Boring....!!!

I felt like BLANK....

Well, i win the third place for best poster at the conference....

There's nothing bcos' it will be just the beginning...
Not even i care about the money,
To built the NAME n TRUST is more important....
Whatever.......
It'll be just the beginning....

I felt empty again......

Afraid that the thing that we really WANT,

will someday be gone extinctionally....

Afraid to lost someone......

Even more afraid to tell the trust about the feeling.....

I'll just wait day by day ...for his illusion to get off from my head,

But since then, it kept even more stronger.

I don't knew whether he felt the same way like me.....

I don't even want to knew......

And i always make a conclusion it just my own delusion

and to just stayed away and off the road...

You might hurt youself.... someday...someway...

You might just did.....

Concentrated on your study......
It will be just the random note........
The note from my deeply heart....n soul...
The heart which is emptied and still searching
..........for the sense of belonging.