Friend

I was sad this week and last week. Its last week to be exact. More and more, when we try so hard to be mature...... its like everything going wrong around us. I hate to have a scared feeling, scare of whats gonna happen next in my life. Have i prepared everything, bout my saving bout my journey in life, bout ...just everything...!! Suddently now, i realise.... i kept repeating every anxiety happen past and the future without any reason. Some sort of disorder....like a disease or something. WOW.....!! Big wow there...!!

You try so hard to achieve everything in your life, somehow more or else you kept going into the wrong direction and aback. You hate it....because you already try the best you can.... maybe not in the very best in other people definition, but it just ...the best ...in my own perception. Things never always happen the way you want it to be. What am i did wrong...?? What the KARMA which brought us to be so unsure of everything.

I'm tired. I need a rest. I don't know how to succeed. Its hurt me badly. DONE

MenCari RumaH SewA

Wah...entri ntah haper-haper. Bulan ni adalah merupakan bulan persediaan, dan bulan depan merupakan bulan orang berpindah. Ramai kawan2 aku yang terpaksa pindah keje, pindah kawasan, pindah pangkat dan yang penting aku sendiri pun akan berpindah. So start minggu lepas lagi, tenaga aku bnyk dihabiskan untuk membungkus dan menyepahkan lagi bilik aku utk diangkut ker umah baru.

Maybe Tomorrow...!!

Alhamdulillah la bilik aku yang baru ni besar skit aka master bedroom, sementelah lagi barang aku yang dah sepuluh tahun duduk cni dah semakin bertimbun dan menggunung. Oleh sebab keje pun dah OK, aku nak start kumpul harta utk berkeluarga pulak. Umah baru ni pun agak luas, housemate pun tak ramai 4 orang jer......hekharap semua OK la..!! Aku tak mintak orang sekepala ngan aku pun, tapi harap2 jgn la terlalu kampung, nak jaga tepi kain orang bagai, tepi kain dia terkoyak rabak, kita buat tak tahu jer..... Aku tak harap orang respek aku, yang pasti aku semestinya akan respek orang lain, tapi jgn sampai menganggap orang lain kecik pada kau. Kau sendiri pun naik johan kampung jer..!! Dari pada sembahyang doa murah kan rezeki, baik sembahyang mintak doa merendah diri sekali. Ya Allah.... jauhkan lah aku dari bongkak pada sesuatu yg amat kecil nilainya....WOW...!! Done.

It is MESS...i knew..!!

Aku tak sabar nak pindah umah baru, sebab dah beria nak beli pokok bunga. Nak tanam lam pasu. Letak tepi meja stadi yang duduk atas kerusi masih nampak pemandangan cantik. Kalo umah ni berdiri baru nampak bumbung umah orang yang lain dan tiang letrik yang share ramai2. Hmmm....sungguh minda aku tak berkembang hatta tiang letrik itu tumbang sekali pun. Akakkakakakkaaka...........

Sekarang radio keta aku dah masuk 3thn, paham2 ler kalo barang buatan mlesia ni, 3 tahun dah menjangkau waktu2 senja dia. Radio yang rosak tu hanya boleh dengar satu siaran radio jer...... yang lain misti tak clear... radio IKIM fm.... akakakka.... mula2 rasa cam terbakar gak, lama2 dengar...best gak...hehe..! Aku dengar satu ceramah ustaz tu, dia cakap Nabi Muhammad duduk 10thn kat Mekah... then dia hijrah ker Madinah....!! Lama2 aku pikir, kalo kita duduk lelama satu tempat.... tak elok jugak. Baik kita berpindah, cari environment baru, kenal ngan orang baru, jumpa perangai baru.....cari selera yang baru. Hidup aku tak lama weh..... tapi harap2 hidup yg singkat ni leh buat aku kumpul bnyk ilmu n pengalaman kat sana nnt. Harap penghijrahan ini adalah penghijrahan yang BAIK...!!!

Hmmm.....?????

FooD and The Udon

Haaalllloooooo..... i'm in the middle of my wrapping, and my room is extreamly mess. Just finish packing my book collection, 4 boxes....pheewww...TIRED!! After havin a spinning head while packing with those dusk and dirty, i download myself a youtube video on Japanese Dishes..... this is sort of my hobby to watch someone cooking on my pleasure past time.... ekekekekeek...!!!

I'm so impress with thier cooking method and patience to be honest with, me... to do all those cooking, i'd better choose drove myself to Sushi King, The House of Bento, Tenpayaki or any other Japanese restaurant on town with a HALAL batch in front of the wall...hu..hu...

So my taste for today is about UDON..... i love udon, love it so much..... LOVE the udon like this....

A Bunch of SUshi KiNg

So for being soo sorry with my self, i download this video, watching this makcik cooking. She cook with her dog. Which is for me, he is not soo cute. ekekekkekekeke...... Got a bunch of her cooking and recipe in youtube. Like what the others viewer said..... they can't stop watching she's cooking, until they haven't had time to start to cook.

The cooking method is not my main concern. As you can U-tubing urself, you will came across a certain note.... ......... .....SH**...why i can't printscreen and paste it here. Whatever, i'm in a hurried myself for my tea time therefore only here (see attachment below) i had time to represent to you guys alas off my lackin' skill in computering even i work in Hewlett Packett to be exact. Here you go.....

WE ARE FINE. THANK YOU FOR CARING ABOUT US.

Wow...just a simple words, represent a big heart and struggle of a NATION. Tumb up for that. They are a brave an a hardworking civilization NATION....or country. They came through hard and difficult time stated in the history. Yet, they never fall apart..... and still... they proof to all of us.... that they will raise. Peerrrhhh... power....power..... hidup udon...... eh salah.... HIDUP JEPUN...!! Now i knew, sometime spirit will plays a big important roles then the action itself.

PS:- aper la yg ezit ngah buat skang....!! heh...

A WarM DaY

Felt so tired today. I'm in the process to find a new house for myself. Its been 3years i stayed here an need something to change. Its not good when you felt so comfort bout something, you will get used with it and it will discard(is this the correct word) yourself to improve. I went to a HP womens day, and they invite a good counselor for a talk. She ask us to unwrap our hand watch and try to wear it in a difference hand. It is a new start for us to try to think in a very difference perspective. And i was like...WOW...!! When we felt so comfort with something, we get used with it until we don't knew or we scared that there is a difference life or maybe better life for us. Hmmmmm...... point notice madam..!!

Its been three years i'm staying in this house, and 10years respectively here in Serdang. Now is time for me to move on. I need better life since i work, and i need a very proper life since i work shift. Its effect my life tremendously. Somehow, i love this job, the environment is still OK, while the main problem is still working in a shift hour. I'll get used with it.....sometime, but most of the time i felt so tired. HUHU....therefore i need a better nest for me to rest, an better life for me to enjoy.

 Guy's this is ATV

Last Saturday, i went for a ATV course with few of my friends at Hutan Kemensah near Ampang. Just for FYI, we do have jungle in the middle of KL. Awesome...!!!. Its fun, but it tiredsome. Now i knew, ATV is not press like a motorside even the handle is so similar like a motorcross, it just a button on your right hand that u press using ur tumb. Duuhhh....totally stupid, i guess maybe u guys pun baru tahu right....akakakakaka..!!Its a fun xtvt, and sometime it scare, you hav to climb those 50 degree hill using those motor engine with a technology of 150cc power, sssooooo not too confidence. Sometime along the trip i imagine myself fall of those seat, after doing some "willey" while havin a 45 degree climbing with those machine.........(ish..ish..ish....dramatic..!!!)

Its even difficult when you try to go down the hill. You have to press the break which is similar like bicycle break so tied, even tied then the words SSOOOOO-TTiiiieeddd.... until u realise your hand become red, due to some panic plus contact between hands and the handle and the break. Nevertheless, it is a good activities, nice experience apart gettin a new knowledge that those machine hasn't even work like a motocycle, so if you are off balance, you don't have to hold it using ur feat, you will look even stupid.....its a new invention of a motorcycle which has 4 wheel. The wheel will do that part for you.

The jungle road is so massive, its like a replicated of a 4x4 mini challenge. You will got a ballance road, and most of the time, they won't be so generous to creat a nice highway for you in the jungle. It is soooo similar to rainforest challenge trail..... for a biginner like me laa...!! hehe.... NICE to knew something new in your life....

I'm in a preparation day for my new adjustment, so i'll be a bit tired and wouldn't hav time for bloggin' .....  with all my heart...SOOO SSOORRYYY...!! I'm busied with my shoppin' list. Had myself a new table for my lappies......hope my lappies will felt so happy, and run smoothly and fastly beside those moody berokband from CELCOM, guys think twice to bought this BEROK. ekekekekek...... had a new LACK side table from IKEA for my big butt TV. Its an Old TV, took from my late uncle. Those are few memories left by HIM. huhu...... My main target went to IKEA is to find a new wardrove, its an old edition i guess, even i can't find it in the laters 2011 Booklet. Maybe not my luck.... i still adore the design. Duhh.... i had those memory 3 years ago when i went to my friend house. huhu..... hope will got the same design and i dont mind what brand it is..... its simple and nice, not too big...with a birch colour. The colour is warm and always in trend. .... thats why i love LAIVA collection from IKEA. Need to pack my thing.....tata...!!

MONDAY i wear BLUE

Takder mood nya nak buat keje arini, baru 2 jam masuk keje dah rasa cam nak balik seksangat. Tak der motivasi langsung nak buat keje, walaupun pakai baru baru and kasut baru. Hehehe..... adeh kenapa la mood ni dtg time ni pulak.

Dah la keje shift petang minggu lepas, so minggu ni start shift pagi, memang tersangat la azab nak bangun pagi. Nak nak pulak malam memang tak leh nak tido sangat. Lagi bertambah2 azabnya. Warggghhhhh.... HELP me PLEASE......!!! Ok nak ge surau jap, tido seround.

SAYONARA.....Be tough Dr.Azitades

It's 1.30pm..... aku baru bangun tidooo..... !!! Hehe...!! Tiba-tiba jer rasa sedih, bukan sebab nampak Dr. Rozmi berpegangan tangan ngn awek pakai tudung nak ge luar negara.!!! Tapi sedih sebab baru antar Ezit kat KLIA tadi. Dia akan sambung belajar PHD kat Okinawa Jepun. What i felt now...?? Dem ... i miss her...!! Shit..!! Felt so lonely n alone now, especially without her in this house...!! Huhu....it's so nice being her roomy..!!

Cantik SlingBeg Deuter tu. akakakkaka

EZIT: as far as i knew her, dia bukan jenis manusia yg suka bercakap kosong, she is the girl whom are full with dream and she's the one that really will try very hard to achieve those DREAM. Since i knew her, i learn a lot in a way to manage my life and try to look something in a very difference perspective. (Kadang-kadang orang pompuan ni suka guna kan emosi dalam menilai, itu yg kadang2 menampak kan kita ni lemah.) We try to avoid that. hehe. She's a tough lady, you have to knew her spirit and endeavour before you want to knew her better.  

We...waiting for the rope to be setup...wakakakakka..!!

There is always up and down in a relationship, same goes with us. But we try to coupe it professionally as a mature human being. More and more, she's gettin' soo bussied with her PHD, and i dont want to bother her. More or less i had a new job at Hewlett-Packett, with a shift work hour ...we even hardly seen each other. But then again, i knew when i'm going home, she was there in her room.... our room is sat in a second floor next to each other. The boader only seperated by a piece of a hard plywood and sometime when she moved upon sleeping, she will bang the wall and gave a loud sound..... which make me petrify and laught soundly and said.... "Ni misti tido mati ni...!!". Akakakakkakaka....!! I realise a sat alone now...with an empty room next to me..!!

She's the one whom introduce me with rock climbing and a new friends in this field. She has a gallon ton of friend whom involved in mountaineer. She love to try a new sport. Sometime i adore her spirit..... difference spirit as any other women or girl i ever knew before. I want to be like her, but my courage are far to reach that. Hehehe..... maybe i'm a little bit slow. But nevermind, for me....its not important where you start it, the most important is... where you gonna end it. Hehehe........

Till then...... Have a nice and safe journey friend. Miss you so much n will always remembered our moment together. sob...sob...sob........