Friend

I was sad this week and last week. Its last week to be exact. More and more, when we try so hard to be mature...... its like everything going wrong around us. I hate to have a scared feeling, scare of whats gonna happen next in my life. Have i prepared everything, bout my saving bout my journey in life, bout ...just everything...!! Suddently now, i realise.... i kept repeating every anxiety happen past and the future without any reason. Some sort of disorder....like a disease or something. WOW.....!! Big wow there...!!

You try so hard to achieve everything in your life, somehow more or else you kept going into the wrong direction and aback. You hate it....because you already try the best you can.... maybe not in the very best in other people definition, but it just ...the best ...in my own perception. Things never always happen the way you want it to be. What am i did wrong...?? What the KARMA which brought us to be so unsure of everything.

I'm tired. I need a rest. I don't know how to succeed. Its hurt me badly. DONE