BUSY weekend!!

Huh got very busy day since thursday, wake up early at 5.30am when Yani already waiting for us. At 6.00am, yani's drive to genting highland and we reach there 10min before 8am. She's got meeting at 8.30. Really rushy life when i don't have time to take my bath(be honest, ijan conquer the bathroom hahaha). Hehehe......forgot to write, me and ijan settle our work till 1.00am the day before thursday. So not enough sleep and not enough shower..........hahaha. NO COMMENT.

At Genting Highland, we enjoyed our pleasure time when the day suppose to be the working day and Yani's busying herself with somewhat she said the boring Meeting held by Jabatan Pengairan dan Saliran at the meeting room at First World Hotel. We got round-round and round at the indoor team-park till i getin` tired and hungry(hehe......my eating timing is once for three hours). I look at ijan with my sweet face and said.......lapar la. Ijan giglely laugh and said....ko ni memang membela. So we stop at I meter Tea....... with again my sweet innocent attitude covering my shocking face when the tea was RM5 for a cup of tea which similar to mamak tea. Hahaha....kalah kinabalu babe, kat kinabalu pun tea dia dalam small teapot k.

We enjoyed the view ourself facing Marie go Round, with the lover bridge and a roller coster up in our head. I see the banner shows the Life band will be held at 9.00pm.....wow put it on my list baby!!! Isaid to ijan that there is a karaoke box upstair, that we can check after these. She's excited with the news........so it become our list for tonight xtvt. We check the price for karaoke box near bowling alley, we forwarded our journey to outdoor teampark. The price somehow is quite expensive RM42 per entry. We walk to the bus terminal, walk again till ijan said this is the place when we come at our diploma day. i was blurred coz i can't remembered this place in my head.

We waited for yani at waiting room in First World Hotel for check-in. It was so cold till i feld to sleep for a few time. Another new experience while waiting for check-in, when the guess i think reach 500people at one time. WOW!!!!! It`s MANY......harharhar...... New thing to learn, but for me GENTING is best and heaven place for gambling, and a people like us, some sort of boring when you just going around at the same sport. To be added the life band held on PUBs and BARs....... yup...... no entry place...uhh hhuhh.!! Muka aku memang le lepas, tapi ijan ngan yani yg bertudung, hui baik jgn. The Room is OK, walaupun agak kecik, 3rd star hotel. Survenier for myself is hehehe Earring 3 pair for lovely RM10. worth it!!! Ari jumaat tengahari dah sampai serdang, hehe...petang tu apa lagi, buat muka stampad jer kat ofis...kuikuikui.

TIRED DAY

Huh.....semua org menghilangkan diri arini. Kat dlm offis tak der org, kat dalam bilik student pun tak der org. Ipin and the gang ge main boling, goku and the gang ge karoke, ijan ge meeting ngan munsyi. Tinggal aku kak jue Yagoob ngan sorg budak baru, tak ingat nama dia. Ahhrrgghhh letih nya semalam ge karoke bantai sampai 20 lagu. Kul 2pg baru balik, makanya liat giler aku nak bangun pagi tadi, sampai ofis pun kul 11.30pg. Nasib baik uma tolong punch in, maka hahaha dgn kombang hidung gue ketawa depan uma. Datang awal la pulak ko ni ....bagus...bagus. Baru jer nak bersembang ngan Uma, Kak ana serang aku tanya ader sesiapa tak bleh buat artical pasal kenaf sambil memandang aku....... nak suruh aku buat la tu. Ketawa besar kak ana biler aku cakap cam tu. Then aku cakap, aku cuba buat, tapi nanti tolong editkan. OK

Kepala weng...weng lagi ni, wa nak balik tido jap. Hujung minggu ni CT ngan Ida dah booking wa. Kuang kuang kuang. Ok gak,dah lama tak keluar ngan dorg. Semlm Zack sms tanya aku kat ner, then aku ckp aku tengah karoke, then aku tanya apa pandangan awak?........Dia ketawa then cakap tak kesah lah, dia taknak kongkong aku. Hmmmmppphh, sweet lak jawapan dia nih. Comel...dah la muka dia comel......... hehehe. Ok fine nak balik tido. Letih siot........

Nota Cinta Lama

Nota cinta lama kujadikan lagu, walau tidak seindah bisik kata yang kau beri.

Tetap dalam hati siang malam menanti tak jemu aku dibuai kerinduan.

Belum pernah ada getaran sebegini,

Memang benar aku dilanda cinta kepadamu.

Bercahaya hidupku dalam taman cinta sehingga segalanya seperti pelangi.

Kau sambutlah rinduku jangan lepas lagi, kupatri setia seteguh kasihmu buatku.

Kini kutemui insan yg kusayangi sentiasa disisi bagai bintang yg berseri.

Tetap dalam hati siang malam menanti tak jemu aku dibuai kerinduan.

Satu jawapan engkau berikan bisaku rasa segala rahsia asmara

kau pesona cinta yang membawa bahagia........

Huh tired nyer semalam dari damansara attend meeting ada visit dari DHAKA, Bangladesh abes kul 1pm then ge shopping ngan kawan TEDDY BEAR ku ....jeng jeng jeng IJAN. Then jumpa LAN, ANAZ and Nenex sampai kul 7pm pas tu keluar lagi, balik kul 12.30am makan sate kat awan besar ngan bdk2 MYVI. DIDI belanja. Ari ahad ne pepagi buta dah bangun nak basuh keta. kekeke...............................

I'm thinking bout' ZACK right now......2 day's ago he proposed to me to be his GIRLFRIEND and he want me to try to work it out as a couple. It just too hard to let him down for the second time. It just i felt that his too perfect for a simple gurl like me..... that's it, he's wayyy tooo perfect. What happen to me for the past 2 week has turn me to be a couple phobic and i'm scared to let any men entered to my life; there always became strangers to me. And most important is he deserve a better gurl out there.....which he didn't find yet. Or maybe....maybe i fall for someone else.....hmmm. Krrriiiinnggggg.

Fulled stop that's not the point........the thing is I'm just thinking when i clash to ajib, i've found a somewhat demon (X-BF) hahaha.....just in one week, and now i've already break-up with that demon aka warewolf aka scunk aka parasite aka green algae in a dung ponds yulkss..... and less than one week i'm found someone who said to my face that saya cinta kamu..... and someone wants me to be his girlfriend....... huh less than one week. Romantic OK. hahaha....come on gurl life is not easy as that. I should think twice, life just though me a valuable lesson. And i LEARN from that... i do LEARN. My big sister told me to just try with these guy, Ijan said the words too........ huh ME..... i just need a BREAK for awhile. So much thing in life i didn't achieve yet, i just want to be free, most of all i just want to be ME...... sooo gave me a BREAK. I hope ZACK understand..... but we can be friend thou........ I'm not a good listener but you can just discussed everything with me.

Maybe people will think that heart-breaker will leave like a sorrow, mmmmm point notice......but no no no not me laaa babe..... He's not the men that are KKICK for me, but Ajib do, that's why when we a break-up, i'm being an aneroxic from 58kg to 48kg, and now i'm grown not too big but healthty and happy. Stop it thinking bout love...... there's not only LOVE important in these world.

Other thing are more important, like AZIZI has finish his PHD....... yup.....in just 1 year yup. A challenge for you gurl, he's do writting in IRAN and left us with a little bit problem that he forgot to settle. Cool..... me, uma and mehdi are struggle right now to fight with that subject, other wise we will failled........cool yeah.......nevermind. IF i'm failled and elliminated, Dr. Jalal will suffered, i'm doing hiss project OK........... not mine.....kuangkuangkuang........

LAPAR laaa...... dah kul 3.05pm......GTG......

Oh My God....HE's LUNATIC

What the hell happen to me is totally out of explanation. My X-BF is a psycopath, he`s a lunatic, insane or mental disorder......oh my god, i just wanna to giggle, no no laught out loud that's the best words. That's why i always wonder what he always done was out off what normal people will do. Gorshhhh.......hahahaha. I alway laugh when we discus bout` Yani problem with the guy from Sabah that he wants to married with 4 gurl and the ironi is he's not even married once yet. We always make a joke with Yani case. Now my turns.......hahahaha.....new joke and the best of all, gotta tell Ijan to ZIPPed it up for awhile. Coz mine's was the best ever......I can bet ya`. Should let my break-up news be as a secret or calm for awhile, I know all my friends will thrown a BIG PARTY for me. Yup.........I'm dream on TIOMAN and I've already got a sponsor........ harharhar.

Syukur Alhamdulillah. Allah get me free from these mental disorder. He should end up stayed at Tampoi the nearest place, coz Tanjung Rambutan is too far from here. Hahahaha........ I know from the start that i didn't love him, but he was soo nice too me till i can't said NO, he's not even my type or the man that i dreamt as my husband, or the man that has educational level higher than me, or thinking like a mature human being.......... I've being with him because he treated me nicely. That's it.......when we break-up, i felt like huussshhh part off a burden was taken out from me, i felt totally free and happy. I was free to go wherever i was, free to decide what the best for me and free to just have fun in life. So........i went to Endau-Rompin State PARK last week and the best experience of all time. Whatever....life must go on, i will take this as a very valuable experience and challenge. Felt soo sorry with his wife, forgot her name someone bin kamluddin.... if not mistaken. Do take care wifee. The best part is I`m free ............ yeee hhhaaaaa.

GURL'S HAS FUN!!! That's what life owe us.........

Bunga ANGKASA.......

Indah sinar sang suria, merdu irama sang bayu, tiada seindah wajahmu, tiada semerdu suaramu, lembut bayu membelai, merdu burung berlagu, tiada selembut belaianmu, tiada semerdu kau berlagu

Keindahan wajahmu, jadi sumber ilhamku, suaramu yang merdu, menghiburkan hatiku, Bertambah cahaya hidupku, kau janjikan sumpah setia, walaupun ribut melanda, kan bersama, selagi masih ada sinaran mentari, selagi ada getar dijiwa ku, kan ku korban, jiwa raga demi cinta untuk mu bunga angkasa..........

Well, i'm trying to act like a tough gurl for a zillion time, even i am not that type. I'm too tired of affraid for something that will hunt me. Whatever!!! Be tough gurl, got a lot things to do in the future. Finish my study and get FAR away from here. Thats what my planned for the moment. It's took about 6month for me to finish my master degree. Not gonna give up for something that i've already started.

Bout' LOVE!! For me love is something that both side help each other to fight for their own soul. If only, one side who fight for good, and the other side is surrender......well, what we got then!! Same like if we felt nothing to that person, better speak up, that's the right way. Rather then be a liar and a cheater. No need fulled pages of paper for explanation, just one words mean everything. I'm not gonna cry up and lay down for something that wasn't meant for me. I'm just want to laught up....that's it. Wasting my time....!!!!

I'm not gonna look back, that's my dignity, and absolutely, I'm not gonna pick for something that i've thrown away.

Aku bukan WONDER WOMEN mu

Aku bukan WONDER WOMENmu yang bisa terus menahan rasa sakit kerna mencintaimu

Hatiku ini bukanlah hati yang tercipta dari besi dan baja hatiku ini bisa remuk dan hancur

Kamu paksa aku menerima cintamu lagi dengan segala tingkah lakumu yg membuatku binggung

Kamu tahan aku dengan mobil kamu lagi kau pikir aku akan mencair dengan rayuanmu

Hahahaha I'm not a wonder women OK. Kekeke....... I'm gettin utterly BORINK nak terus kan kerja kat cni. You know doing a research is totally everything on your shoulder, i felt like a mature human being eventhou i still think like a teenagers. Its hard, so many weird people here that i to handle included ME, haha maybe. Many back stabber, actresses, Bossess, and of course no one want to be a coolly. Yup, when people got master and PHD their attitude will be at the level of their education. WHY?? The way we working and the way people around us push to us to work make it the way its look like something EGOISTIC and BIZARD. Well it isn't, the tension level put us at these stage. God, help me finish what i've already started, give me courage ...... please.

Hows my weekend......cool, yeah. I'm get up at 11am saturday morning, drive to my lab, settling my progress report. Settle everything just about an hour, then at 1pm drive to my sister house at Damansara damai, arrive at about nearly 2pm. Then playing with my lovely niece yup I'm an auntie now...........which will reach age 2month soon. She's so lovely and adorable, cutie mutie little baby.....nama dia Dayangku Nor Salina. So sweet, auntie love u k. Play lalalala with my niece whom of course know nothing for what i'm doing; when she's sleeping. I push my sister help me with the puding roti. Those pudding is absolutely BELASAH punya type, but well done to us coz it taste soo good yeah. hehe......... My sister will having small open house on sunday, she planned doing a dim sum, wow cool. We rush to the stall downside of apartment, when we reach home, those little terrorist already wake up. So we cancel the dim sum and i'm still hoping to learn make a dimsum, maybe BF will love it. Few week ago, he ask me to make a wanton but i don't have time to buy the wonton skin. Maybe this week will, coz we planned to spend this week together. Got to buy petai and udang.......he love sambal udang and petai.

On sunday, I wake up early at 9am hahahaha...... bukak TV tgk AFC chanel. hehe hobi me and my sister pastu sama2 terliur tgk dorg masak. My abg ipar wake up then keluarkan ikan and ayam and udang.......... I help him with the cooking be'coz my sister dah mogok taknak masak, almaklum lah mula2 hubby dia cakap ajak 3 4 org jer. lepas tu semua member2 yg call dia semua dia ajak.......dah jadi lebih kurang 10-12 org. hehe lantak korg lah kalo nak gaduh. Then Yani msg kul 1pm ready, dia datang pick up nak ge kenduri suraya. After kenduri we go shopping area THE CURVE, yeah ingat nak beli handbag tapi takder yg berkenan la pulak, last2 aku beli earring seehh.....3 sepuluh hinggit beb...... borong sakan la....hehe. GTG ijan waiting.