Wearing a Hijab!!

PS:-Prepared yourself before read these. Sorry if i hurt someone... but this is the way i'm thinking.

Wow.... i was so ..... astonish when surfing the net and jump to these website.

http://www.thenutgraph.com/tudung-bukan-senjata-perang

What make me so .... happy and release is to read his quote, "Setelah saya mengkaji kitab suci Al-quran dan himpunan kitab Islam yang lain dan banyak berdoa tentang isu hijab, saya sedar bahawa keimanan saya tidak berkait langsung dengan pemakaian hijab. Capaian saya terhadap Islam tidak bergantung kepada penampilan luaran saya."
-Saleemah Abdul-Ghafur

My oppinion is not utk menyesatkan sesiapa ataupun utk mempertikaikan hukum agama..... it just that i felt the same way the author's thinking, to be added i'm an on-and-off wearing the hijab soo i knew what she's trying to said.

Some people i think most of malay; always value others by what they're wearing, without thinking the inner side of hers/him. For them wearing a hijab is utmostly you are a muslim. Do they? Do they sincerely prayed 5 time a days? Doing a haj.... fasting...? Do they really commit to their religious .... to Islam... to Allah!! I will stated here my oppinion, my point of view, that to be a muslim not just outside you, not just wearing a hijab and sholat but at the same time you mengumpat, mencaci org lain, menghina, merendahkan taraf org lain, and thinking that your the best followers upon others. For me its not that way... its really not.

Islam and Iman is something inside you, it may stayed at your heart(hati)and flowed to your vein and became who you are. You cannot judge people by its covered. Upon my 26years i face a lot of situation when a daughter of an Imam converted (to other religous) when she's married. And a good christianity devoted, she's in church choir, never miss a sunday class, even i help her trying to find his crosschain loss in wildlife camp, she was soo sad, and at that time i prayed to Allah if that thing will make my friend happy, gave that thing back to her, and it did, a chinese girl found it. She was soo happy, soo do I. And now she's happily married and a good muslim devoted, even better then me. Whats important is.... Allah knows better then we do, even sometime its beyond our thinking limitation.

I do admit, I'm not a good gurl before, but i still learn to be the best throughout my life today and in the future. And when people came and judging you, and said a harsh words like.. ko ni ader crisis identiti ker.? I was soo mad, piss off and i want to yell at them, but my heart said the otherside; then a just smile and said in my heart .... may Allah bless you.

I respect my parents(mak ayah)and my best buddy (Ijan yani ida ct) who respect the way i am. They know that i will wearing a full covered when i'm sincerely to do it someday, they never push me to do what i don't want to, and they are so patient with my attitude. I'm just lettin' other people to judge me, the way the want to...... most important is... your not important to me... but ALLAH do.