I think every person has their own elergy-to-something, i had a friends whose elergy to seafood (CT and Ida), some elergy to vegetables (Shahrini), some elergic to taugeh, my-lil-bro elergic to shrimp and to name a few. Well in my case, i am elergic to durian. When i was a little kid i do eat durian somewhat like seulas setahun, when i grown up the things get even more worst. I can't even smell the durian. The gasses itself, it was like I want to thrownaway/"termuntah".
When i became a teenagers, i said to my mum that i hate durian. And she recall me back by saying that when she was pregnant with me, she can't even smell the durian even she LOVE durian soo much. Sooo, i had an intensity hate over durian since i was in my mum belly..... i don't know why....
So nowaday, when i was accidently walk near the durian stall or someone who eat durian, i will close my nose, B'COS i can't stand with the smell. I do afraid that i might thrownaway, and for god sac, loose your appetite. It is not something that i do it in purpose, its more like a nature of me.
I do realise that people often look at me.. like i fake it, acting, and maybe they think that i'm more like mengada-ngada or maybe Melayu Tak Sedar Diri .... or something. It hurt me and it does... it is not something that i want, it happen by the name of god..... and i still hasn't knew why....!!!
When i smell certain varieties of durian, i can thrown in just a second, but i can stand with certain variety which is not too hard smell. I also do not have a problem with durian which is harvest 2 to 3 days from the dusun and i don't have a problem with tempoyak too, the thing will get worst if the durian has been soo long harvest, about a week or something.... i just can smell it from half kilometer away.....
When i smell the durian, First it goes straight to my head and brain and then to my stomach, often i felt like dizzy, blur and then i want to trown....... sometime the thing will get worst and my body temperature will raise and i will get DEMAM. I happen to get demam three time in my life because of the smell of these durian.......
And still people said that i fake it........ I don't knew how to explain to them that since i knew world i have been surrounding with durian tree. I live in Kampung Dusun, and my dad do has the ochard. I'm not that melayu tak sedar diri.... i just couldn't stand with the smell.... i do not need a people respect for my elergic, i just want pople to tell me that they want to eat durian soo i can go away from that place.... i respect them and i don't want to thrownaway in front of their feet...if that is your wish, then i can do it..with pleasure!!!
Enought with today, my head is still dizzy.....got to have a hot tea or something. Chow..!!
When i became a teenagers, i said to my mum that i hate durian. And she recall me back by saying that when she was pregnant with me, she can't even smell the durian even she LOVE durian soo much. Sooo, i had an intensity hate over durian since i was in my mum belly..... i don't know why....
So nowaday, when i was accidently walk near the durian stall or someone who eat durian, i will close my nose, B'COS i can't stand with the smell. I do afraid that i might thrownaway, and for god sac, loose your appetite. It is not something that i do it in purpose, its more like a nature of me.
I do realise that people often look at me.. like i fake it, acting, and maybe they think that i'm more like mengada-ngada or maybe Melayu Tak Sedar Diri .... or something. It hurt me and it does... it is not something that i want, it happen by the name of god..... and i still hasn't knew why....!!!
When i smell certain varieties of durian, i can thrown in just a second, but i can stand with certain variety which is not too hard smell. I also do not have a problem with durian which is harvest 2 to 3 days from the dusun and i don't have a problem with tempoyak too, the thing will get worst if the durian has been soo long harvest, about a week or something.... i just can smell it from half kilometer away.....
When i smell the durian, First it goes straight to my head and brain and then to my stomach, often i felt like dizzy, blur and then i want to trown....... sometime the thing will get worst and my body temperature will raise and i will get DEMAM. I happen to get demam three time in my life because of the smell of these durian.......
And still people said that i fake it........ I don't knew how to explain to them that since i knew world i have been surrounding with durian tree. I live in Kampung Dusun, and my dad do has the ochard. I'm not that melayu tak sedar diri.... i just couldn't stand with the smell.... i do not need a people respect for my elergic, i just want pople to tell me that they want to eat durian soo i can go away from that place.... i respect them and i don't want to thrownaway in front of their feet...if that is your wish, then i can do it..with pleasure!!!
Enought with today, my head is still dizzy.....got to have a hot tea or something. Chow..!!
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