Wow........ I'm back on track again.......... i have no idea ..... where these strength is comin' but sure did I'm big gurl now, and big gurl don't cry dude......hahaha....
Well, last night being soo bored till i watch korean movies 200pounds of beauty...... i laught like a hell when come to the part she's seeing the bomoh....... so funny!! hehe I considered it as a sweet movies to watch. Huh...what i can conclude, manusia suka menilai org lain dari segi rupa paras, for me its more like a discriminate. I hate what it's call discrimination. You have no right to judge others, they have their own felling, it is unfair for them, I felt the way Hanna felt, when i was a little kid, my big sister was soo cute, adorable, sweet and then in the sudden without planning came me into the family not soo cute, bit montel, bulu mata pun tak lentik, a bit darker, like came from a diffrence photostate machine. My twin brothers also cute and comel gitu. All my uncles, my aunties, my nephew whoever will reacted difference attituted when communicated with me........ but duuhhh!! Do i look like i'm care...... hallo!! the answer is NO. Accept its more like some sort of ANNOYANCE.
When our relative came to our house and ask who i am? then ...... usual answer.... "Ohh yang ni lain sikit ek!!".... sometime when i was mad, i told them ..... "biasa la anak pungut"...... menyampah dol!! Manusia....... susah nak dijangka....sama lah bila balik kampung ... soklan2 biasa...... eh gemuknya kau, ehh gelapnya kau, eh apasal kurus kering nih!! Huh..... lotih nak menjawab, soklan yang membosankan!! Till now..... i was soo malas nak layan kalo soklan2 mcm ditanya, aku hanya SENYUM semanis mungkin........... lantak lerr. Fulled stop.
My new hobbies now is going for an interview, part of that, i dig down all my baju kurung and kebaya which suite my now-shrink-body@ kurus. Count all my baju kurung I make a conclusion if i got any job, i have 2week rotation for my baju kurung(10 pasang).....harharhar. My fellowship will last in these jun, so gotta have to fine a new job! I make a confession that i WILL finish my master degree by hook or by crook for three years, so two years has settle, one more year to go. Bertapa susahnya nak dapat degree, susah lagi nak dapat MASTER....... but i will take it as a challenge for me. Go go chaiyo!! chaiyo!!
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