Minggu lepas aku sakit perut yg menyucuk seksgt sbb makan makanan pedas tanpa kontrol, so start minggu lepas aku tak der selera nak makan, berat aku turun balik maybe area 47kg. Time ge open house jer baru aku jamah nasi, sebelum2 tu bantai bubur MCD jer hari2, sbb aku takder mood nak masak. Semalam makan nasi lemak tp amek sambal sikit jer, ptg tu makan dori fish kt secret recipe, arini masak telur campur frankfurter goreng pastu letak cheese ngn sos cili sikit..... kena kawal makanan sekarang nih takut perut aku buat hal lg, then taknak gestrik aku dtg balik....siksa dowh..!!
And for sure dua tiga minggu nih, aku memang LEMAU gler2 nak wat kerjer, lantak ar kalo dornk kt cni asyik tgk aku layan FB, tulis blog or asyik dok baca blog org jerr... suka hati aku aaa!!!. Rasa dah give up sgt2 dan skang tahap berserah jer lah. Tapi lama2 aku pikir.... this is really not me; personally i'm a person who'd love to gain an input and satisfied with what i did, love to take a challenge. Somehow, my master project is full with challenge WITHOUT gaining any INPUT. I do notice that the ability and capability here is still at lowest level, upon stead stool and do nothing i tried my best to overcome it, tried to cover here and there. Find the solution and do the best i can. I tried to stand in front but the situation and surrounding kept pulling me back. RIGHT now... i don't need an idea, all i need is to SETTLE the problem. I heard a lot of idea for the past two years...from very different people and background!! I'm sick of it.... at the end there's only left me, epy and uma to settle everything. Everything on our shoulder and head. You must have guess how mess we're become.
Bru2 nih supplier hanta chemical lg, dah 3 kali hantar masih dalam bentuk yg difference walaupun num.siri yg sama, nak jer aku mengamuk, tapi relex jer aku ckp baik2 tapi dlm hati aku hanya tuhan jerr yg paham. Dah la nak dapat each chemical tu dekat 2bln baru ada stock. Aku biar jerr chemical tu atas meja, jgn harap nak bg PO, sampai aku dpt exactly yg aku nak. Now i'm gonna teach people how mean i am. Get it or GET OUT....!!! Belum lg part testing yg dah masuk 2 bulan terbengkalai sebab conditioning room kt FRIM rosak. Very goverment.....!!! Dah la seluruh Malaysia nih, testing pulp and paper kat FRIM tu jer....... bengang sgt nih...!!
Pasni saper nak cakap ngn aku.... kira nasib ko tu baik sgt laa kalo tak kena maki.....
Yang Water Rafting ni pun satu hal, last2 minute bukan nak bg tahu tarik diri... bengang aku. Woi, kalo dinghi tu aku bleh kayuh sensorg .... tak hingin aku nak ajak ramai org. Aku pegi sensorg ..... paham!!
HEHE.... mcm org gler plak kayuh dinghi sensorg.........
And for sure dua tiga minggu nih, aku memang LEMAU gler2 nak wat kerjer, lantak ar kalo dornk kt cni asyik tgk aku layan FB, tulis blog or asyik dok baca blog org jerr... suka hati aku aaa!!!. Rasa dah give up sgt2 dan skang tahap berserah jer lah. Tapi lama2 aku pikir.... this is really not me; personally i'm a person who'd love to gain an input and satisfied with what i did, love to take a challenge. Somehow, my master project is full with challenge WITHOUT gaining any INPUT. I do notice that the ability and capability here is still at lowest level, upon stead stool and do nothing i tried my best to overcome it, tried to cover here and there. Find the solution and do the best i can. I tried to stand in front but the situation and surrounding kept pulling me back. RIGHT now... i don't need an idea, all i need is to SETTLE the problem. I heard a lot of idea for the past two years...from very different people and background!! I'm sick of it.... at the end there's only left me, epy and uma to settle everything. Everything on our shoulder and head. You must have guess how mess we're become.
Bru2 nih supplier hanta chemical lg, dah 3 kali hantar masih dalam bentuk yg difference walaupun num.siri yg sama, nak jer aku mengamuk, tapi relex jer aku ckp baik2 tapi dlm hati aku hanya tuhan jerr yg paham. Dah la nak dapat each chemical tu dekat 2bln baru ada stock. Aku biar jerr chemical tu atas meja, jgn harap nak bg PO, sampai aku dpt exactly yg aku nak. Now i'm gonna teach people how mean i am. Get it or GET OUT....!!! Belum lg part testing yg dah masuk 2 bulan terbengkalai sebab conditioning room kt FRIM rosak. Very goverment.....!!! Dah la seluruh Malaysia nih, testing pulp and paper kat FRIM tu jer....... bengang sgt nih...!!
Pasni saper nak cakap ngn aku.... kira nasib ko tu baik sgt laa kalo tak kena maki.....
Yang Water Rafting ni pun satu hal, last2 minute bukan nak bg tahu tarik diri... bengang aku. Woi, kalo dinghi tu aku bleh kayuh sensorg .... tak hingin aku nak ajak ramai org. Aku pegi sensorg ..... paham!!
HEHE.... mcm org gler plak kayuh dinghi sensorg.........
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