Semalam Ge Shopping......

Semalam aku ge window shopping kat alamanda, then terjumpa wallet yg sgt COMEL... warna putih bunga2 pink... tapi Manny ngn Exit kutuk gler2.... kata tak mature la, mcm budak2 laaa, umur kau kan dah besar yat!!..... pastu dorank suggestkan wallet warna merah matelic..... aku pandang jer wallet tu..... bapak cam makcik-makcik punya wallet. Aku pandang jer wallet tu terus telan air liur aku terbayang kan mak datin yg set rambut tinggi pakai spek mata agogo rambut warna perang baju warna warni ... sambil berjalan pegang wallet tersebut..... yikes!!.... Yawn..!! (past tense of yikes!!).

Aku nak ketawa besar tapi takut dorank marah so... aku senyum jer...

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I'm sure i'm not yet a women.... i guess.!!

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Akhirnya aku tak beli wallet tersebut... itu lah moral of the story. (Tapi kalo tiba2 mlm ni aku termimpi wallet tu, confirm aku ge balik alamanda ge beli...harharhar!!)

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Smlm berbuka kat Kenny Rogers. Then shopping skit barang maknan beli cheese, coklat cadbury ngn mashmellow... Kalo mkn mashmellow cicah coklat pun best kan.....hmm good idea!! Pastu aku nak cari selendang tp kat alamanda mahal gler area rm50, last2 aku decide ge PKNS bangi, dpt ler selendang harga rm5....... harharhar!!

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Kat alamanda tu aku terjumpa X-BF aku si Org-giler ngn "wife" dia... i think..!!...... Pastu si ezit ngn manny dok kutuk2 dia, kow-kow punya. Aku buat tak tahu jer.... malas amek pot!! His a jerk, that's he is.!! But .. duuhh why wasting my time upon that jerk.... such a waste!! Past is past..... but hopefully, God put he in hell, if not.... its OK.!! better god made his life miserable, or damn ruin!! Yeah..!! If not... well, its Ok by then!! Maybe he will get cancer, or heart attack .. yeah cool....... harharhar......

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Enought with, IMAGINATION upon killing someone .... duhh!! Tata..!!

Selalunya apa yang kita rancang.............

Selalunya apa yang kita rancang ............

tak semestinya kita dapat...

Apa yang kita rancang .... jalannya tidak terlalu mudah utk kita

Jalannya telalu berliku..... sehinggakan kadang2 bila terpikir balik

Kenapa aku masih disini.. what kind of courage that still put me here...

Had no idea.....

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I'm soo devastated and i'm tired

Thats what i felt right now

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About my PROJECT... it all started in a wrong way

I'm soo had enough... i always felt like i wanna quit..!!

Thats what i felt..... i just cannot stand anymore......

I just can't....!!!

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"Tuhan hanya menguji hambanya yg tahan dengan dugaan yang diberi Nya."

Why gave THESE to me.

I had a weakness, my weakness is Taking a pride on any job people gave it to me....

I have started this job, why the hell it is soo tough & hard for me to FINISH it.

I'm soo had enought.....

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I just Blurred what gonna happen to me next!!

All i realise is.... i have to face it

Because why??

Because i'm still breathing!!

But i couldn't STAND !!

SURAT TERBUKA

Dear Iejan...

Actually aku baru nak buat chapter 1 2 3 4 aku, tapi ntah syaitan dari mana ntah datang menggoda aku, maka aku stop barang sejam dua utk menulis dalam blog nih... jahat betul syaitan nih, nak2 pulak goda org mcm aku yg tak tahan godaan .. kahkahkah.
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Aku kira sudah lebih sebulan kita kerja berjauhan.... hmmm aku boring gler dowh!! Tapi aku tak kesah sebab aku tahu ko happy ngn kerjer ko skrg nih... walaupun aku tension ngn kerjer aku, tapi memang kerjer buat research ni adalah pekerjaan yg aku idam-idam kan. Aku rasa walaupun kita tertekan, tapi kita suka dgn pekerjaan kita... itu dh cukup memadai...
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Misti happy kan life ko kat cna.... dgn kawan yg berkoyan-koyan. Jgn arr lupa aku tau. Nnt ajak arr YANI dtg mengular kat UPM, tak pun dtg melawat aku. Budak2 INTROP pun asyik tanya pasal ko.... dgn penuh slumber nya aku jawab nanti kalo iejan free kita lepak minum kat PARADISE..... aku main tekan jer. har3
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Untuk pengetahuan ko, aku nak ajak exit ge join majlis berbuka nanti sbg PASANGAN aku, tapi dia taknak sebab dia malu. Maka oleh itu, aku lantik KO sebagai pasangan aku utk join majlis berbuka nanti, aku bayarkan utk ko sbg ganti utang perfume aritu. Harharhar....... lagi satu aku tak hingat jalan pg Istana Budaya, maka jgn tinggal aku....... kang tak sampai2 pulak PENGARAH program. Hahaha..
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Sorry sebab tulis surat terbuka nih, sbb dah 2 3 kali dah aku cuba call ko tapi tak angkat, nak pakai FB, internet slow nak mamposs....... maka tulis blog adalah jalan terakhir.... kekeke.... jgn marah!!
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K lah aku nak sambung buat kerjer, tadi dah kena marah ngn ipin sbb janji nak antar summary last2 aku tulis blog..... mengamuk gler dia ngn aku. hehe

PS: Jgn luper ekk kutip duit (Majlis Buka posa) dorank.
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YOUR SINCERE FRIEND,

Yatt-ygnakal             

EVERYTHING sooo-slow DAY's

Everything going too slowed here(not to talk about internet!!), even the weather cloudy soo mourny drowny boring with a little bit sun shine and always raining, nice easy mood to sleep. Its a good fasting season which is not too hot and can cause you thirsty and dehydrated, but all i need right now is the mood for me to settle my job.

I'm struggling right now, struggling upon courage, upon pride, upon responsibility, upon nature and most important is upon myself. I've read a book which said.... the most best enemy in our life is our self. I'll tried to overcome it... and be as strong as i can. Most important is, i have to always push my self, otherwise otherway... there's no one can do it.

Enought with my job, now i'm gonna talk about FOOD.

I thing i'm more like a monster stuck in these tiny body, guess what i have for 'berbuka' few days ago...

STARTER: KFC meals with new prawns stick

MAIN COURSE: Sushi set

SIDE DISHES: chicken with terriyaki sauce....yummy

DESSERT: Viennetta ice-cream with Tiramisu flavour

Tobblerone chocolate...

DRINK: apple juice with aloeverra

rose syrup (KFC set!!)

Orange juice........

When i had 'berbuka' at my sister house at Damansara, we had a set of western dishes with steak, beans, salad, bread and chicken porridge plus laksa and yummy otak-otak. It soo nice having 'berbuka' time with family.

Talking about family, my sister and her husband without a guilty face saying that she's got a thicket going back to SABAH for HARI RAYA, and with short notice i have to buy last minute thicket, and GUESS what date the thicket is..... its one week before raya..... COOL huh......!! Damn i have to speed my work as fast a i can, to cover up my guilty on having soooooo LLLLoooooonnnggggg holiday.

Till then, see ya' guys.

BLUR...!!

Hasn't been so blur in my life like these before. No direction, no feeling, no future, no progress in anything.

I'm more like an actress; whom play his characters so well; or do i look more like a dummies. Hmmmmm........

CHEAR up...... CHEAR up.....

Its not the end of the world yet...!!!!

Aku Curi Liyan punyer......

seRvey pertama

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday: 26 yEars oLd .... hehe

2. Place you want to travel to: Siberia.....backpacker!

3. Your favorite place: my bilik, my kampung, pantai, puncak gunung

4. Your favorite food: mee udon!

5. Your favorite pet: ikan

6. Favorite color combination: white+pink...... walla....

7. Favorite piece of clothing: simple jeans, simple t-shirt, sneakers

8. Your all time favorite song: If i never see you again.....WETWETWET

9. Favorite TV show : national geografic, NCIS, X-files, Betty.....bla..bla...

10. First name of your significant other/crush: non.....

11. Which town do you live in: Serdang

12. Your screen name/nickname: yatt.....

13. Your first job: banyak......kejer part time tu kira first job gak kan...

14. Your dream job: Hotelier....... hahaha xder kaitanpun ngn aku nyer belajar, lagi satu nak jd interior designer............

15. One bad habit that you have: Hahaha.... taknak kasi tahu, malu dowh!!

16. Worst fear: mati.....same like liyan...huhu, lg satu LIPAS.... hui ni pun takut gak

17: Things you'd like to do before you die: berbakti to my parents and made them proud.

18. The 1st thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000: nak beli keta cooper lama pastu cat warna silver ngan pink, pastu bwk ge jalan2 area KL.... hui...misti comel.

19. Your husband/wife: soon..... tapi tak tau biler soon tu ....

seRvey ke-2

1. What is your name? Norhayati...... nama cam budak baik, tapi langsaung tak melambangkan diri aku yg sebenar....kahkahkah

2. How old are you? 26yrs

3. What are the 3 electronics you can't live without? Myhandphone, Mesin basuh, My Laptop....

4. Are you amazing? No...i'm just a simple next-door-gurl.....

5. What is the brand of the phone you are using? Jenama dari china ngan satu lg motorola...

6. What color is your phone? Both Black & silver

7. Have you slept in school before? Selalu sangat........terutama fizik ngn bahasa melayu.....

8. How long are you online in a day? 8 to 12hrs, depends on my mood...

9. How would you describe yourself? easy going, kuat berangan, suka masak pastu kasi org makan, suka bersembang ngn my bestfriends, kuat berleter kot....

10. What's your favourite topic to talk about? world, religous, book, sale and gosip

11. Which teacher do you like? Cikgu rosmani (standard 1) and cikgu rohani (form 5)...

12. Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class? there's one guy ..... firdaus nama dia muka sebijik cam pelakon jepun...

13. Who are you currently aiming on? aim........hhmmm...Doug Robb....kumpulan hoobastank... bleh??

14. Do you know a lot of your siblings' secret? Yup..!! Everyone was soo eager to tell me their secret!! Even my nenek too!!!!

15. How do you rate your siblings? The best companion, ever!!

16. Are your siblings gorgeous? Hmmmm..... what kind of question is this!!

17. Do you judge people? Sometime, people need to be judge!!

18. Do you run? From problems, yer kot!! tapi lama2 i learn that to face the problem is much better then to run away....

19. Are you lazy to tag people? Sometime, depends on my mood!!

20. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone? my mom

21. What is 2 + 2? ....2 + 2

22. Who is your idol? ....Apart from my parents...Tun Mahathir!!

23. Are you a monster? Why not!!

24. Do you play with Barbie dolls? I do, when i was a little kid!!

25. What was the last movie you watched? jgn pandang belakang congkak....buduh gler, ketawa ajerr....

26. What do you think of your English?  Not bad.... kot

27. What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia? Ada slank siam ngn indon plus kedah......ramai member2 ckp aku punya slank pelik!! siot jerr...

28. Who do you hate? Can't handle a thing!!

29. Do you love yourself? Indeed that's all i have...for now!!

30. Blurt out 5 random words ..........purity, love, strength, happiness and peace!!