APRIL gurl's

CT, ME, IDA

APRIL is coming..... well i'm about to turn myself one step further, i mean my age....

Other then that.... hmmm still puzzling around... HEH...

OK for APRIL this year, its quite difference bcoz i will celebrate it with two of my best friend which is Ctot (11 April), Ida (18 April) and Me of coz' (24 April).

We planned on having some sort of reunion for our friendship aka BFF.

Maybe it's quite difference when we celebrate it next year, bcos those mak buyung was ready to MELETUP with their first kids..... I can't wait either..!!

I can't imagine how we gonna celebrate it next year with all the diapers, botol susu, and the screaming..... the chaos...it must be funny..!!!

I knew them for many years, it must be hilarious to see them handling their toddlers.

Remembering the past, i can't describe how much we get along together, we help each others, trust each other so much, support each others through goods and bads... and most of all we always have each others shoulder to cry on.

I miss it very much..!!

Sometime i wanna ring them and telling what happen every each of my day like what i always did before, telling them which place has the highest sale around, which is the good bargain, telling them whom i'm interest in, telling them the latest gossip around, even telling them the stupid thing i did each week .... but i have to stop it because they have thier own life, own family and responsibility. I don't wanna mess their life with my stupid gurlish attitude.... They are women now... and i'm still stuck with my gurl thing..... huh when will i get mature...???

Sometime i felt lucky to have Ezit as my housemate, so at least i have someone to listen my stupid and ridiculous story. To rely on and help with my decission making which still now i am weak at that. I really need someone who never will judge me, b'coz i am the way i am.... i may not be good, i may act like a jerk, but thats the way i represent myself.... which make me ... ME...!!! I'm not a special gurl... i'm just ME.

Time running really fast, till we can't cope anymore with what happen around. We really have something in common anyhow, which i do realize. We are stubborn, quite pig headed, determine on doing something, really felt duh and boring for someone whom like to mess our head, we are active and funny at the same time, we have strong spirits.... and we have a good heart inside us...which we will show it sometime...hahahaha !! And don't dare to mess with us..... hehe..!!!And most of all ... we HAVE EACH OTHERS...!!!

Happy birthday GURL'S..... may Allah bless our friendship...!! Lebiu.....