A Melancholy.....Norman Mailer

I've never felt so lonely... so out of space...

I when back from my kampung this tuesday. My bus suppose to stop at Bukit Jalil somehow the driver chnge his mind and they just droped us in front of Dayabumi KL at 3pm , luckily one of the passanger do asked whether they stopped at Bukit Jalil, if not i might probably stand out of the bus and realised i'm at Seremban or maybe Melaka to where the bus is heading...... tottally headache.!! Whatever... i just had enought time and can't even face more.... i just step out of the bus and said nothing.

CHANGE my schedule instantly.... with a little bit spinning head. I think maybe make a tour around KOTARAYA will help a thing. I miss this place so much... its been like a year or two i've last come to this place. I love the Livin Cabin store near the nando's, its like they just store every goodies there. I love the small tiny ornament and i always bought my DIARY's book there. There's another bag store near the Livin Cabin which sold a signature design beg. There have a very coolest design ever....(I think..)... i do have one of the design myself.. *^O-O^* wink..wink...

I've walked to the CD store beside KOTARAYA to find a new collection of Japanese or Korean CD, somehow the place was closed. i don't know for what the reason... either for a renovation or maybe they've move the store. I don't knew..... i just walk forwarded to Central Market (CM) to find a secondhand book store... love n miss that place so much!! Hope the store and the uncle is still there....!! I just walk to where the store is...somehow its already change with a grocery or something... i'm tottally moan ..!! I just walked followed my step... and then from afar bling...bling... i saw a book stack on each others. Yaahhhooo.... the Indian uncle was stand vividly in front of his store... At least someone has made me happy that day.

I dig all the books there... and see the price inside the book. I will only bought the cheapest book from extra ordinary author... thats my target...hehe..!! Asked the uncle do he has any book on Bernard Cornwell... I bought my first collection of Bernard from this store. Asked Sidney Sheldon... well the price is still RM25 and above....for a secondhand book... not worst a thing...there's alot on Janet Evanovich, Stephen Kings of cozz, Robert Ludlum, and lots more!!

And then stood in the corner.. a poem books from NORMAN MAILER, i've really familiar with this name. Yup... his the man in my Fav Savage Garden song SANTA MONICA. A famous american poetry and film director.... and then just swing in my head in sudden.... On the telephone line i'm a anyone i'm a anything i want to be, a crap crusader a norman mailer  ......Huhu... very synical yet melancholy...do heard this song yourself. Well, I just grabbed the hardcover of Nicholas Evans (My fav' author too)... The Divide.. which only cost me RM14..wallaaa!!

I have no idea, there is a few of guys are really like to have a chat with me which i just ignore everything. Maybe my face suit for a front desk aka kaunter pertanyaan. Quite annoyance sometime. The rain was heavy that evening, heading toward KFC near CM and grab my twisters..... had the blessed evening reading The Divide...hehe..!!

PS:// Tiger Woods slept with 120 women.... wowww.... what are he..?? Misti bnyk sgt mkn pil kuda nih errmmm..???