TERSASUL

Petang tadi aku asyik tersasul jer. Dan tersasul yg paling merapu time lepak kt Old Town Cheras pas kenduri BODOL apabila aku mengajak geng2 aku pergi MENCANDAT BURUNG kt tioman. Memang kena bahan tahap kesatria baja hitam la kaedahnya. Macam ayat lucah pun ada jugak kan, kalo dipikir2 kan balik. Sepatutnya mencandat sotong, ya semestinya lah mencandat sotong....ade ker mencandat benda lain. 

Ya aku mengaku, konsentrasi aku agak lari bila terjumpa seseorang kt kenduri kawen tuh. Entah la aku tak tahu nak cakap aku rasa apa. Memang aku tak rasa apa. Sbb aku dah bernekad nak MOVE ON and never turn back time. Aku tak tahu mcm mana lelaki menilai atau menyelesaikan satu permasalahan, sbb tuhan kurniakan aku menjadi perempuan. Sooo... apa perempuan yng mcm aku akan buat... Once we close our door, we will locked it down, and throw the key away, away as far as 7 sea's. Hmmm.....giler nekad...!! If i found back the key, it is maybe with the will of ALLAH. Other then that.....hhmmm NOPE..i don't think so!!

I'm happy with myself now, way too happy, i know how to differentiate life and love. Fate and fake. Which my journey, and where i'm gonna end it and how i want it to be.

I know how to appreciate myself, i have a target now....without hoping or thinking or adjusting mylife to suite his. I just myself with the help and will of Allah. Hmmmm berkat pakai hijab ni memang terbukti keberkesanannya. Aku sentiasa pikir positive in everything. Even there is no other way to counter the problems. I still can think in absolute positive. Hmmmm.... hope one day i'll meet someone. Not just randomly someone, as he is the man that is my FATE....the one that i "stole" his rib....the one that i 100% sure.