Hello guys..... i felt soo tired actually.... tapi dah terbantai tido, skang bijik mata dah terbuka luas. I don't know why, but the late 20 decease is really kept over me. I felt so struggle now, nevertheless few people around me is sooo indeed perfect. I guess, yet mine is still...soo...and soo...urgghhh. It just hard to move on. Hope this ramadhan will bring joy and wish for the bright future in my life...... i don't knew if u guys felt the way i felt...is it normal..?? Urrggghhhhh i really need a break...... i need a sand and ocean....blue ocean to be exact, not the one with the black sand, litter everywhere and a muddy teh ais salty water. wakakakkakakaka.... mengada-ngada. Bestnya kalo leh duduk lepak atas kerusi minum fresh orange or air kelapa sambil melihat pemandangan laut lepas......aauuwww....tergedit2 dah ni nak ge main pasir pantai.
Hmmm.... guess what? Today is my first day, berbuka kat umah. Sebelum ni tak pernah berbuka kat umah. I just rotate everyweek berbuka with my family and bestfriend, tmrw i just ask CT to shoo his hubby back to klang so we can have a pleasure time together...akakakkakakaka...clasic!!. Cuma ngan ijan ngn yanie jer belum ada masa nak berbuka sama lg dek kerana kesibukan masing2. Wish this week will be our time together, yanie will be left to continue her master degree at Beijing, soon after raya. I might not be able to send her to the airport. I just pray from afar. I don't knew how to describe my feeling, we've been friend since diploma and all i can said, she just soo special. The feeling is the same, when Exit wanna left for Japan. AArrrgggg...harap muka jer ganasz, tapi hati kuntum..!! Bluek
Bout love..... aku dah pasrah. Nak jadi aper sekali pun jadilah. Walaupun ramai lelaki yg nak keluar ngn aku, like almost every weekend someone ask to date,and i have to lie to them saying i have this program and that program...... i HAte LIE actually but i have too. Aku belum terbuka hati lagi, tgk laaa.... if one day.... aku dah mati kutu nak cari alasan aper, then i just go for it. I just follow the faith....if that is my fate..!! Ok sorry u guys have to read my stupid entry........wakakakakkakaa.
Kadang-kadang, jodoh ni memang tak leh nak tahu, even Khairul Fahmi tu pun leh putus tunang... shock giler kowt..!!!
3 comments:
beb....misss u tooo...meh2 cari keje kat obersi meh..discover ur hidden potential here ..yg benar aku la..=)
Babe...wa pun rasa cam dah givap duduk mlesia.... kalo kompany wa tawar ge keje obesi.... memang wa redah jer...!!!
wa nak join leh?..nk g obersea gak..
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