Goitre

Hey you...!!!

I haven't had proper time to talk with u guys about this issue, its been like in my head for a very long time, but i need to do few research first b'fore i burst everything here. Actually, about more then a month ago i did a blood test, to test for my thyroid. I did not have big gland on my neck, it just i have a symptoms which kindly similar to GOITRE or THYROID. First and foremost, my weight lost... approximately plus minus 10kg for the past 2 to 3 years. I ate like hell, a lot. Had a problem with hair lost.... its not like a few, it just like ton of it. My carpet merely turn into blacky spot because of my own hair. High palpitation, my heart always beat fast not like before and i often get a nerves breakdown even for a simple thing.

My hand shaken, doctor said it is due to high palpitation. Then i am totally had a problem with heat, they called it as heat intolerence. I cannot hold with something too warm or heat, i sweat and i felt totally discomfort, and my mood will easily swing. Can't either face a room which the aircone is too cold, my body will shaken like i'm in northpole, it just i wish there is peguin there, so i can play with those little cute animal, ok enought with my stupid emagination. 

That is what i felt, that some people didn't understand. I realise one thing that i cannot put myself into pressure, i felt like there something stuck in my neck, that it is hard for me to swallow my food or even a drink of water was felt like soo annoying. I thought, all of this is normal, just the same like others. Until i found a friend, my colleague IRNI, whom had a thyroid gland and will goes for an operation after RAYA. She's the one who push me to do a medical check-up a blood test to be exact.... and at first Doctor call to came and get my result after a week. She just told me that my result is negetive, somehow she urge me to get my result and consult her personally.

With a pity face, she just directly told me that my result is negetive somehow, i had a symptom of a NON TOXIC GOITRE, i'm lucky that my gland is still not swell, but then again i need to remove it before it get worst. I just ask the doctor to refer me to any government hospital to seek an advice from endocrinology for a second opinion. Actually i need to do an ultrasound to check the improvement of my gland for further action. Removal of the gland is something that i cannot run, otherwise it will cause an inbalance hormones in my body. One of the result for high palcipitation is a heart decease. Hmmm...... should seek for an appointment soon after raya. HUHU..gudnite