Ku BAhagiA!!!!

I`ve found someone which really put a smile on my day, really gave me courage to just go-on fight for your own survivor, whose always laugh at my stupid joke, who always said that i`ve beautiful even i know that i`m not, really want to just be by his side, planned stupid thing in life in just a sudden. He really complete me till i just felt like buhbye to all my Ex-es and the guy who always chase me for good. He really somebody which i always dreamt before. I just laught throughout the day becoz his LOVE is in the air. Thanks GOD for giving me someone which i can call my-other-half. All i hope is the bless of the day that we having together. AMIN..............

I'vE FoUnD a tRueLy IdiOT

Huh!! some sort of wasting my time when we happen to meet someone which really-really bluff of the day. Some how i kept talking to myself that calm down it is just a learning lesson to your own life. YOU will LEARN something from these, and most of all have fun with life....you go gurl i know u can make it!!!......... I still kept wondering, (even when my head said stop it gurl!!!) I wondering how a married guy had other relationship and how a wife tackle the problem when she already knew that his husband has other women apart of their marriage, she take no action/do nothing. Huh, lovely couple, they ARE meant to each other......hahaha so funny.......

I think in ISLAM itself has a limit to each tolerant or patience level in our life and other people life. Thats why we have sin(dosa) and we have a reward(pahala) for every action that we have taken, but when a muslim didn't know how to segregate his action, huh why you still concidered yourself as a muslim. Why you still commit a prayer if your bodied still acting an inmoral attitude. DuuuHHHH..... really no answer for my question!!!! hhmmmmm........

Maybe (MY THEORY).... just maybe that person has been too much being controlled by his/her parents soo they have uncertainty in life a behavior that he/she concealed throughout their maturity and ingrained as a revenge taken in a way to punish the person whom had controlled their life. Yup!! Being a MELAYU the tradition taugh us to said nothing to what our parents do and obeyed thier command (points there....uh..huh). So each individual will had an inner thought throughout their growing life, that they affraid to let it free...some will take in positive way while others in negative way.........hhmmm

In my first semester in Dr. Mano class we discuss about Human Psychology and Human attitude, off coz from the famous Alice H. Eagly and Shelly Chaiken. Once that still kept in my head is a human will response to certain stimuli(situation) and that person will response the psychology tendency (keinginan untuk bertindak mengikut keupayaan pemikiran individu tersebut) which well influence by thier cognitive responses (knowledge/thoughts) and affective responses (feeling/emotion) and form a behavioral response which is well known as the action.

HAHAHA.....too much watching TV(criminal minds).

ME.......well to settle it out, you have to have faith in yourself and most important is dignity inside you, from this you will built the person that YOU want to be inside YOU. Have faith have dignity. Human will always reacted like a HUMAN, all you need to remembered is they are human you are human, they make a MISTAKE and sure you`ll do too. So fare and square relationship between you and other people. That's what i kept into my head, and became who i am today.

HUH.... i'm felt soo happy with all my findings, its time for me to start my work..... kihkihkih semalam adalah hari cuti untuk seluruh selangor, maka kami2 yang banyak kerjer nih dah mati kutu sebab ramai giler staff yang cuti panjang. AKU...hehe nasib baik Shah ada, after going to maulan having a breakfast ngan chadoks, nisak and exit. I datang kerjer sensorg memang takder org accept pakcik indon yang ngah wat renovate kat lab baru. Fine, kete shah ader kat parking, tapi dia entah hilang kemana. Dah la aku ni penakut sikit.Nasib baik ijan SMS cakap nak dtg wat keje then Exit pun SMS nak dtg teman.....pwweeeehh. LEGA.... after settle the work at 12.30pm ijan ajak rush ge Sg. besi, exit pun nak follow. nak ge cari pos office pastu ketiga2 dara pingitan ni dah kelaparan, eehhhppppmm makan kat sg. besi ker? then wa suggest, alang2 dah datng cni baik ge Endah Parade BKT Jalil jer, makan kat cna siap leh KAROX lagi. Tapi nak dijadikan cerita, tempat karox penuh free kul 3.30...humangaih, berakar bontot nak menunggu. jeng jeng jeng...jalan punya jalan.... ktrg decide ge bowling main 2 frame murah gler RM7.50 satu kepala(tunjuk kad pelajar). game first kalah 1 point jer ngan ijan, second game wa menang. kuikui. hui bleh tahan gak aku main bowling. tapi pastu wa sakit sebelah bontot, sebab dah lama tak streching tetiba angkat benda berat. hehe.......... chow!!

The Meaning of LOVE

I`m a little bit query bout LOVE, when i read my Friendster, Amin post a BULETIN as below, read and judge it by yourself, and see my judgemeent, hehehe:-

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
> > • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
> > • leave her cute text notes.
> > • kiss her in front of your friends.
> > • tell her she looks beautiful.
> > • look into her eyes when you talk to her.
> > • let her mess with your hair.
> > • touch her hair.
> > • just walk around with her.
> > • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
> > • look at her like she's the only girl you see.
> > • tickle her even when she says stop.
> > • hold her hand when you're around your friends.
> > • be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you
> > • be the one to call her, don't make her always call you
> > • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
> > • let her fall asleep in your arms.
> > • get her mad, then kiss her.
> > • tease her and let her tease you back.
> > • stay up all night with her when she's sick.
> > • watch her favorite movie with her.
> > • kiss her forehead.
> > • give her the world.
> > • write her letters.
> > • let her wear your clothes.
> > • when she's sad, hang out with her.
> > • let her know she's important.
> > • let her take all the photos she wants of you.
> > • kiss her in the pouring rain.
> > • when you fall in love with her, tell her.
> > • and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

Nice and cool huh!! So dramatic, romantic, bombastic and most of all PLASTIC....... Yo! guys, we still can stand if you guys didn't list down all those activities above that you can find it in movie or film. All that we need is YOU GUYs to be loyal to us. To be honest, to be humble and again LOYAL. No fishy around, no stupid scandalous thing......hallo u pikir you tu artis ker. Wajah tu handsome sikit dari longkang. Huh!!! Just treat us like a human, what make a diffrence is we are WOMEN.

Those words a romantic, but how long it will last, maybe just a years or two of your marriage. After that man will reacted just like they are single again ...........so unmature. THis kind of guy you wanna take as a husband.......woooo hooooo. Duuhhhh!! Think twice.

My idea is way .... too pesimistic. Well, at least i`d be honest.

BUSY weekend!!

Huh got very busy day since thursday, wake up early at 5.30am when Yani already waiting for us. At 6.00am, yani's drive to genting highland and we reach there 10min before 8am. She's got meeting at 8.30. Really rushy life when i don't have time to take my bath(be honest, ijan conquer the bathroom hahaha). Hehehe......forgot to write, me and ijan settle our work till 1.00am the day before thursday. So not enough sleep and not enough shower..........hahaha. NO COMMENT.

At Genting Highland, we enjoyed our pleasure time when the day suppose to be the working day and Yani's busying herself with somewhat she said the boring Meeting held by Jabatan Pengairan dan Saliran at the meeting room at First World Hotel. We got round-round and round at the indoor team-park till i getin` tired and hungry(hehe......my eating timing is once for three hours). I look at ijan with my sweet face and said.......lapar la. Ijan giglely laugh and said....ko ni memang membela. So we stop at I meter Tea....... with again my sweet innocent attitude covering my shocking face when the tea was RM5 for a cup of tea which similar to mamak tea. Hahaha....kalah kinabalu babe, kat kinabalu pun tea dia dalam small teapot k.

We enjoyed the view ourself facing Marie go Round, with the lover bridge and a roller coster up in our head. I see the banner shows the Life band will be held at 9.00pm.....wow put it on my list baby!!! Isaid to ijan that there is a karaoke box upstair, that we can check after these. She's excited with the news........so it become our list for tonight xtvt. We check the price for karaoke box near bowling alley, we forwarded our journey to outdoor teampark. The price somehow is quite expensive RM42 per entry. We walk to the bus terminal, walk again till ijan said this is the place when we come at our diploma day. i was blurred coz i can't remembered this place in my head.

We waited for yani at waiting room in First World Hotel for check-in. It was so cold till i feld to sleep for a few time. Another new experience while waiting for check-in, when the guess i think reach 500people at one time. WOW!!!!! It`s MANY......harharhar...... New thing to learn, but for me GENTING is best and heaven place for gambling, and a people like us, some sort of boring when you just going around at the same sport. To be added the life band held on PUBs and BARs....... yup...... no entry place...uhh hhuhh.!! Muka aku memang le lepas, tapi ijan ngan yani yg bertudung, hui baik jgn. The Room is OK, walaupun agak kecik, 3rd star hotel. Survenier for myself is hehehe Earring 3 pair for lovely RM10. worth it!!! Ari jumaat tengahari dah sampai serdang, hehe...petang tu apa lagi, buat muka stampad jer kat ofis...kuikuikui.

TIRED DAY

Huh.....semua org menghilangkan diri arini. Kat dlm offis tak der org, kat dalam bilik student pun tak der org. Ipin and the gang ge main boling, goku and the gang ge karoke, ijan ge meeting ngan munsyi. Tinggal aku kak jue Yagoob ngan sorg budak baru, tak ingat nama dia. Ahhrrgghhh letih nya semalam ge karoke bantai sampai 20 lagu. Kul 2pg baru balik, makanya liat giler aku nak bangun pagi tadi, sampai ofis pun kul 11.30pg. Nasib baik uma tolong punch in, maka hahaha dgn kombang hidung gue ketawa depan uma. Datang awal la pulak ko ni ....bagus...bagus. Baru jer nak bersembang ngan Uma, Kak ana serang aku tanya ader sesiapa tak bleh buat artical pasal kenaf sambil memandang aku....... nak suruh aku buat la tu. Ketawa besar kak ana biler aku cakap cam tu. Then aku cakap, aku cuba buat, tapi nanti tolong editkan. OK

Kepala weng...weng lagi ni, wa nak balik tido jap. Hujung minggu ni CT ngan Ida dah booking wa. Kuang kuang kuang. Ok gak,dah lama tak keluar ngan dorg. Semlm Zack sms tanya aku kat ner, then aku ckp aku tengah karoke, then aku tanya apa pandangan awak?........Dia ketawa then cakap tak kesah lah, dia taknak kongkong aku. Hmmmmppphh, sweet lak jawapan dia nih. Comel...dah la muka dia comel......... hehehe. Ok fine nak balik tido. Letih siot........

Nota Cinta Lama

Nota cinta lama kujadikan lagu, walau tidak seindah bisik kata yang kau beri.

Tetap dalam hati siang malam menanti tak jemu aku dibuai kerinduan.

Belum pernah ada getaran sebegini,

Memang benar aku dilanda cinta kepadamu.

Bercahaya hidupku dalam taman cinta sehingga segalanya seperti pelangi.

Kau sambutlah rinduku jangan lepas lagi, kupatri setia seteguh kasihmu buatku.

Kini kutemui insan yg kusayangi sentiasa disisi bagai bintang yg berseri.

Tetap dalam hati siang malam menanti tak jemu aku dibuai kerinduan.

Satu jawapan engkau berikan bisaku rasa segala rahsia asmara

kau pesona cinta yang membawa bahagia........

Huh tired nyer semalam dari damansara attend meeting ada visit dari DHAKA, Bangladesh abes kul 1pm then ge shopping ngan kawan TEDDY BEAR ku ....jeng jeng jeng IJAN. Then jumpa LAN, ANAZ and Nenex sampai kul 7pm pas tu keluar lagi, balik kul 12.30am makan sate kat awan besar ngan bdk2 MYVI. DIDI belanja. Ari ahad ne pepagi buta dah bangun nak basuh keta. kekeke...............................

I'm thinking bout' ZACK right now......2 day's ago he proposed to me to be his GIRLFRIEND and he want me to try to work it out as a couple. It just too hard to let him down for the second time. It just i felt that his too perfect for a simple gurl like me..... that's it, he's wayyy tooo perfect. What happen to me for the past 2 week has turn me to be a couple phobic and i'm scared to let any men entered to my life; there always became strangers to me. And most important is he deserve a better gurl out there.....which he didn't find yet. Or maybe....maybe i fall for someone else.....hmmm. Krrriiiinnggggg.

Fulled stop that's not the point........the thing is I'm just thinking when i clash to ajib, i've found a somewhat demon (X-BF) hahaha.....just in one week, and now i've already break-up with that demon aka warewolf aka scunk aka parasite aka green algae in a dung ponds yulkss..... and less than one week i'm found someone who said to my face that saya cinta kamu..... and someone wants me to be his girlfriend....... huh less than one week. Romantic OK. hahaha....come on gurl life is not easy as that. I should think twice, life just though me a valuable lesson. And i LEARN from that... i do LEARN. My big sister told me to just try with these guy, Ijan said the words too........ huh ME..... i just need a BREAK for awhile. So much thing in life i didn't achieve yet, i just want to be free, most of all i just want to be ME...... sooo gave me a BREAK. I hope ZACK understand..... but we can be friend thou........ I'm not a good listener but you can just discussed everything with me.

Maybe people will think that heart-breaker will leave like a sorrow, mmmmm point notice......but no no no not me laaa babe..... He's not the men that are KKICK for me, but Ajib do, that's why when we a break-up, i'm being an aneroxic from 58kg to 48kg, and now i'm grown not too big but healthty and happy. Stop it thinking bout love...... there's not only LOVE important in these world.

Other thing are more important, like AZIZI has finish his PHD....... yup.....in just 1 year yup. A challenge for you gurl, he's do writting in IRAN and left us with a little bit problem that he forgot to settle. Cool..... me, uma and mehdi are struggle right now to fight with that subject, other wise we will failled........cool yeah.......nevermind. IF i'm failled and elliminated, Dr. Jalal will suffered, i'm doing hiss project OK........... not mine.....kuangkuangkuang........

LAPAR laaa...... dah kul 3.05pm......GTG......