Semalam aku tengok cerita Cinderella ulangan punya, and sampai part Zoella pujuk adik tiri dia and she said.... It is hard being rejected..!! ...It is really hard being rejected by others, i knew it coz i felt the same way too once. And when i wake up this morning someone SMS me said Thnx and then i reply with Pardon me, For what..???.. He said for not reply his SMS twice. OK... avoid any complicated thing happen so no more SMS from me.... Yeah, i went out from uncivilization thing with terrible pain in my knee. I didn't even reply any sms and phone call accept from my PArentS. Yeah... hope this statement will clear the view...... for some who just knew how to point everything on me. I felt totally sick sometime....
OK Talking bout LOVE and a Relationship, i guess it is hard to knew what kind of guy we like, how's we like him to be, or why we like this kind of guy...... its totally complicated and its a hanging question!! WHY? HOW? AND WHAT? MAKE PEOPLE FALL FOR EACH OTHERS....
I can't even answer all those question. Even now, i don't have the answer. But one thing i am sure is ... i am more keen about the friendship. It is sad to start an UnKnOWN relationship by ruining your now FriEnDshiP.... If you are bare enought to tell your feeling, you also have to bare enought to get whatever the answer is....!!! I Totally respect someone who came to me and said he like me.... and I DO appreciated them.... they really brave rather then some who never did that..!!!
Just the thing is... i can't push my feeling... and i don't wanna ruined our friendship too..!! I knew it is hard being rejected..... I guess by being professional, respect, mature and relax... everything will be OK.. and I will always be your friends !!!. Hmmmm..... one thing is... There is a LIMITATION for that ....That i dont wanna have any FLinG with Married Man.... accept engaging in recreation, sport or job thing..!! I hope they can respect my INTEGRITY..... If you have a problem with youy wife, you wanna get divorce .... it's your own problem... your the HEAD of your own family, you LEAD them... I DO NOT care where you wanna lead them to....!! GOT it....!!! I don't wanna be the BASTARD whom ruined other people marriage.... it is not cool either..!!
LOVE is really a funny thing.... I'm not easily attract with a handsome guy, rich or too high educational level.... I prefered the honest one, not arrogant, humble, mature as a leader, easy going, have the same hobby as mine, we can discuss just about anything, and i dont felt awkward when we are together... nevertheless all the list above a negotiable....!! I'm not a perfect lady and i'm not an angle.... just a SIMPLE GULR with a little bit of complicated thought.... Hehe..... :-)
PS: Knew yourself better before you try to fall for someone, coz you might ruined a relationship n leaving someone which is love you so much...!!! Whatever... the past is always past... future is more important for me.....CHOW......!!!
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