I'm Late Today

Gorrsshhh...... never got this monday blues before, i was soo hard to wake up till 11am this morning, maybe my offices surrounding is not like before, thats why i think that i don`t wanna come for work today, but somehow i reallise it won`t settle anything. Well, welcome to a grown up world.!!!!

Really its difference now, i dont felt that i belong to here anymore, its more a headache rooms than a happy one before. And all what i want now is sandy beach, collect seashell and snorkeling of coz'. I hope i can go for a vacation ALONE when i finish one journal to publish. It's been soo 5month without any trip, all because of my writing.

I should be positive, maybe some that didn't get their payment for last month and think all those hutang list make them preasure. But, i felt the same situation before, i reacted the way they do, and at the end i got double payment, and guess what it won`t solve anything. MONEY is a big important thing in our life, but don't let it loose our faith and dignity and because of that stupid paper you lost some important person around you. DuuuHH!! And take a good deep breath and said, shout is much better....., "Don't irritated people around you.....they have a problem of their own, SO BE FAIR!!!!!!!"

So what i'm doing right now is exactly like UMA............. close our mouth, better then talking and people hurting you. COZ i might sure, my mouth is much lazzer then other people here, SOO best way speak when it is to speak, otherwise SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP. gtg got work to do.