Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Separuh Jiwaku Pergi....

I had the most long cough of my life, i think it already reach 20 days since before Aidiladha.....n these is the most wierdess cough because my body temperature is unstable and i felt like terribly ichy when i want to breath, and its like something blocking my lung and there's also like something stuck on my alveolus. Maybe the bacteria has found their host n they love it.... damn it in my lung ...lol...!!

I went to Pusat Kesihatan UPM yesterday and within 2 minute the doctor said I'm fine my body temp is 36degree. I got a bottle of obatbatok..... maybe there's in hurried n me too (rushing for my wallclimbing). I didn't ask twice for what the pakcik told me... all i heard is.... ubat batuk nih tak akan mengantuk ngn mengkhayalkan...... i just like OK..... oooo good news, new invention for obat batok which will not make you felt sleepy. 1 tablespoon/10ml  per 4hours and don't reach until 40ml. So i take 2 tablespoon/20ml because the taste is good n i want it to felt better FAST. I'm OK.... i'm good .... and can climb the wall easily. Nothing happen..

So these morning before send my car for major service, i take another 2tablespoon, then ask Ipin picking me up to the Office.... however within 1hour, i felt....weng weng .... already, its like an alcoholic, halucination and hardly walk to SURAU.... and happily weng weng for another 4hours. When proton called for my car, i just like OK...... probably if i drove .... i can't diffrentiate whether i'm on the road or in the longkang ....huh...... Should check with the bottle when i reach home...... really BAD invention...... Next time doublecheck (advice for myself..!!).

I listen to the radio HOTFM these morning and their topic is about having a SCANDAL.... i was like a little bit mad listening to some idiotism idea. But then i think positive because i didn't married yet, so i don't know the felling of mariage life. But when compare to the phenomenal happen in my Faculty ...the scandal thing!!!.... i just like..... urrggghhh..!!! It just like these, God had made you to the upper level of human being but all you do is put your PRIDE to the very lowest LEVEL........

Yeah...just think POSITIVE...you not married yet, you don't know how they felt...!!

You struggling hard to find you LOVE of your LIFE... then married with her, having a kids, having a bless family......... n when your wife is busied with the kids n household..... you having a SCANDAL outside for fun ....... Yeah COOL........ is these what we called LOVE.....???? How's CHEAP....!!! Am i gonna married with these kind of guy...?? .... May i have the objective answer and the choises too...!!

Listen to these song.... its really touch my heart from the first time i heard it.


Cinta bukan mengajar kita lemah,
tetapi membangkitkan kekuatan...
Cinta bukan mengajar kita mengHINAkan diri,
tetapi menghembuskan kegagahan...
Cinta bukan melemahkan semangat,
tetapi membangkitkan semangat.
-HAMKA-
Tenggelamnya Kapal Van Der Wick

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