Forget

I just realise something, since i knew him, i just forgot everything happen around me.
I just forget my dream, i just forgot how to be me.
I just forgot what i want in life, just to be with him.
I suddently have no time to do reading, and had plenty of new book collection on my rack unread.
I just forgot about The Great Gasby, I forgot Two Cups of Tea, I forgot about Hitler and so on.
I don't knew how to make a poem anymore, while when i make one... it never sound like before!!
It's not genuinely represent who i am.
I mix the color, somehow i don't know what to paint.
I dream to travel around the world.
I really want to create my own song and play guitar.
I want to be a great photographer, so that i can took a picture about a journey in life.
I haven't yet reach the great wall of china or the bemusing air of taj mahal
I haven't reach yet any summit outside my own country.
Suddently i felt like i'm lost in my own direction.
I lost to be who i am.
And i lost to be who i wanted to be.

MAYBE he is not for me, maybe not yet for me.......
Gave me strength...to kept back the person i lost in me.!!!