
I had a weakness, my weakness is Taking a pride on any job people gave it to me....
I have started this job, why the hell it is soo tough & hard for me to FINISH it.
I'm soo had enought.....
.
I just Blurred what gonna happen to me next!!
All i realise is.... i have to face it
Because why??
Because i'm still breathing!!
But i couldn't STAND !!

2 comments:

moon said...

what happened??
about your project??

please beb...
take it as a challenge...
challenger to urself...

i noe that sometime (some?? i heard many time lol..heheheh) u sound like u were give up...pressure... (felt to kill somebody)...and so on... but between all of that... i noe u r strong beb... very strong!

yes... ko kene teruskan... bertahan la... sikit jer lagi... jgn musnahkan ape yg ko dah mulakan... kitaorg ade sentiasa dgn ko...

cool down k... kalau penat...jom kite g berehat....

(*_*)

~non~ said...

neng..lex aaa...
dunnot give up dude..
sket jek lagi..
sayang gile kalau ko quit awal2 nih..
dah laa bertahun2 ko menghadap muka2 org kat introp tu..muka dr jalal lagi..takkan ko nak gv up for the last minute..tinggak sket jek lol..
so, dont give up..coz u can do it..yeahhhh...

climb beb...i know u can do it..